#confused posting

[illness-puppyboy]

uhm. fuck. i dont know what to say. uh. hi.

[lesbiansimpspam]

i have to stay so incredibly vague about this that it's almost pointless to say anything at all but i need to vent about it so i'll do my best lol

people in my life know every person i've had sex with because there aren't many, and because of assumptions made about these people's identities and bodies, it is assumed that i've had certain sexual experiences, which i in fact have not

and just clarifying that i have not would be enough to out someone, so since there's no need, i let people assume

but rn i'm talking about experiences and preferences with someone, bc this might be a direction we're going in together, and they're a little panicked about not having had a certain type of experience, and they assume i have, but no!!!!! i haven't either!!! and the mix of wanting to reassure them that i'll be at a first as much as them and wanting to justify/contextualize why i won't be as confident/comfortable as they might have expected makes me wish i could tell them but i Cannot

[milkshake99]

how did I not realize that I had my own hashtag for myself

anyways enjoy a KR Geats gif