I HAVE AN ASK FOR YOUUUUU! From the "unique list," numbers 3, 6, 9, 10, 13, 14, 15, 19, 21, 23, 27, 29, 43, 44, 48, 49, 52, and 54. :3
Thank you, and that’s a bit of them o_o. I’ll try and answer it as best as I can ^^.
3. page 23 line 17 of the nearest book.“all the catnip, witch hazel, and ginger you could bring”
6. Any strange phobias.Nope, nothing :3.
9. Favorite band.Uhm I don’t have a favorite. I could post a ton of them, but just ask me if you’d like. ^^
10. Last lie I told. Honestly I’m not sure what it is. I know I have told a small one today about something but idk what off hand xD.
13. Greatest weakness, greatest strength.Oh I could go on and on about my flaws but I won’t here. I can’t pick just one as my greatest one though as I’m not sure about that. For greatest strength I honestly don’t know either. I mean I’m good at some stuff but whatever… It’s not a greatest strength thing ya know?
14. My celebrity crush.Honestly I don’t much pay attention to celebrities so I don’t even know… Sorry xD.
15. How do I vent my anger.Ugh. I’m not that good at this. I used to be a really angry person. I’m a ton better than I used to be but I’m still not that good at it :(.
19. My biggest “what if”.Probably what if I actually had some motivation in life. Well more like normal people do that is….. Just really wonder how that would be like.
21. Stick your arms out and what do they touch first.Right arm is just the big long body pillow that I’m laying sideways on right now. Left arm is my Magic the Gathering cards off to my side sitting there.
23. Worst place you’ve ever been to.Probably working in an old basement fixing the old pluming for a toilet with dirt floors in parts and there was a dead and bloated cat down there. ruined part of my ability to smell things for good.
27. Last movie I saw. Wasn’t in theaters but Lockout. Was a good movie, would recommend watching it.
29. Any obsessions right now.Uhm…. *coughs* I just might have a little bit of one about a person I know because she’s ALWAYS on my mind whenever I’m not actively thinking about other things.
43. Song that always makes you happy when you hear it.What is love - Haddaway.
44. What makes a great relationship.If you’re talking more than just like friends… I would have to say it would be like hanging out with your friend all the time. Sticking up for each other like you’re siblings/family. Having them be mostly your whole world. Most definitely friends first though so you’ll always have that together <3.
48. What would I want written on my tombstone.Honestly, I haven’t the slightest idea. Some witty remark or something that describes me I suppose…
49. What’s the first thing that comes to mind when I hear the word “heart”.That gal whom I love and who won’t be named here because she might be awful embarrassed if she was. I know you know who you are though :P.
52. If I could press a button and make anyone instantly explode, who would it be.Nobody as of right now. I’d save it for later in case it’s ever needed.
54. You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Oh, uhm. I honestly don’t know if I’d want super powers. If I had no choice then teleporting where I’d be able to bring a person or two with me as well….
YAY :D I would hug you too. It would be awesome if we could be friends irl, but sadly all the cool people I meet are always too far away ;-;. Eventually I may come bug you if that’s fine with you ^^
RETALIATION ASK BECAUSE YOU'RE AN AMAZING PERSON. From the one I answered, numbers 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 13, 14, 21, 22, 25. 26. 28. and 29. And yes, there's a shit ton, but I didn't ask for a lot of the other posts you made. *hugs and runs away*
Thank you :3 and I honestly don’t mind that there’s a lot :P. It bugs me not. *hugs back then answers*
2. Where I would like to be in 10 years. I would like to be out living on my own somewhere with someone I love. Hopefully not TOO humid and hot of a place either o_o. Also would love to be working on making video games in some way or another. If not that than some sort of job with electronics or computers. Mostly though just with someone who can put up with my flaws and love me for who I am <3.
3. My views on drugs and alcohol.So long as you aren’t really endangering yourself or others with them and it’s not a dependency I don’t really care. Some things should be legal and taxed by the government just to try and fix this freaking economy that is so far gone it’s ridiculous… anywho. I probably won’t be using any really, maybe a drink every now and again is all.
4. My views on religion.Well it depends on your definition. If you mean the religion itself or like the ideals behind it I guess would be the best way to describe it. I mean often religion is used as a reason to further political power and just achieve someone’s personal quests (often times abusing their power as a head of whatever religion it is). In and of itself it’s not a bad thing. When you mix enough people in with it there’s ALWAYS going to be those who twist it and use it for their own means. The lack of it is just fine too. I won’t criticize either way and won’t go pushing mine on you or anything unless you try and do that to me first. Don’t go spouting off about yours and how you’re right and everything if you’re not willing to listen about what someone else believes as well.
6. Write 30 interesting facts about yourself:
1) I’m really bad at these kinds of things2) I have long hair (compared to most guys)3) My beard is naturally 2 colors4) Slammed my hand in a locked car door once in a walmart parking lot.5) I, uhm…. uh D: I can’t think of any more off hand :/ sorry.
7. My zodiac sign and if it fits my personality.I’m a gemini, and yes it does fit fairly well. I don’t really look at horoscopes or anything and definitely don’t live my life by them, but most of the stuff there on geminis is probably fairly accurate. Oh and I was born one or two days before I would have been a cancer :P.
8. Moment I felt most satisfied with my life.When I got my ACT test scores back and got a 30 on it ^^. Didn’t do any specific studying for it or anything, just kind of took it o_o.
9. How I hope my future will be like.Fun and fulfilling. I mean I love to have fun and would absolutely love to have someone who can just be like playful friends with me mostly, but also be more, and stick up for each other like siblings and stuff, but be with me for forever ya know? Just help me go out and do stuff sometimes and show me a different side of life than I would have normally seen.
11. Put your iPod on shuffle and put the first 10 songs that appear.Well I don’t have an iPod and my mp3 player is currently lost who knows where….. I suppose I could start up my ps3 and put that on shuffle and see xD.
Sunburn - MuseFly From The Inside - ShinedownTwo Weeks - All That RemainsNot Alone - All That RemainsSoldiers of the Wasteland - DragonforceWalk in the Dusk - Guilty Gear X Heavy Rock (absolutely beautiful song)White Sparrows - Billy TalentPerfect World - Billy TalentScars - Papa Roach Generation Dead - Five Finger Death Punch
13. Somewhere I’d like to move or visit.Well most all of my friends who I’ve met online I’d like to meet eventually. Somewhere I’d like to move? Doesn’t matter so much, I can be happy most anywhere so long as it’s not ALWAYS unbearably humid and they have decent internets :3.
14. Earliest memory.I don’t know off hand… they’re all jumbled up in there. I don’t even know which one is first. I do remember feeding this awesome squirrel that would come to our window when I was little at our apartment. I’d slide open the big glass window and put food on the ledge right outside of it then slide it shut. I’d sit there pretty still and the same squirrel would come up and eat it right there only a foot or 2 away from me at most.
21. One of my favorite shows.I can’t pick just one… I like SuperNatural, Doctor Who, several anime…. there’s just lots and I can’t pick just ONE favoritist one of them all. Sorry :P.
22. How have you changed in the past 2 years.Honestly not that much because I’m sort of stuck in life. I’m a whole lot less depressed on average. Apart from that not too much xD.
25. Someone who fascinates me and why.Oh gawd D:. I can’t just pick one. All of my friends fascinate me. Everyone who I meet does too. I just want to know and learn everything and the mind is such a beautiful thing and just ya. Things fascinate me easy, but people? Omg are they wonderfully fascinating ^^.
26. What kind of person attracts me.I don’t have a ‘type’ if that’s what you mean. I just enjoy intelligent conversation and smart people. (Most everyone is smart in their own way even if they don’t know it yet). I also can be kind of immature and childish in how I love to have fun (child at heart forever probably). Just someone who likes me and is honest and just a beautiful person… I don’t really know how to describe it well. Sorry :/
28. Something that you miss.My dog for sure. He meant a TON to me. I used to talk with him while petting em every night. He let me snuggle with him and stuff. Was always there, always caring. Always happy to see me. Would listen to my crap when I just had to go on and on about things. I miss him something terrible. Especially the falling asleep with him in my arms most every night.
29. Goals for the next 30 days.Get a job. Finish these things up and send something to a friend. Apart from that there’s not TOO much other than the normal things.
Thanks for the asks ^^. I really don’t mind how many there are either :P
*finishes and adds a read more because fuck this is long*
02: Where you’d like to be in 10 years- Mainly? With a roof over my head and doing something I kind of enjoy. I would like to figure out how my mind works too- but that could take a lifetime (or two...or three) uhm...hopefully having something published, I guess. That'd be cool.
03: Your views on drugs and alcohol.- Meh. I think drugs like pot and whatnot are fine. So long as it doesn't cause harm to yourself or others, go at it! Stuff that can cause REALLY erratic behavior and complete dependence upon them I'm not really cool with. I'm not going to be doing them myself though. Alcohol...I might try it someday, then again, I might not. Although I'm cool with people drinking so long as they don't hurt anyone and whatnot.
04: Your views on religion.- Both my mum and dad are Jewish. I...don't really HAVE a religion, though I do believe in a higher power. I know there are things out there we'll likely never be able to understand- and so long as your religion doesn't involve hurting anyone, I'm cool with it. Just...respect others, y'know? If someone's religious views differ those of someone else then just...y'know...don't bash them for it and whatnot? Like...religion to me is just a shortcut of letting someone know your spiritual beliefs without having to go into it for hours- because most will KNOW the core beliefs of a religion. But It seems to have grown from that and...well. Yeah. Gonna stop now. I could go on for a while. Sorry I already did.
06: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.-30?!?!?!?! How am i going to figure out 30?!?!? Ok! Sure! Uhm...uh...*head-desk* ok!
I can get really annoyed really easily sometimes.
I don't know why but sometimes it happens and I snap and It's MEAN but it happens so yeah. I usually apologize but yeah...
Uh...I have a hard time figuring things out about myself.
I'm interested in how the mind works.
I sometimes see people and kind of wonder about their lives randomly
I can act really know-it-all-ish sometimes when I share things I know but I just like talking about interesting things.
I like cool words! (IF YOU KNOW ANY TELL ME I WANT TO KNOW MORE)
I'm running out of things already ohgod
I like nightcore'd songs? (depends on the song and the nightcore though...)
I don't like dubstep. the 'drop' and whatnot makes my ears hurt and vibrate and stuff.
I tend to imagine someone trying to kidnap a bus or breaking into my home and me kicking their asses
I have a stick in my room and i have dubbed it by bludgeoning stick
I listen to music while swinging my bludgeoning stick around like I'm a bad-ass or something
sometimes I actually FEEL like a badass. Other times I feel dumb.
My bludgeoning stick is beautiful, technically belongs to my dad, is 3"5, dark wood, and has this glaze-y sheen that's awesome.
I just got it and measured it with a measuring tape.
I keep it near my bed just in case. Like half-under my bed but in grab-able distance.
I like mangos.
I am confused about myself a lot of the time.
I got my mp3 player in advance of one of the questions I'll need to answer in a bit.
My backpack is HEAVY. (it's really a messenger-bag thing but it works.)
My school bags usually last me like...6 months tops. This one has lasted me like 2 years now I think? Somewhere around there.
It's heavy because I come prepared! (and with all kinds of books, notebooks, pencils, etc.)
I imagine myself in some of the randomest scenarios with people I know and I DON'T KNOW WHY AND YEH.
If I had the choice to go on an adventure in an alternate universe with magic and stuff I probably would. (especially if I could bring my friends with me)
I have these weird emotional and mental contradictions a lot of the time like I want to write and stay indoors and blog but I also want to go outside and be a badass and fight crime but I'm scared of a lot of stuff and I'm kind of a chicken I think but I don't really know?
I am REALLY WORRIED that my OC's are too much like me and don't really have their own personalities. But I don't know so yeah?
I need to figure out more of my OC's hairstyles. Like i get the 'short, long, medium' bit but I want to be more EXACT SO I NEED TO LEARN ABOUT HAIRSTYLES.
I have the worst habit of 'rationalizing' my evil characters. I kind of don't want to but they get so sad and it's horrible?
I have this strange memory dream-thing of me chasing someone and it's autumn and I'm on a porch and leaves are all over the ground and I swing over the rail and It's stuck with me for a LONG time so yeah...
07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.-I'm a Cancer. I...kind of. I'm caring and I want everyone to be happy and love eating and food and whatnot but the thought of having a calm, boring, mundane life kind of irks me? Like I want to be safe and warm and whatnot but I could never live with housekeeping and I'm really lazy and stuff and not the 'traditional' person lots of cancers are described to be in places so Kind Of But Not Really.
09: How you hope your future will be like.-Awesome. I want to go on an adventure and discover things and learn all kinds of awesome facts or be a published author with friends and maybe a romance and HOPEFULLY START KNOWING WHAT I WANT IN LIFE SO YEAH.
11: Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.- It's already on shuffle. Yay!
Jordin Sparks- One Step at a time.
One AM Radio- In a City Without Seasons
Tiesto- Bombage (It was installed in my MP3 when I bought it and I'm too lazy to take it out...and It's not horrible either.)
Cake- Short Skirt, Long Jacket (it took a bit to grow on me)
Stars-Elevator Love Letter
Raveonettes- Last Dance (it ALSO came with my MP3 player)
Nightcore- Dance in the Dark (the lady gaga one =P. I like it! =|)
Florence The Machine- Hearlines
Within Temptation-Angels
Walk the Moon- Anna Sun (I LOVE THIS SONG IT GIVES ME SO MANY FEELS FROM SO MANY THINGS ESPECIALLY OC FEELS)
13: Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.- Somewhere in Europe, I guess. Or places that are really green and whatnot. Ireland, Britian I s'pose. I don't know, but green nature-y places with lots of lore and legends and myths! Or other cool places. Texas, Wisconsin, anywhere my friends are, really. San Fransisco. Uh...yeah. Lots of places! (The Medium)
14: Your earliest memory.-....Must I?...ok, ok. My mum and dad looking down at me and cooing at me. Supposedly when I was on the toilet. BESIDES THAT I woke up on my 3rd birthday and for a moment had no fucking idea where I was. Ok- for a few moments- and I think it was after one of the 'island with fictional characters' dreams I had but I'm not sure... uh...so yeah.
21: One of your favorite shows.- Sher...Supe...Doctor...Buffy...Spice and Wo...Uh... I like a lot but a random one would be Supernatural! (I'm watching it still so yeah!)
22: How have you changed in the past 2 years?- This question seems Familiar somehow... Not much though, really. I've been thinking about more stuff and feel different, but the same really. So..yeah. Really not much.
25: Someone who fascinates you and why.-Can we do fiction characters? 'cause really...if we're being honest here most people fascinate me. Like...how the mind works and two people who were raised the same way could become so different and how two people can be EXACTLY THE SAME but come up with TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT IDEAS when faced with THE SAME PROBLEM. So yeah...uh...gonna leave that at that!
26: What kind of person attracts you.-*clears throat*...I uhmm...I...*head-desk* I'm not sure. I mean...I guess someone who's cool but at the same time would like reading and stuff but could be a friend but be not a friend and we could have debates and would be like me kind of but really not like me at all and could teach me all kinds of stuff and we could have sexytime and stuff and I'm not even sure what gender I'm attracted to so there's that and I'm rambling but someone who also doesn't mind that I'm strange and that hopefully is kind of strange too and likes some stuff I do too and we could be all flirty without being too serious and who wouldn't mind me being unsure about everything ever and I don't know so I'm rambling so i'll stop now.
28: Something that you miss.-When I could do work and go to school without feeling really tired and exhausted. When I had motivation to do stuff in general. I mean I seem to be missing that a lot recently. Uhm...learning new stuff! Lately I haven't been learning new things as much as I'd like and I LOVE interesting tidbits and whatnot so I miss that and I miss the library I used to go to and having friendships with teachers and stuff and the hope I saw for the future.
So...uhm...a few things, I guess.
I'M BACK IN YOUR ASK BOX AGAIN! Did ya miss me? From that LONG-ASS LIST OF THINGS THAT DOESN'T HAVE A TITLE (you know what I'm talking about), I CHOOSE NUMBERS 2, 6, 7, 10, 15, 19, 20, 22, 25, 27, 31, 34, 39, 40, 42, 52, 55 and 56. 'Cause, YOU KNOW, I'm a NOSY ASSHOLE. :3 <3
Sorry it took so long xD
2. What I’m really bad at.there’s lots of things. Not so great with relationships for one. No good at most types of writing, especially if it’s something that I’m FORCED to write. Not so good at remembering things either :/
6. Who my best friends are.Well that one’s just a trap waiting to happen. I have really good friends that I met online and a handful of ones that live close enough to hang out with.
7. Favorite book.Another tough one xD. I love lots of books but I really REALLY enjoyed The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy series.
10. Favorite animal.Dogs for sure. I also like bats though and lots of others, but dogs are by far my favorite animal.
15. Description of the person I dislike the most.Uhm, I don’t really dislike that many people, and it hasn’t been in a while. More so I don’t like a small part of them is all and the rest is fine. I don’t think I’ve met many who I just don’t like at all.
19. All the pets I ever had.Not sure if this one counts but when I was young there was this squirrel that would come to the outside of our apartment’s window. I would slide the thing open and put some bread or w/e for it right outside then shut the window. I was literally inches away from it eating the food I put out whenever I did. Next I had a springer spaniel that was black and white. Lovely dog and always obeyed. If you left him alone out there he would just kind of wander away though. Then I had a brittany spaniel. Absolutely amazing dog. Loved him and all. Followed me all around the house and was the best ever <3.
20. Favorite flavor of ice cream.Strawberry, hands down. Good old fashioned strawberry with real frozen strawberry pieces in it is the best.
22. The meanest thing anyone’s ever said to me.Honestly there’s a TON of mean things people have said to me, I just tend to forget them. I couldn’t tell you one really.
25. Future plans.Find a job. Go say hey to some friends probably. Find someone to love and be with. Just kind of general things as of right now because of where I’m at in life. :/
27. What I’m doing tomorrow.Hopefully packing some stuff up to send across the states to a friend. Apart from that just looking for work really. Probably playing some games and on tumblr. That’s about it really.
31. What I would do if I won the lottery.I would pay off my debt. Pay back those who have helped me in the past. Share some with my parents. Share some with friends. Spend a little bit on myself. Invest the rest so I can live off it for a long time if not until I die.
34. Biggest pet peeves.When my brother just sits next to me and just fidgets and is constantly making noise and being generally annoying. I mean it’s different for different people. Some things I could care less if some people do, but if this one person does it’s annoying… if that makes sense.
39. What I’m really good at.I don’t know exactly. I’m alright with math and computers and electronics I suppose. Good with taking things apart and putting them back together correctly because I just sort of see and remember how they go xD. Well unless it’s too complicated… but ya know.
40. Most traumatic experience.Honestly, I have no clue. I can’t think of anything that stands out as ‘traumatic’ in my life. I mean I’m sure there’s something there that I could find, probably, but Not off hand.
42. Nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me. Uhm, again, not sure on this one. I remember the kinds of things people say to me more than the actual words that are being said.
52. What my last text message says.Well I don’t currently own a cell phone and it’s been a few years since I last texted anyone, so I don’t remember. Sorry :p
55. What words upset me the most.Are you talking just words in general or things that are said to me? If it’s just words in general just general blatant hate towards people for no good reason. Things said to me is just any of the negative things that constantly go in my head….
56. What I hated most about school.Probably the whole social everything…. Like how being popular is SO good of a thing and if you’re not and just all that crap :/. Oh and the shitty school food.
By the way you might be a little bit nosy, but it’s not like I mind one bit ^^. Oh and you’re not an asshole as far as I can tell <3
Ah! Into the shelters! *peeks out from the trenches and throws answers back all grenade-like into the under-the-cut thing*
5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.- My 16th. My best friend/sister dragged me over to her house and we had a week-ish long sleepover. During which time did she make me make a tumblr, and dragged me to a 4star restaurant. She shoved me in a dress and everything. I'm assuming I looked so horrified to be outside in a dress that when walking by a random lady put her hand on my back and did a little rub-thing. >.>' The food was GREAT though. That was my first time going to a restaurant you can't go to in jeans and a t-shirt. It'll probably one of the few times too- as I learned that fancy things make me want to hide under the table. *cough* So yeah there's that! (we did a few other things. One of which was her making this awesome ramen-thing and not removing the packet from one of the ramen packages, and it turning out to have not been in there. The save of the CENTURY)
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.- Hm...I guess it's that I worry I'm selfish or mean or whatever but I only act nice? It's...strange, really. I worry I'm a different person than I think I am but act the same I always do? It's a REALLY STRANGE insecurity, and I don't think about it much, but once I do it's kind of a weird thing? It confuses me a lot of the time but yeah...
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.- My characters, usually. I love when they 'let me know about themselves' and their pasts especially. I'm the most proud when they break my heart, or the hearts of others. Or just when someone likes something I thought of/created or wrote. It just makes me REALLY HAPPY AND PROUD AND YAY. Or hell if I even finish something it makes me happy- just it's squared if people like it, hehehe.
11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had.- JESus christ. there are so fucking many cod. uh...I guess one that i'll always remember is...uh...ok. I'll give you a few. Ok-any dream where I can fly, or use swords, or go hero-mode or whatever. Uh, there was one where I went into this grove and needed to follow these cobble-stone things but then I needed to get back because there was something bad in the forest-place. (it was kind of alice in wonderland-y) Another is when I was having a sword fight with this guy and we both stopped for some reason and compared our swords and it turns out they both glowed all rainbow-y and shit when we felt something good or whatever and changed colour based off of emotion. It was strange, and then we went on an adventure together.
ANOTHER is one I had a REALLY FUCKING LONG TIME AGO. Like...3 or 4 years old long time ago- maybe even earlier. I remember it was kind of a recurring theme thing I had...there was a little swamp-like forest-island in the middle of a lake. I took the boat to it a lot of the time (I forgot who it was with) and there were all these people and characters. They were waving and I got onto the land and it felt like I belonged there. I think I had to go for some reason, but that dream kind of sticks with me. There are others...but yeah. *coughs* moving on...
12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.- Hm...I've had multiple dreams about zombies. I went through a phase when I had a recurring dream of being chased around my neighborhood while avoiding the feet of a T-Rex while pushing around my mom in a shopping cart. But...the dream that gave me the worst feeling was a relatively cheerful one. I was going through my 'life' in a way. I went and saw my elementary school, needed to fill water bottles (which was supposed to be a test or something) and ended up looking at this giant tree. It was HUGE and had these kind of cherry-blossom pink leaves and it's trunk was kind of teal-ish. It had these vines, and I think it was some kind of passage- because I remember hearing a kind of...narrative voice say something along the lines of "sometimes one person enters, and other times the other person enters first, and in rare occasions the bond between two people is so strong they enter together." and it showed two old people walking by and the vine lifted and let them through into this...fogged-off area with this like of diffused-ish light. I think it was the tree of knowledge or life or something. I forgot what my dream called it, but I woke up feeling just really sad. It wasn't a nightmare, but it...kind of affected me and made me think about life. So...yeah.
17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.-Hrm...well, there's you, but we're already friends so yeah. Hmmmm...uh...do fictional characters count? I guess this girl I've seen at my school who seems nice? I've seen her around reading things and she has a cool backpack but I don't really know her. Hm...so yeah- I tend to talk to people if I have the chance so yeah. I'd also like to be friends with some of my favorite authors and an actor or two (mainly the authors, honestly...but hiddles and misha would be cool to get to know) so yeah.
22: Talk about your worst fear.-Failing at life, I suppose. Whether it's me ending up alone, or without a home, or whatever...I guess just not being 'good enough' to make it in the world. And worse if I drag someone I know down that's worse...so there's that.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.-Uhm...that...uh...I don't know. I guess whenever someone compliments my writing it means a lot like wow you like this and it's amazing. Uh...and when a teacher when I was younger said I was really independent that made me happy too. So...yeah >.>'
31: Talk about what you think death is like.-I think that it's kind of peaceful, usually. Like...nothing you were worried about in life matters anymore. It can be painful, but afterwards you can sometimes just wander the earth as a ghost or move on or be reborn or something. And...yeah. I think about this sometimes...
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.- I've honestly not endured much physical pain in my life. I guess the worse was when I was younger and was riding in my dad's shopping cart and we hit a bump, the shopping cart fell forward, I spilled my soda, and lost a loose tooth. That or a really bad stomach ache. (I've never broken anything so yay!)
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.- Hmmm...uh...I'm not sure. I guess that I kind of like a few of the newer cartoons and shows? Like...hm...I like Adventure Time, and Incredible Crew, and Good Luck Charlie, so yeah. Besides that I don't really have many guilty pleasures, hehehe =P (I also like nsfw fanfics and I read those sometimes but *shrug*)
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.- Hm...I guess my banana eating phase. And by that I mean my mum used to make the BEST banana milkshakes but she didn't make them for a long time and I didn't eat a banana for a long time and the next time I did it my lips and tongue stung and I wretched over the toilet for over an hour. So no more banana milkshakes for me =(
BONUS END OF SOMETHING IN MY LIFE-
This post (god it was long)
SORRY I'M LATE! I'M JUST HERE TO BE NOSY, DON'T MIND ME! From the post "Ugh yeah here are some things you should give me to talk about," numbers 1, 5, 8, 16, 17, 22, 31, 34 and 36, please! :3
Don’t worry about being nosy :p. I don’t mind it one bit.
1. First time I watched my favorite movie.Well honestly I don’t even know if I have a favorite movie. I have several I like a lot, but I’m no good with picking favorites for these things :/. I can however tell you a few favorites. Love the movie Equilibrium, Pandorum, and any other movie that makes you think a lot :3.
5. Best birthday I’ve had?Well honestly I can’t remember many of them, and what I do remember it’s just bits and pieces from ones when I was a lot younger. I just kind of hang out with friends on the weekend near it, and have a family dinner on my birthday. Well if I even do anything. Been like that for quite a few years now.
8. Talk about the thing I’m most proud of? Uhm, honestly, I don’t really know :/. If it’s something about me, I just kind of am who I am, for better or worse. Sorry it’s not an actual answer to the question. I mean I’m decent at some stuff but it’s just kind of me, not something that I’m really proud of.
16. Best party I’ve ever been to.Honestly haven’t been to many parties xD. Not my whole thing. The ones that I have it’s been just like bonfires with friends mostly.
17. Someone I’d like to be friends with?Well if you’re talking like in person, then most of the people who I follow and a few I don’t on here I would love to meet in person. Few from other places online too. Other than that I’m pretty fine with the friends I do have, lol.
22. Worst fear?I don’t have any known phobias if that’s what your talking. Just general stuff ya know? Fear of not being good enough and the fear of being left alone in life. Fear of ridiculous heights and all. Just stuff like that.
31. What death is like.Well it depends on if you’re talking about the actual dying or what happens after that. If it’s about the actual dying it all depends on how you die I would suppose. If you’re talking about the actual whatever happens after death? 2 places as far as I know, I’d rather go up than down.
34. Worst physical pain.Uhm, where would you like me to start? Crushed my hand in a car door 2x within a week or 2. Same evil car door. Possibly fractured one of my knuckles. Refused to go to the hospital. I’ve fallen out of a tree a good 10 feet up almost flat on my back. I’ve fallen and slid a good 10 feet across pavement with my bike and me tangled in it. I’ve fallen about 5 feet flat on my back on some cement and had to arch my back so it hit first instead of having my head hit :/. Done TONS of stupid painful stuff… stepped on a screw recently and it went through my shoe and into my foot about a cm… I was just a really stupid and impulsive kid.
36. Guilty pleasures? Uhm, not going to tell everyone about them, sorry :p. If you really want to know can always message me or something ^^.
Sorry that lots of them aren’t exactly answering the question :/
I hope it's good...so please read and give me reviews if you want and have the time. It's just a little thing I wrote...so yeah. Under the cut for length.
Author-Me (yay!)
Prompt- An idea I had the other day, and a friend
A yawn wormed it’s way through the night air; its’ source a girl laying down. Her hair billowed out around her, tubes and wires sticking out of her body. They pumped in chemicals, removed toxins, and kept her alive.
For the moment, that is.
She knew, deep down, that no-one could save her. No matter how many treatments they came up with, how many drugs they pumped into her or blood transplants they gave her, she was doomed. Utterly and completely destined to die.
The only questions were when, and how much more pain she would need to go through before death finally claimed her.
She sighed and pulled a small mp3 player off her bedside table, plugging her headphones in and switching it on. The music, comforting and somber at the same time, gave her mind a rest and she let her imagination loose.
The melancholy tune weaved through her mind, heart, and to her soul, binding all of them together into one swirling, moving creature. It danced through the air and she let her eyes drift closed.
A small noise outside her window temporarily broke her from her trance, and caused her to shift in her bed.
She felt a pull on her arm, and glanced at the thin tube that trailed into her arm, attached to an IV which dripped steadily. The headphone wire had wrapped around it.
She moved a bit more and felt the tug again before letting her eyes droop shut. A new song started to play and she raised her other arm into the air and moved it along with the music. She traced designs in the air and watched threads of colour follow her fingertips through the air.
She traced death, the air-threads turning dark and foreboding. Silver for the blade of his scythe, glinting in the moonlight. Darker for under the hood of his robe.
She used her hand to take his and pull him forward. He moved a step closer, his hand going out and taking hers gently. She raised her hand suddenly to the sky. His hand followed, raising the scythe in an imitation of brutality. Of violence. Of evil.
She remained still, the scythe remained in the air. Slowly she lowered her hand, and slowly the scythe went down.
Slowly she sat up, the music in her ears changing again. She felt another tug on her arm, and a lightness in her head. When was the last time she had sat up?
She couldn’t remember.
Her feet touched the cold ground, and she raised her hand towards death, and he reached for her. Her hand found his.
It was cool, just like the tile underneath her feet, and soft, like the pillow she had recently been laying on.
Her hand moved again, pulling death closer and closer, until she was enveloped in his arms.
She waited for a moment, then moved her hand to the side swiftly, as if brushing something away. Death moved to the side and out of her way.
She turned to her bed again, then back to death. The music had stopped, and the headphones had fallen off.
She reached up to him and took his hand in her own, feeling the familiar pull of the IV calling her back to bed.
She looked at it and pulled again. Then again. Then again, and again, and again. She yanked her arm and a bit of blood dotted where the IV entered her arm. It stung, but not as sharply as she expected.
She looked up at death pleadingly. She didn’t want to be trapped anymore. She didn’t want to be tethered to a bed anymore. She wanted to be free again.
She moved her hand to her IV, but death remained still. She squeezed his hand, yet he did not move. Tears pricked her eyes before she paused, and gripped the IV firmly in one hand. She yanked it out. She felt a sharp pain which quickly faded as she dropped the blood-coated IV to the ground.
Her heart beat for a moment, expecting pain. Expecting blood, expecting something.
A small line of torn flesh lead a path down her arm. No blood poured from it. The tip of death’s scythe touched the flesh, and it knit together. Healing.
She looked up at death again and rested her head on his chest. She felt his arm wrap around her, and a sudden sense of comfort enveloped her. She sighed, holding him close, as he gripped her tightly in his arms.
Suddenly, a small beeping noise invaded her consciousness.
Death tilted her chin up, and she felt cool, soft lips brush hers. For a moment, her heart leapt as she reached out for him.
He was already pulling again with a shake of his hooded head.
She stumbled towards him, light-headedness causing her vision to swim. Death did not come to aid her. He stayed still, his knuckles turning white on the handle of his scythe as he gripped it more tightly.
She stumbled again and fell, her head hitting the ground as she looked up at death.
A flash of light suddenly spread through the room, and death’s features were illuminated for one moment. A sad, lonely smile was on her face.
Death paused and her hand tightened more on her scythe.
The girl smiled, a sad smile with the slightest hints of joy touching its edges. The girl’s vision swamp again and went black.
Bells rang and a loud beeping flooded a girls’ ears. She sat up and felt suction cups on her skin- wires attached to them. They connected her to a machine sitting at the end of the horizontal tube she called her bed.
She pressed a button near her right hand, and the glass top of the tube slid back. She removed the suction cups which came off with a slight pop.
She swung her legs to the side of her bed, and sat for a moment. Remembering growing up, going to school, getting diagnosed. Another life to add to the many she had already lived through in her dreams.
She looked at the machine one more time as a voice crackled over the intercom.
“Please detach from the mother machine and meet in the mess hall for breakfast.” The voice crackled, as the girl scowled. She remained still, remembering the first glance she had gotten of death’s face.
A smile slowly spread over her face. The world may have gone to shit. The world may be so doomed that people live life after life each night in their dreams…interact in a giant, automated dream machine. The world could have fallen apart and the dust being swept away in the wind.
But…she had seen death’s face.
Now…if she could only find out who she was outside of the machine.
She glanced at the machine one more time before she got up, brushed off her tank top, and walked off to the mess hall for another day before she got the chance to meet death yet again.
She just hoped it was sooner this time.
Death looked down from outside the barred windows of the infirmary. The place where nearly even human that was left had taken up residence.
She watched her love walk away, towards the mess hall. Her heard ached, but it was for the best. A sad, lonely smile spread across her face, as she felt the familiar tug on her arm. She reached down, and looked at the red string that connected her and her love.
“Good morning, my love” Death breathed, before fading away. The words “I’ll see you tonight” drifting through the air.
A voice made her pause. For just one moment, she stopped. She didn’t know why- she just did. A sudden tug on her arm made her glance down, and squint in confusion before her face relaxed.
It must have been her imagination.
She began walking again- already awaiting the moment when she and her soul mate would be reunited.
