Hey, you know what? :^) you should totally answer all of these asks, I know you want to ♡
Non Con ask gamesNah, thank you v much for asking,I’ll try to answer them all for u( I had this halfway done for ages honestly, but forgot to finish it, so that’s why some answers are a bit older than others)
1. selfieI don’t really have one from the last days so take one from last week where I look sort of cute on (Still loving the scarf @redbluemaiden made me)
2. whatwould you name your future kids?Jesus Idk, I ain’t thinking about kids yet (or ever lmao) 3. doyou miss anyone?I’d loveto hang with my friends again, it’s been a while4. whatare you looking forward to?DeDeCo,my first con this year, it’s next week!!5. isthere anyone who can always make you smile?My friends generally always manage to make me happy,especially @art–block and @redbluemaiden recently
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?I think it’s always hard to adjust to somethingchanging. Especially if it’s a person you used to be really close with or usedto talk a lot to. Always takes lots of time n stuff
7. what was your life like last year?Better than 2016. 2017 was still such a mess but Igot on testo in 17 and that was what improved the entire year so much
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?Not because I was annoyed I think, maybe annoyed andstressed?
9. whodid you last see in person?It was Joshua,a friend from Dresden, I think
10. areyou good at hiding your feelings?Oh geez, yes if I have to. But I learned to be moreopen with my emotions, which is a good thing
11. areyou listening to music right now?I actually am listening to music at this second, I mostly do when answeringthose ask games or when I’m drawing
12.what is something you want right now?Internet, since I watched a bit of Gronkhs streamyesterday, it’s almost empty and I would like to watchs some stuff but gottawait till tomorrow
13. how do you feel right now?I’m okay, just ate something and I feel a bit full.And my hand hurts a bit because I’ve been writing and drawing all day (and thelast days)
14.when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?Last month
15.personality descriptionOh geez, I’m so bad at this. I’d say I’m mostlycalm, deep thinker, have a hard time talking to stangers and authorities,pretty creative and honest, try my best to support my friends, a bit indecisiveat times but I try to work on it, I love deep talks with my friends and Isometimes tend to be dramatic
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?Yes, generally I value honesty a lot and always tryto tell people shit when somethings up but once in a while stuff I wanna say sgotta stay in
17. opinion on insecurities.On my insecurities? Or generally? P much everyonehas them and that’s completely okay. I’m trying to work on my own, and it’salways important to try to not let your insecurities take in too much of urlife
18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?meh,maybe but I think that there’s not much use wishing myself back to any time
19. haveyou ever been to New York?Nope, never have been
20.what is your favourite song at the moment?High- Zella Day
21. ageand birthday?20 and the 07th of June
22.description of crush.n.a.
23.fear(s)ceasing to exist permanently, like honestly, If Ithink too long about the fact that one day everything will disappear and I asmyself as a thinking person will be gone without knowing if there’s anafterlife always sends me into a huge panic attack
24.height1,70m, which would be around 5′7 I think, not sure tho, that system alwaysconfuses me25.role modelI actually don’t really have a role model
26.idol(s)Aren’t role models and idols the same?
27. things i hatepeople obviously not being honest with me, tomatoes,when you’re really excited for some food an then it tastes bad, intolerance, mymother and her boyfriend, feeling helpless
28. i’ll love you if…I can trust you, if I can hang out with you and wedon’t need to speak but it’s not awkward anyway, when it’s okay that I oftencan’t answer right away, when you share my humour, when you’re honest, when youlike thing I like and when you can hold deep ass conversations about it
29.favourite film(s)The Lion King because it’s my Nr.1 Childhood film, Spirit too, Star Wars
30.favourite tv show(s)Gotham, South Park, Downton Abbey, Daredevil, Peaky Blinders
31. 3random factsabout me?1. I hate open doors, I always have to close them2. I rarely buy new clothes3. I hate when apps update and everything changes, honestly that makes me souncomfortable
32. areyour friends mainly girls or guys?It’s pretty balanced I think
33.something you want to learnHow to cope with my problems in a healty way so Ican take on my life fully, and on a smaller scale, how to make flickering gifsbc I have art ideas that require that
34. most embarrassing momentI honestly remember so much that I did wrong35.favourite subjectWhen Iwas still in school, my favourite subject was art (because it was the onlything I was always good at) and History
36. 3dreams you want to fulfill?1. LegalName Change2. TopSurgery3. Stable Life
37.favourite actor/actressI loveRobin Lord Taylor, Eddie Redmayne and Cillian Murphy38.favourite comedian(s)I reallydon’t have one39.favourite sport(s)uhm…I’mnot a sport kind of person. I used to do horseback riding that was fun. And onetime I went skiing,really want to do that again40.favourite memoryOh geezI’m going with favourite memory from last months and that would be playingMonopoly with @art—block and @colorfulpancake on new years eveI laughed so much, I felt so comfortable, I was so happy.I honestly love those two so much and I’m so glad I was able to spend new yearsw them41.relationship statustaken42.favourite book(s)DerSeelenbrecher by Sebastian Fitzek (who is generally my favourite author) andTwo Boys Kissing by David Levithan43.favourite song everHonestlythere are sooo many good songs..I love Troy by Die fantastischen Vier, bc Iconnect good childhhod feels w it. My Itunes Most Played says City Lights byBlanche44. ageyou get mistaken for16 orsomething. I look young. My sister is three years younger and people stillthink she’s older than I am45. howyou found out about your idoln.a.46.what my last text message sayslast received:Yeah,,,Last send: I honestly love the way he says that XD47.turn onsAlright I’mnot sure I should flaunt kinks around here m’dudes XDKeeping it casual w this answer and the next So fancy clothes, the right talking and anything else would go too deep already[ ;))) Lmao]48.turn offsAll them weird kinks that tumblr has, honestly, not to shame anyone but vore isdisgustingAnd to shame people, incest is disgusting49.where i want to be right nowAt Feli’stbh. We talked about vacations together today and now I really really want tospend time with her again50.favourite picture of your idoln.a.51.starsignGemini52.something i’m talented atDrawing Iguess? But I wouldn’t call it that much talent, It’s hard ass work.Talking? Idk like with someone I’m comfortable with, I enjoy talking in depthand analyzing shit so maybe that? Not sure53. 5things that make me happy1.Spendingtime with my friends, there’s nothing that can lift my spirit as easy as that2.Seeing and even better, petting Dogs, honestly I love dogs so fucking much3. Having something done. It’s such a fulfilling feeling to finish something4. Watching a show or movie I love, self-explanatory5. Being able to talk very long and in depth about something I like54.something thats worrying me at the momentLots ofshitFor example where my life is going. I have to move out at the end of the yearso I really need to find a new flat, otherwise I’ll be homeless and I really don’twant that55.tumblr friendsMy tumblrfriends are my regular friends really. I’m bad with making new friends lmao56.favourite food(s)Nudelauflaufis amazing and so is Chilli con Carne (best done by Ninas mom sobs). Anddark chocolate soufles and cinnamon rolls57.favourite animal(s)Dogs aremy all time favourite animals, I love them so fucking much. And Giraffesbecause they are ridiculous and cute58.description of my best friendMy best friend is absolutely amazing. I could go on and describe how she looks,shorter than me (which makes me feel better about myself tbh bc I feel talleraround her), brown hair, a smile that makes me feel at peace, absolutelygorgeous face and bright eyes. She smells and sounds like home to me, howeverodd that sounds.But I think more important than her looks is her personality. She’s unbelievablysmart and talented. She has a way with words I have hardly seen before. Veryoften I read her work and am deeply moved because even with a few words shemanages to say it all.She’s super supportive, she listens to me and I know that when I talk to herabout my problems, she’ll try her best to help, giving advice and support.Spending time with her is an extremely healing thing. It doesn’t matter howexhausted from life I am, when I’m around her it’s like I’m in some safebubble.We understand each other, very often we think alike.We can salt together beautifully and we make an amazing team that can tackleeven the most exhausting and annoying experiences.I am honestly so glad and grateful to have her in my life and whenever I thinkabout her I feel the need to let her know just how much I love her.Shes such a strong positive source in my life and I’m sad for everyone thatwill never have or know her like this, those who had her affection and couldn’tappreciate it, I feel very protective of her, but I know she’s such a strongperson by herself. I’m very proud of everything she’s reached so far and I knowthis is long but I can’t talk about my best friend without saying at least halfthe reasons why I love her.59. whyi joined tumblrIt was when I was pretty active on deviantart and people started makingthemseleves tumblr accounts and then I decided to make one too,not knowing whatwould expect me