#conheaded

[abusedog]

he knows , from the look on @conheaded's face , he's not gonna like the words that will come from his mouth . something about the SHINE in his eyes ( paternal and warm ) make him look away immediately ; like he's looking at the sun after being in the dark for too long . he doesn't deserve this .

❝ 𝚒’𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 , 𝚖𝚊𝚗 . ❞

he FLINCHES , not hard , but visibly enough for connor to notice , he cannot meet his eye . ❝ c'mon , man , it's not ― look ... it's nothing , okay ? it's just bullshit . forget i even told you , yeah ? ❞

[k4ndall]

@conheaded​

Kendall was genuinely enjoying his time with Connor as he ate his fries at The Lobster Roll in Amangansett. He knew it wasn’t a fancy restaurant on the Upper West Side or the bar at the Ritz in Paris, but it was luxurious enough for his standards these days and he loved the crowds, too.

“Did we ever come to this place when were kids, Con?” he asked his brother.

[abusedog]

it's a coincidence if he keeps lying to himself , just a coincidence he decided to call CONNOR on this exact day . it wasn't like it was for father's day or anything . ❝ hey , @conheaded ❞ he TALKS through the phone ❝ i was wondering , are you around today ? for LUNCH , maybe . maybe dinner ? ❞

once again , an impromptu starter

[abusedog]

he's uncomfortable and curling around the magazine like his LIFE depended on it ( it feel like it does ) . it wasn't actually his , but he had been curious and had stole it from a CLASSMATE when he wasn't looking . he had liked what he had seen , the men TOUCHING each other , kissing each other , but dad had went into ANOTHER rampage about how faggots were ruining the country over dinner and roman had ran to his ROOM and tried to burn the magazine before his father found out and actually KILL him . that's when @conheaded had found him .

❛  i won't judge you , no matter what you say .  ❜

❝ it's not mine , i swear it's not mine but you have to PROMISE me you won't tell dad , con . promise me ! ❞ he's almost CRYING as he slowly offers his older brother a look to what's he's HIDING , enough for him to know what it is, not enough to fucking traumatize him or something ❝ i NEED to get rid of it before he finds it , con or i'm as good as DEAD . he will kill me . ❞