#confrontingdemons

[fantasiaplayers-ffxiv]

Down With My Demons In the realm of personal growth, there's no room for demons. Let's stand firm and declare, 'Down With My Demons!'

[badassbiancadee]

Confronting Demons || undefeated-torres

Occurred: February 18th, 2014

Warning: Smut

Unfinished

Drew didn't like how this day had started from the start. He had noticed the guys making remarks to his girl something that had made his nerves/anger at an all time high, after he nearly blew his presentation. Drew took his time getting home, as he sighed not really sure he wanted to walk upstairs and face whatever Bianca was going to tell him. Climbing the steps he walked into their apartment and set down his brief case, before he heard Bianca. "Yeah that'd be good." Drew pulled his tie off and his jacket before he sat down and sipped the warm mug, before he looked at her. "Spill tiny dancer." Drew told his fiancee.

Bianca smiled when he accepted the tea, hoping it'd be calming for him. She worried she had ruined his day by saying they needed to talk, but she knew she couldn't keep letting this go on, though she wasn't sure what to do. Sighing softly, she shrugged, "I mean, I don't know what to do and..." The brunette trailed off, staring at the liquid in her mug before sighing, "I expected everyone at work to you know, try and flirt with me, make comments, look. I can't do anything about that and it never bothered me much, but things are getting worse. You know, subtle touches that I know mean more and they say things to me..." She glanced at him, knowing she hadn't even told him the worst today, "It's not everyone, just... These couple of guys that are bad and today..." Her shoulders deflated and she slumped over, "I was getting my lunch and they kind of cornered me.. They locked the door and.. I dunno what would have happened, but luckily someone tried to get in and noticed it was locked and started knocking on the door. So the guys backed off and unlocked it..." She shrugged, not going into detail about it all, because she thought what she said was enough.

Drew looked at her concerned, there was one thing about Bianca that Drew would always do no matter what and that was protect her. He sat their patiently and listened to her story but he gripped the mug harder and harder at her words he growled at her words as he bit his lip because it wasn't her fault that she had these men after her sexually. "First off I am sorry for putting you in this situation and not keeping a better eye on you. Secondly." Drew grabbed a note pad and slid it over to her. "Write down the names of the men who cornered you, and who badger you. I'll send a message to these ass-holes that they won't ever forget." Drew was still a junk yard dog down beneath it all, you cornered him or came into his territory, of which Bianca was, then Drew was likely to bite and take no prisoners . Drew sighed as he just pushed the cup away before he broke it in his hands. "you okay though?" Drew was struggling but trying hard to control his anger, he knew that she thought he was getting better and until now he was but he knew he had to prove a point and send a message.

Bianca was waiting for the explosion, waiting for him to break down, but he only turned slightly red and gripped his mug hard. She looked at him and shook her head, "It's not your fault. This job is really great and mostly everyone is good with me. I mean, the silly flirting has kind of just turned into a joke cause they know they can't have me. I like working there, I like that you're doing so well. You don't have to keep an eye on me, you've got enough to do." Looking down at the notepad, she sighed, her face falling, "Drew.. You can't do that. They don't know we're together, if you do that, they'll know and you could lose your job. This isn't worth that. I thought about complaining to someone higher up, but this group of guys.. they're important, you know?" Bianca took a sip of her tea, but nothing was going to calm her, "A little shaken up, but I'm okay." She nodded, even though she felt a bit gross over the things they tried to do and what they said to her.

Drew was trying to keep it in check he was fine with silly flirting but three men in a room alone he got up and walked up behind her pressing his body to hers as he leaned into her ear. "Who said I am going to go to management? We weren't in gangs before for no reason I did learn a few tricks to deal with people like this, and maybe I want the thrill of fucking with someone again." Drew said as his lips graced her jaw and he looked into her eyes. "You are my girl, they corner you you call me okay? I'll break skulls before jaws." Drew told her as he sighed a bit his jaw was set though as he pushed the note pad infront of her. "Let me take care of this just write the names down." Drew knew he was probably intimidating Bianca with how dominant he was in the situation, but he wasn't taking no for an answer. They messed with the woman, he'd make sure they were castrated for what they tried to do, at least humiliate the living hell out of them some how and some way.

Bianca was staring down at her mug when he got up, turning her head away from him. She felt his body behind her, pressing against her, but it wasn't the kind she liked. Her eyes closed as he pressed his lips to her ear, trying to pull herself away. Swallowing thickly, she shook her head, "No, Drew. This isn't good. I don't want you going back to that. Please." Her eyes opened and met his, her face full of fear that he was changing to his old self, "I am your girl, but I'm also a big girl. Nothing is worth harming someone." The brunette spoke softly, trying to calm her boyfriend down. Her eyes cast down to the notepad as he moved it in front of her once more, "We can't fix it this way, they'll tell and then you'll get fired." She was softly shaking, scared he was getting too worked up about this. Turning her head, she placed a kiss on the corner of his lips, letting it linger before she pulled back, "Let's just calm down, think this through." She tried, hoping her being calm would calm him, though her insides surely weren't calm. Her heart was racing and she was almost scared of Drew in that moment, but she didn't want to be.

Drew wanted her to give into him and give him those names. "Who said I was going to harm them. Humiliate yes." He told her with his coy old smirk the one that told her he was planning no good. "I won't hurt a hair on their pretty head, their clothing however might get harmed." Drew told her and he rolled his eyes. "What are you going to do go to management? They will tell you that you prevoke the boys that you were asking for it, its what big companies like this one always say trust me a few of those cases come across my desk." Drew told her he felt her kiss his lips and he let out a soft breath. "I am thinking it through, just give me those names Bianca, or I will go through and hurt every asshole in that place until I find the ones that have you so scared." Drew told her as he kept his arms on either side of her. "I don't want to see you hurt Bianca, please just let me do this it will make me feel better and they won't come near you again...." Drew didn't want to say that he didn't like the thought of three guys having their way with her, he wanted to be the only one that was able to do that, he wasn't all for having his power taken away and some other men thinking they could have sex with her again it'd be worse then Vince.

Bianca sighed softly, looking down at the blank notepad. She felt small as he hovered over her and her eyes were beginning to water, but she tried to blink the tears away, "Well.." She stuttered, chewing her bottom lip as he explained things, though she already knew that. The girl knew if she said anything, she'd be blamed for it all, that they'd somehow turn it on to her, "I know that. I was just hoping we could figure something else out. But, will they know its you? Cause if you get fired, I'd never forgive myself. This job is so good for both of us, we need it." Turning her head, she looked at him and truly believed he'd do everything in his power to find out who the men were. Her head shook, "I'm not scared. I just.. don't want them to keep trying things, that's all." Bianca looked back down at the paper, chewing her bottom lip till she tasted a bit of blood. Sighing softly, she felt his presence behind her and it worried her, "Promise this won't get you fired? That it'll just get them to stop without them knowing it was you or telling on you." She spoke quietly, fighting with herself on the inside.

Drew backed off seeing her get upset and he nuzzled his face against her neck. "I won't hurt anyone I promise." Drew told her as he shook his head. "No one will, shit Bee you know how many times I've broken and entered and not gotten caught, just a few days of hell for these few men and that's it." Drew told her as he kissed her cheek. "I don't want them to keep trying either which is why they will get a taste of their own medicine." Drew told her and rubbed her sides as he calmed down a bit and just slid his arms around her and held her close to him. "I won't get fired, I just want to attach a paint gun under their desks make their dicks ache for a little while so they don't get any smart ideas about putting it where I only belong." Drew teased her and swayed them side to side, her being calm was calming him down. "Write the names and we can go shower together hows that sound? Then we can work on cooking that amazing meal you promised yeah?" Drew mused kissing along her neck softly knowing it weakened her to his words.

Bianca sighed and her tense body relaxed when he backed off, squirming and getting a little smile out of her as he nuzzled her neck, "Okay.." She trailed off, trying to decide if this was okay. She knew his anger got the best of him, but she wanted to trust him. Her shoulders deflated ands he sighed, "Yeah, but what if this is that one time you do get caught? I'm just worried." She glanced at him as he kissed her cheek, licking at the small cut on her lip. The brunette breathed out shakily as he rubbed her sides, leaning back into him as he wrapped his arms around her. One corner of her lips lifted in a smirk and she rolled her eyes, "I guess.. that'd be kind of funny. And give them the idea to stop." As he swayed them, she knew she was giving in. Her mouth fell open, still not sure, but he kissed along her neck and she couldn't fight him anymore. Reaching for a pen, she wrote down the three names before pushing the notepad away from herself so she didn't have to look at the names, "There. Now let's go take that shower." She spoke shakily, knowing he always got things out of her.

Drew just took a gentler approach with Bianca. "I won't get caught, I have alibis and I work late anyways no one would suspect a thing Bianca." Drew told her shaking his head as he heard her he laughed a bit. "I'll even let you pick the color although I was thinking hot pink?" Drew told her as he kissed her skin he had missed her last night when they got awkward. "Shower? okay." Drew picked Bianca up tossing her over his shoulder he laughed as he tapped her butt playfully. "How's my ass look from that view, these pants do me some good I say." Drew said wanting to make her night better as he kissed her side once they were in the bathroom he set her down. "Time to get naked." He grinned like a fool as he pulled her close.

Bianca nodded her head, still nervous about this, but she had to just let him protect her like he felt he needed to, "Okay.." She couldn't help but smile, though it was weak, rolling her eyes as he joked, "No thank you, I will not be involved in your pay back." She nodded when he mentioned shower, wanting to get out of these clothes as soon as possible. The girl was surprised when he didn't look at the names, but instead picked her up. She squealed, grabbing on to him any way she could. She felt him tap her butt and squirmed, looking down at his ass and nodding her head, "Pretty nice. You know I think you have the cutest ass, though." She smiled softly, feeling him kiss her side and squirming again with a soft giggle. Bianca held on to him as he let her down in the bathroom, laughing softly, "I can't get naked if you're holding me so close, silly." She smiled, shimmying out of her skirt playfully.

Drew was going to prove a point, no one would touch her again, at least not in the way these men wanted too. "Really? Fine what color would you paint the kitchen?" Drew tried to get a color out of her by being sly as he lifted her over his shoulder he looked at her and laughed. "Okay I'll let you slide that you said my ass was cute." He shook his head and then took a playful step back as her skirt fell to the floor. He whistled at the girl. "Damn baby don't let me stop you take it all off." He joked around as he undid his shirt, and then his dress pants letting their clothes join a pile on the floor as he stepped into the shower, Drew bit his lip as Bianca joined him. "God you are sexy." His eyes roamed her body.

Bianca rolled her eyes, but gave him a serious answer, "I'd paint the kitchen blue or green." She shrugged, not about to get involved in the revenge. Her head nodded and she gave him a gentle smirk, "Yup, I love your ass." She watched him take a step back and felt her body shake, knowing his eyes were on her. Hearing him whistle, she blushed fiercely, "Oh gosh, stop it." The brunette giggled, beginning to undress herself. After she got naked, she stepped into the shower with him, gently looking up at him through her eyelashes. Her cheeks turned red at his words, "Thanks babe." She moved closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist and pulling him to her. She looked up at him and smiled, "Is my man okay now?" She wondered.

Drew rolled his eyes he was going to use blue and green now though just because she didn't cooperate with him. Pesky woman was on his arm, as he watched her and saw her blush he nodded as he held her back. "Yeah I'm okay, what about my baby?" Drew questioned pulling her hair behind her shoulders as he leaned his head down and kissed her exposed skin as their bodies pressed together. "You feeling okay? Or any way I can make you extraordinary?" He questioned softly.

Bianca sighed softly, really relieved to hear him say he was okay. He had scared her earlier, she had never seen him so intense and angry, especially not with her around. She never wanted to see that side of him again and she was going to do everything she could to make sure that never happened again. With a sigh, she nodded, "I'm alright now. I feel better now that I told you." She stared down at his chest as he pushed her hair back, smiling the moment he kissed her skin, "Let's just be together. I want everything to be normal." Leaning down, she buried her face in the crook of his neck, nuzzling him and giggling as her hands just rubbed up and down his back.

Drew saw the look on her face and he knew he got a bit too angry but he'd never lay a hand on her or hurt her. "Well that's good, I'll try to make it stop okay?" Drew replied as he stroked her cheek. "Normal? So we have sex in the shower? Pretty sure that always happens when we shower together." Drew said as he teased her as his hands smoothed over her lower back and he kissed her neck softly. "I love you so much." Drew whispered to her.

Bianca shook her head, just closing her eyes and taking in a deep breath, "I don't want to talk about it, or mention it even, anymore... Please." Opening her eyes, she looked up at him and gave him a gentle smile, giggling softly, "Whatever happens, happens." She shrugged, a playful smirk forming on her lips. The brunette's hands rested on her boyfriend's chest as he slid his hands down her back. Tilting her head, she sighed out as he kissed her neck. When she heard his whisper, she couldn't help but smile, her hands running up and down his chest, "I love you, too. I have no idea how you managed to steal my heart, but I'm really lucky that you did." She knew how stubborn she was and she knew how much she didn't trust men when she met Drew, but he had done the impossible and given her a reason to live.

Drew nodded his head as he looked down at her and gave her a soft smile. "Okay no more talk... just before I say nothing more. If anything else happens you are always able to come to me okay?" Drew said and then shut up on the subject as he kissed her skin feeling her hands on his chest he started to kiss lower. "Oh so this heart?" He said pressing his lips to where her heart would be. "You know I do need a lesson in the female anatomy." Drew teased as he kissed a little lower until his lips were teasing over her nipple and he glanced up at Bianca. He loved her he'd do anything to make her feel good.

Bianca looked at him and nodded her head, "I know that. And I promise I'll always come to you." She told him, sighing out before she just let the conversation drop. The girl was surprised as he continued to kiss her skin, watching him moving lower. Her eyebrows rose when he kissed where her heart was beneath, "Yes, that heart. It's yours." She smiled, giggling when she heard his words. Her arms moved to rest over his shoulders, playing with his damp hair as he kissed lower on her body, "You do? I thought you'd be an expert by now." The brunette giggled, her nose scrunching up happily. Her body quivered when he teased her nipple, glancing down at him and blushing softly, "What is my man doing?" She giggled, her fingers tangling in his hair, just stroking and playing with his hair.

Drew just gave her a look that he had heard her, by her words not wanting to discuss it more as he decided to just tease her and make her feel warm all over it would be the least that he could do. Drew watched her and then nodded. "I like beating hearts." The boy teased as he saw her happy look and her blush at him. "Kissing his breast too." He said laughing as he wrapped his lips around her bud and let his tongue play with her nipple gently, as his hands smoothed gently over her legs and he rubbed her thighs before switching to the other side. "Sorry I'm just so used to my lips being all over you." Drew mumbled out against her wet skin.

Bianca gave him a warm smile, her eyes keeping on him and never looking away, "The only reason my heart beats is because of you. You saved me." She spoke softly, her fingers gently dancing along the back of his neck. Her face lit up over his words and she laughed softly, "Oh, that's right. Every part of me is yours." She giggled, her eyes fluttering the moment his lips wrapped around her rosy nipple. Her head fell back slightly and her mouth parted, her fingers stroking his hair. The girl's body was gently twitching, soft sighs escaping from her lips, humming as his hands rubbed over her thighs. She brought her head forward and looked down at him as he switched to her other breast. Warmth rushed through her in the form of pleasurable shivers, "Babe, I really, really don't mind." She giggled. One of her hands slid down, but stopped before touching him, "Do you want me to?" She whispered, not wanting to get him going in any way if he didn't want that right now.

Drew loved seeing her warm smile but he made a face at her words. "I didn't save anybody, you saved yourself."Drew told her, not wanting to be some hero, he wasn't a super man and he was a monster that just had fallen in love. Belle and the beast really. "Every part?" Drew questioned as he teased her sensitive buds as the shower steamed around them and he could feel her body, he smoothed his large hands up against her, and then nodded at her words. "Of course." Drew said before he felt her hand wrap around him and begin stroking him. Drew brought his lips to his fiance's as he kissed her deeply.

Bianca 's face fell, looking away from him and shaking her head, "Drew, you know where I'd be right now if I hadn't found you." She shifted on her feet, having meant to be sweet with her words, but obviously they had a different effect. Her head nodded, "Yeah, every part." She glanced down at his as her body squirm in reaction to his hands sliding along her body. Her hand dipped a bit lower until her hand was wrapping around him. The brunette gently stroked his member, quivering at the feel of him in her hand. Her eyes followed him as he stood up straight, smiling softly in his kiss. Her free arm wrapped around his neck, her other hand moving faster along his length. Her tongue playfully teased his tongue as she kissed him, pressing her chest against his.

Drew bit his lip as he saw her look away, he bumped his forehead against hers lightly. "I know where you would be, I just think our love saved us yeah?" Drew took her hand and glanced at the ring on her finger. "I mean if you wanna say I saved you... but I'm not wearing tights." He teased her as he felt her stroking his soft length it was as if his body knew what to do because he didn't stay soft long as he hardened in her hand, he bit his lip as he slid his hand between her, his thumb traced lazy circles in her clit as she stroked him faster he moaned against her mouth as he tangled his tongue with hers his other hand tangled into her hair as he pressed against her back. "God I always want you baby." Drew whispered against her lips it was true he knew she could feel his arousal.

Bianca let one corner of her lips lift when he pressed his forehead to hers, "Okay." She just agreed with him, but she felt more than just that. Her eyes looked down as he looked at the ringer on her fingers before she giggled, "I like you better when you're naked." She teased him back, letting her hand move a bit faster along his length. The girl could feel him growing harder and she smirked against his lips. She felt his hand between her legs and jumped in surprise before giggling, but then she felt his thumb on her clit and moaned along with him. The brunette let her tongue tangle with his, kissing him harder as he turned her on. Her hand moved quickly along his hardened length now, moaning when his hand tangled in her hair, "Good thing I always want you, too." She giggled, pulling back and looking up at him. Suddenly, her hand slowed on his cock, teasing him, "How do you want me, babe?" She smirked, biting down on her bottom lip.

Drew smiled at her and kissed her forehead as he glanced at her ring finger. "What a thing, I am naked though." He teased as he groaned against her lips as he heard her moan back he just couldn't take enough his breathing picked up as her had did too on his length. "Oh god you better want me you have me hard for you." Drew told her as her hand slowed he wimpered and pouted at her as he heard her. "I want you flat out on the bed my hands gripping your breasts as my chest is pressed to your back and my thick cock is punishing your soaking core." Drew told her hoping she'd want it a little wild but if she wanted it slow he'd do whatever she wanted as long as he didn't have to be teased anymore.

Bianca giggled as he kissed her forehead, "Yes, I'm very happy about that." She replied back, smiling as he groaned for her. As they kissed, she could tell his breath was picking up and it made her smirk. Her nose scrunched up as she giggled quietly, "No worries, I definitely want you." Her hand slowed along his throbbing erection, glancing up at him and smirking. When she heard his response, her knees nearly went weak and she looked at him desperately now, "I hate when you say those things, cause I just want that happening now." She whimpered, looking at him with puppy dog eyes, "Let's get out of this shower, please?" Pulling her hand away from him, she back away before scurrying out of the shower with a giggle, "Come get me, sexy." The girl giggled out, grabbing a towel as she ran towards their bedroom, only using the towel to dry her hair so it didn't drip everywhere.

Drew knew what his words would do, but he couldn't help it it was what he wanted. "Well then lets make it happen baby." Drew groaned when she pulled her hand away. He quickly shut the water off, and grabbed a towel as he got out of the shower, and he ran after her catching her in their bedroom as they fell onto the bed his body covered hers he kissed the back of her neck. " You just had to run away from me?" Drew teased her as he ground his length along her folds and sighed out against her skin not caring if they were getting their blankets wet his hands slid under her body as he massaged her breasts with his large rough hands.

Bianca was giggling as she ran from him, allowing herself to forget about earlier and be with the man she loved. When she heard him coming up behind her, she threw the towel off to the side right before he tackled her on to the bed. Her body squirmed as she squealed, laughing loudly when he kissed the back of her neck, "Mhmm, I did. What, you don't like the chase?" She giggled, but then her giggle turned into a moan as he ground against her, his length sliding along her slit. Her body collapsed on the bed and her hips began moving softly out of lust. She gently arched as he moved his hands under her, groaning as he massaged her breasts with his hands, "Mmm god Drew, stop teasing." She begged lightly, her hands just barely gripping the sheets.

Drew was glad that his wife was for just playing around, he wanted their night to be light and playful between them as he tackled her to the bed. "I love the chase you just know I'm always going to get you." He said laughing softly as he heard her moan, he felt her hips move against his. Hearing her words he slid one hand down as he slid his tip into her entrance before his hips started thrusting up against her. Drew moved effortlessly through her body as he started thrusting into his fiance. "OH god baby." Drew groaned against the back of her neck.

Bianca knew that if they stayed serious like they had been before, she would be a wreck. She needed their home life to stay normal. Her head nodded and she giggled, "I know that. I want you to always get me." The girl couldn't stop her hips from gently rocking, begging him for more. She pressed her cheek to the bed as she felt Drew moving his tip to press to her entrance. A lazy groan left her, but turned into a loud cry as he thrust into her. Her body had no choice but to move in reaction to his thrusts, her grip on the sheets tightening. He had taken over her body. She couldn't move or get away from him, he had her locked to his body. Lifting her head, her lips turned into an O as she moaned, her body writhing and her legs squirming as he shoved his length into her core over and over, "Uh, fuck that feels good." She breathed out, moans coming one after the other.

Drew looked at Bianca and he just wanted her as close as possible he wanted her to have the title of his wife eventually, to seal what they had for forever so he could be reassured that he did save her and he wasn't ever going to lose her. He pressed into her, as he heard her cry out, but he just held her body close dominating her but the way she squirmed it made him keep shifting with her until he was ablt to keep ontop of her and his hips started pounding her harder, fucking her as if they were rabbits that had to go at it with each other, his free hand gripped her hair and tugged on it lightly as he sat up a bit so he could rock his hips more powerfully, as he watched her body only turning him on that much more.

Bianca 's body pressed down into the bed the moment his hips started to move faster. She couldn't even move anymore, she just took the pounding, her face showing the pleasure that was running through her body, "Oh god, oh god, Drew." Her voice was uneven and turned into a moan as he fucked her. The brunette's get tilted back when his fingers tangled in her locks and pulled. She groaned out loudly, her legs kicking gently at the bed as he found the best angle and started slamming his hips powerfully against her. Her mind was slowly slipping away and all she could think about was the hard pounding Drew was giving her. She cried out as he used her body, clawing at the bed as she whimpered and moaned, "Uh fuck, god that's amazing."

Drew wasn't sure how much more he could take she had teased him enough in the shower as he just lost himself with her, and in her. "Just wait for it baby." Drew could feel his climax rising he tweaked and played with her nipple that his hand was still around before he swelled inside of her a little bit, before he moaned out her name and came filling her core up, his hips didn't stop though he continued to jerk his hips wanting to feel her get off around him too.

Bianca bit down on her bottom lip, which muffled her moans as her hands searched the sheets like she was looking for something. Her mouth fell open and she whimpered loudly, "Uh fuck" was the only response she had for him, a loud moan echoing through the room as he played with her sensitive nipple. She felt him swelling inside her before her name fell from his lips and she felt him coming inside her. Her body shook and she cried out as he continued moving his hips, convulsing right before she moaned his name loudly and came for him. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head as pleasure rocked through her, gripping tight at the sheets as her orgasm overcame her.

Drew collasped onto the bed next to her and he was breathing hard. "Okay if sex is this good now, I don't know how its going to get better after we are married but it so better." Drew said as he smirked trying to catch his breath, as he looked over at her and slid out of her, he bit his lip as he rubbed her back tracing an 'I love you' along her back as he bit his lip and watched her.

Bianca came down from her high and just let her body relax onto the bed. Her eyebrows rose at Drew's words and she giggled softly, "Well, I was thinking..." She trailed off as she turned her head and got her body more comfortable laying there as he laid beside her and looked at her. The girl couldn't help but giggle as he traced along her back and she could tell what he was tracing. Sighing out, she looked at him, "I was thinking we could maybe share one of the fantasies we have?" She suggested, blushing softly, "I mean, I could share mine first, then.. if you have any fantasies, you share?" If he wanted things to only get better from here, she thought this was a start.