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“I got the message today. I don’t know how to feel yet.
A part of me thinks I could’ve done something before this. She thinks I tried, but I really didn’t. I was disgusted. The fact that she could so carelessly push people away…
It reminded me too much of myself. I killed people simply because I wanted to that way. I didn’t care. I didn’t have a reason to care.
She was never like that though, and I know it wouldn’t have changed anything.
But… the feeling’s still there. I’m not the same person she thought I was. And hopefully, the others can take care of the funeral services better than I could.”













