All those years waiting until my college graduation, all the excitement I felt pre-ordering my cap and gown last month, setting the appointment for my graduation pictures, looking at dresses online, telling my friends and family they needed to be there that day as I walked the stage and planning the party afterwards.....only to be told it will be postponed until who knows when due to Covid-19 😭😭
I will still get my diploma but it just doesn't feel special anymore.....
Right now im very angry and upset because I cant do anything about it and I know I will get over it eventually but right now i cant help but to feel hurt about it.... I had been waiting 6 years for this moment! 6 freaking years where I had to work my ass off to pay for my education & to keep my gpa up so I could graduate with honors.... So I could walk the stage and make my family proud..... 6 freaking years where I had to take 1-2 classes a semester just to afford to stay in school between work and taking care of my mom....and all the countless times I though about dropping out and had to push myself to just keep going for that moment when I finally walked the stage and now all that is gone 😭💔