Been working on a lot of stuff today. I woke up early had some designs in my head that I had to get out ChatGPT help me. Make them more visual so that my CPO can have something to look at when he’s designing the code. Can’t wait for all of this stuff in my head to become a real but it takes a long time to actually make it real.
Ugh 😩 my brain literally fried to the point where I had to pass the fuck out! Not a good day today lol! But a very productive one! Was it worth it? I don’t know until we actually make the technology that I’m designing actually so that’s gonna be a while before I can answer that question! 
I had ChatGPT show you what my brain looks like! I can’t believe how messy it is lol! Sure I can I’m all over the place thinking in all directions at all times trying to figure out how to implement everything I wanna do!
But this is the picture I had ChatGPT modify. Basically before I passed out Clementine came to disturb me because she knew I was in trouble and apparently when she came here I laid down and I passed out!
I am really impressed by my brain when I have the ideas I have. Sometimes it’s really hard to put them into words into images into anything. I’m so grateful ChatGPT exist to help me make everything I think into something that is visually being able to be seen.
I think the hive the core of every Community tech designing is gonna be the best part of the tech we. Makes it so that we have no notifications unless we turn them on which I would never do because they stressed me out. And it tells us a summary of what we need to know if we weren’t in the room at the time they were discussing and it only goes directly to you so only you see.
Honestly I think this tech is just trying to rip out of my brain and into the real world but here I am I’m alive again awake and ready for action but I’m not really thinking about signing anything right now I think I just wanna do some art now. I don’t know what kind of art I wanna do but I think I wanna create some stickers. I really need to really design my “I’m broke bitch Tony Stark Merch”
Any ideas of what I should do for that? Anybody wanna design it for me so I don’t have to? I’m so tired maybe I should take another nap. I guess I’m not going to game development thinking what you get today cause I’m ready to go past the fuck out again.
And before I go I’m gonna tell you one last thing that I did I designed this The Belonging Network in honor of Angela Karmis, my cousin who took her own life in 2019 on Halloween because she didn’t have anywhere to go and she didn’t feel like she belonged. I really looked up to her, and I looked her up recently because I went no contact with my family like she did and I wanted to make sure she was all right and see what she’s up to and turns out she is fucking dead. Why is she dead? I kind of wish I knew what I was doing in 2019 but I think I was currently getting my bachelors degree in an animation of VFX at the time. I think I tried to look into her but like nothing really came out of it so I gave up on that.
Anyway I just trauma dumped on you just for the last time anyways if you wanna know what’s going on I am using voice to text to write this post so if you don’t like all the grammar mistakes well I’m not fixing them lol! 😂 let it be let it be