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Any interest in a Bianca floater coming around?

Are any Degrassi floaters out there? I was considering coming back to plot with a few partners if there’s any interest! I’m looking for an Imogen, Katie, Drew, Jake, Zig, or Eli!

#degrassi floater #degrassi floaters

On Wednesdays, We Wear Pink || badassbiancadee

Imogen: smiled apologetically when Bianca admitted to still being confused, smile only brightening when she realized that she'd managed to make the other girl laugh. She watched as Bianca turned her eyes back to the movie and mimicked the action, though her eyes found their way back to the other girl mere moments later- as much as she loved this movie, the conversation that was taking place with Bianca was far more interesting. She listened intently as the taller girl admitted to how her way of thinking had been changed, noting with interest the small furrow that appeared between her friend's eyebrows. It seemed as though Bianca really had put a lot of thought into this since meeting her, a notion which surprised Imogen. The idea that she was able to have so much influence on someone's way of thinking without even trying was baffling to her, but there was no denying as Bianca spoke that that was exactly what had happened. At Bianca's last comment Imogen rose an eyebrow slightly, curious as to what exactly the other girl meant by the statement. Did Bianca mean that she'd made her curious about people in general... or herself specifically? The latter possibility caused her heart rate to pick up for some unknown reason, though she promptly dismissed it. She didn't say anything at first, eyes returning to the TV as she thought about the matter. "What kind of curious?" she asked after a moment, hoping that she wasn't being too invasive.

Bianca: wasn't sure what she was saying, she wasn't even sure why she was having this conversation with Imogen, but something in her told her it was okay. That she should say these things, that something good could come of this. Her eyes drifted to look at Imogen, but the other girl was looking to the TV, so Bianca just looked down at her lap, "I don't know.." She mumbled, contemplating her own words. After a few beats of silence, she nodded her head, "I guess I just mean, you make me curious to explore things I always dismissed or pushed away. To explore things that you're so open with while I'm.. not." She nodded, thinking that was the best way she could explain the jumbled mess of thoughts in her mind. Quickly, she added, "And you're a curious person, Imogen. I can't really explain it, but I like it." Her eyebrows knit together in confusion as she tried to find the right words, but she wasn't sure there were any, at least not any that made sense to her in that moment.

#makeitrainpara

Call: Bianca ✆

Drew: had expected her to argue, but he stilled groaned to himself when she did. It was exhausting to try and change Bianca's outlook and her overall belief that she accepting help was somehow wrong. He didn't know how to convince her that protecting her was his job, and he had already failed at it once. He didn't want to do that again. "Bee, please. Don't say that, you're not a pain," he sighed. "I do need to take care of you," he added under his breath After a minute of thinking he over, he dropped the keys in defeat and returned to his room, sitting down on the edge of his bed. "Was today okay? I didn't hear from you, so I was kinda worried..."

Bianca: stared down at her knees, softly shaking as she tried to hide herself, though there was nothing to hide herself from. She sighed softly, hearing the defeat in his voice. She didn't reply to him, she didn't know how. Maybe she should just let him be there for her, it was hard being alone. When he spoke up again, she looked around the room, shrugging her shoulder, "I don't know. I feel completely paranoid all the time." Her voice was full of shame, hating herself for being so afraid now. Looking to her bedroom door, she held the phone tightly in her hand, "Maybe.. you can take care of me.. If you want." She offered quietly.

#p:andrewtrres

//Totally forgot to mention I had orientation for school, but I'm home now!

#ooc

Call: Bianca ✆

Drew: furrowed his brow at the sound of her sniffling and hiccuping, immediately recognizing the sound of her crying. He had heard it all night at the hospital, or at least the amount he was allowed to stay with her. He frowned as the guilt of snapping at her took over. He had promised not to hover, to let her recover and regain her sense of strength, but it was hard knowing what had happened the last time he left her alone. "What about your aunt? Where is she?" The male was already up and searching the living room for the keys to Audra's car. It left knots in his stomach, knowing she was across town and there was nothing he could do about it from his house. "I can come over. I can bring you here," he pressed as he picked up the keys from off the couch. He hesitated, knowing she would object.

Bianca: was shaking from the inside out, looking around her room and feeling like the walls were caving in on her. She whimpered quietly, moving her free hand to grip her hair as she choked out a sob. She felt like she was losing her mind, she didn't know what was real and what wasn't. Looking to the closed door of her bedroom, she shrugged, "She's here. Somewhere." She paced around her room before she found a spot between her nightstand and her dresser. The brunette sat herself herself between the two, pressing her back to the wall and pulling her legs to her chest. She shook her head at his words, "No, it's okay. I don't want to be a pain to you because of this. You've been by my side like 24/7. You don't have to always take care of me." She told him, even though she didn't totally mean the words she said.

#p:andrewtrres

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Imogen: smiled gratefully when Bianca said she'd be right there if she needed anything. She hated admitting how vulnerable she was right now almost as much as she hated feeling that way in the first place, but... at the same time, she was somehow glad it was Bianca who was there to help her through it. The two fell silent for a little while after that; neither talking as they watched the movie. The silence wasn't an uncomfortable one for Imogen, but after a little while she realized that it seemed as though the girl beside her was perhaps less comfortable, seeming as if she wanted to say something but wasn't sure how. Movie fading into the background, she shifted slightly in Bianca's arms to look up at the other girl, as if silently encouraging her to say whatever it was that was on her mind. When Bianca did just that however, Imogen blinked, eyes wide in surprise. She didn't know what she'd been expecting, but it certainly hadn't been that. "It's... nice" she decided, biting her lip as she decided how to finish answering Bianca's first question and her second. "Softer. As for how I knew... I didn't, at first. I mean, I guess I kinda wondered... and then uh, it turned into more than kinda. Sorry, I'm not making much sense, am I?" she asked sheepishly, faint blush starting to work its way across her cheeks.

Bianca: looked down to meet Imogen's eyes. She knew her questions were a bit invasive and probably much more odd for Imogen, but she had to ask, mostly because she really wanted to know. Biting her bottom lip, she listened to Imogen and slowly started to smile before she giggled, "I'm still a bit confused, but I mean... You tried in your Imogen way." She laughed, but not at her, more so at how adorable her attempt to explain things were. Her eyes looked back up at the movie, but she spoke up again, "I've just always been curious.. I mean, about how you know. Liking guys has always made sense to me, obviously. But then I met you and you like.. everyone and it kind of changed my thinking." Her eyebrows knit together, glancing back down at Imogen to see if she was understanding the brunette, but she wasn't sure she understood herself, "What I'm trying to say is, I think I was close minded before I met you and saw the way you just love everybody unconditionally, regardless of who or what they are. I find it interesting, I guess." She shrugged, letting out a huff, "You make me curious." The girl admitted, not sure how she meant that when she said it, but just leaving it in the air between them.

#makeitrainpara

Let's Runaway For A Little || JT & Bianca

JT: rarely turned down the opportunity for adventure, and lately, he felt that he was in need of something fun to do. His grandmother's recent cancer diagnosis was getting him down, even though he knew there was a decent chance of her pulling through after her surgery and chemotherapy. Still, he couldn't help but wonder about the worse scenarios, and how he would cope with no family members close by. Bianca's invitation for a spontaneous road trip came as a helpful distraction, for JT's thoughts quickly transitioned from being about his ailing grandmother, to the intriguing girl who was seemingly interested enough in him to warrant a weekend adventure. Did he think it was a little bit risky? Sure he did, but he felt relatively comfortable around Bianca, given the fact that they'd met at the hospital a number of times before. Their conversations were extensive and on a range of topics from college to coffee to the things they wanted to achieve before they died. To take a drive with no destination in mind was on Bianca's bucket list, and it was the adventure which they would embark on first. JT looked out the window and spotted the girl's car outside his house. Once she beeped the horn, indicating that she wasn't coming inside, the shaggy-haired boy exited the house, paying little attention to the vibration of his cell phone in his pocket He brought a backpack full of snacks, and other items he thought to be essential such as toothpaste. "You look different outside the hospital, too!" he called, noting how the brunette appeared noticeably less glum as she enjoyed the fresh air. "Windows down, music up?" he queried "Or were you hoping for more conversation?"

Bianca: smiled when she saw him, she tended to always be smiling when she was out of the hospital or the apartment. She liked being a normal teenager, doing normal things like driving around and getting lost. She wanted to live her life like she deserved, even if it was going to be cut short. Her eyes rolled when she heard him, "Are you full of cliche's or something?" She giggled before she gestured for him to come in, "Get in the damn car. We're not going to plan whether we're going to talk or listen to music or whatever. It's a go with the flow kind of trip. Now get in before I drive away without you." She laughed again, only teasing him. Siting back in the seat, she took in a deep breath, filling her lungs with fresh and free air. Even though she was enclosed in a car, she felt free. She could go anywhere she wanted and no one could tell her otherwise. The brunette was sure from all the times her and JT had spoken that he was pretty laid back, or at least he wouldn't be causing her any stress during this trip, "Here's the very loose plan. I'm gonna drive. You see somewhere you wanna stop, you tell me and we stop. That's basically how this'll work." She gave a shrug, liking the very broad plan she had worked out in her head.

#thejtyorkepara

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#YAS TO THIS KISS #me #idk all drews xD

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#likes #(lol this is me and bee xD)

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update: degrassi still sucks and they’re running out of ideas

#hire new writers #wow what an idea #come on now degrassi #ooc

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"those breasts i know"

SCREAMS

DRIANCA

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WAIT IM SORRY WHUT.

At this moment I am wishing I still watched Degrassi xD

#am I drianca obsessed?#yesss :)#ooc

On Wednesdays, We Wear Pink || badassbiancadee

Imogen: smiled when Bianca gave in and said she believed her. "Good" she said with a grin, smile softening somewhat as the taller girl's words grew more sincere. "No problemo, I'm just speaking the truth" she said softly. As the conversation turned to her and how she was doing Imogen's expression sobered significantly, smile slipping from her face. She knew it was silly of her to get so upset over something she'd seen coming so far in advance, but the breakup had hit her like a kick to the gut nonetheless. It wasn't even that she missed Fiona, not with how the older girl had been as of late. But she still missed the idea of her, the way things had been between the two of them when their relationship had been new... she'd been clinging to the hope that the old Fiona might make her return, but the breakup was evidence beyond a shadow of a doubt that that wasn't happening. At Bianca's offer Imogen looked up at the taller girl, surprised. "That... that'd be great" she admitted softly. "Thanks"

Bianca: let Imogen process things, knowing she brought up some thoughts that she hadn't meant to when she asked how the girl was doing. She understood in a way. She missed Drew with all her heart, but the two had to go their separate ways and the brunette was on her way back to happiness. When her friend accepted the offer, she smiled, "Good. I'll be right there next to you tonight if you need someone, then." She was happy to give Imogen a friend in her time of need. After a moment, she chewed her bottom lip, trying to figure out if she should ask what she wanted. Taking in a large breath, she finally asked, "What's it like to kiss a girl?.. I mean, how did you even know you wanted to?" Bianca questioned curiously. It had always been an interest at the back of her mind. Everyone knew Bianca loved guys, she couldn't get enough of them, but she often wondered what girl's saw in other girl's, how they knew that's what they wanted. She hoped it wasn't too invasive to ask, but she was curious and wanted to move the conversation along.

#makeitrainpara

Call: Bianca ✆

Drew: gripped his phone in his hand, staring impatiently at the screen as he struggled to stay seated on his bed. He was just about to jump to his feet and go to her apartment when it buzzed, the brunette's picture appearing on the screen. "Hello? Bianca?" Drew asked hastily, relief rushing over her. "You're supposed to call me as soon as you get home," he blurted out before realizing how insane he must have sounded. "Sorry, I'm sorry," he sighed. "Are you okay?"

Bianca: never wanted to leave the hospital. She knew she was safe there, but she was well enough to go home now, or so the doctor said. Once she got home, she became instantly paranoid. The girl checked every inch of her room before locking the doors and window. She curled up on bed and jumped at the sound of absolutely everything. It was overwhelming and soon she started to cry. Reaching for her phone, she scrambled to call Drew. When she heard his voice, she smiled, but was still hiccuping from the tears, "I'm sorry. I'm fine. I really am." Her voice was choked and she started to breathe heavily, "I don't feel safe. Not at all Drew." She admitted shakily.

#sorry this is a million days late #p:andrewtrres

Let's Runaway For A Little || JT & Bianca

Bianca: was tired of constantly being at the hospital, constantly sitting there and waiting, constantly seeing JT there and nowhere else. So she was going to change things today. She didn't have much energy, so she left her house early to go and grab an iced coffee. She needed to stay awake so she could be peppy and also alert. All she wanted was to seem totally normal to JT, even though she surely wasn't. After getting herself an iced coffee, she drove towards JT's address. Suddenly, the brunette remembered that she was suppose to get snacks for them. Quickly, she took a turn and stopped at the supermarket. She stocked up on snacks, every snack that they could ever want on this short road trip. Loading her car, she stopped and thought for a minute, checking off a list before she finally relaxed, seeing she had everything they'd need in her car at the moment. Getting back in, she finally drove towards his house, parking out front. She beeped her horn and texted that she was outside, waiting for him. When he emerged, she smiled and gave a wave, "Hey, you look different outside of the hospital." She giggled as he came closer to her car, just teasing him playfully, "The fresh air is nice eh? These windows will be down the entire time." She commented, always appreciating fresh air.

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