#connine

[blackrazorbill]

I don't have a question I just wanted to say that Connine is underappreciated and adorable. She deserves to be drawn more. Also happy one year anniversary to SD!

[blackrazorbill]

will we meet any of the monsters who are in this council that helps rule the kingdom in your undertale story

[blackrazorbill]

Some Boss Monsters' OCs in the background. From Soul Dichromatism.

[asortoflight]

ontoplasticbeach a réagi à votre billet audio 

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Agreed

[jaibodere]

Okay, so you quoted me. Alrighty. I'm gonna be nice and not go off on what a "dick" or "dumb cunt" you are, unlike you.

For starters that's pretty pathetic and immature to give a shoutout of how much I suck. I have literally been nothing but nice to you the entire time. I swear to my life I did not ever TRY to be mean to you or harm you. 

Imagine if I did that to you:

"To anyone who wants to talk to Connine: she's a whiny bitch and cries over everything. And if she doesn't get her way she whines and puts everything on you so you take the blame. And then she makes herself look like the victim after calling YOUR attention. So she can go fuck herself."

Wow, no. I'm more civilized than that.

Let me just say, I never forced you to be my 'friend'. None of you. I never asked for you guys to accept me into the RP group. I simply followed good Gorillaz blogs, and boom. I read, "Anyone wanna be Murdoc?" and I took it as a good chance to talk to people in the Gorillaz fandom. BIG MISTAKE QUITE OBVIOUSLY.

In all our tinychats we'd all make jokes and talk about rules. I never even talked to you out of the RP group, and when I did, you never told me I was being mean or rude or a bitch or that I insulted you(?).

"I was pretty mixed with emotions and overwhelmed with emotions because although I missed being friends and you did try to talk me out of killing myself YOU WERE A FUCKED UP ASSHOLE THE WHOLE TIME"

Ummm. I'm a fucked up asshole from telling you:

"Please don't do it, I need you, more than you know."

OK. Next time, when one of my 'friends' is blogging about killing themselves, I'll shrug it off and like some text posts so they know I'm there. Thank you for that beautiful advice.

"I couldn’t tell you shit without your whiny ass bringing everyone down, you pulling everyone on strings, and then you got pissed off when we got worried"

Who the fuck did I bring down? AND HOW? You didn't tell me shit to begin with. I got pissed off when you came at me in the last tinychat.

You basically told me,

"We worry about you,"

and I said not to because I DON'T. WANT. TO. CAUSE. STRESS.

Nothing anyone can say helps me, thank you very fucking much. Whenever you guys would send me asks saying,

"Hope you feel better," or "IF you need anyone, I'm here," I'd reply, "Thank you," bla bla.

 You decided to disappear for weeks on end, delete your blog twice, and complain about how “I probably hated you” and “how people don’t like you”. I had to talk to you about how I actually like you how many fucking times? SO MANY I CAN’T COUNT. WE ACTUALLY CARED YOU CUNT. I FUCKING CARED AND YOU TURNED THIS SHIT AROUND LIKE I WAS THE BAD GUY.

No one here is the bad guy, OK? Not me nor you. I know you said you like me and you miss me and all that, but come on. If you adore me so much, why the fuck am I replying to a post that you wrote such things like I'm a cunt and a bitch etc etc.?

I thanked you ALL for fucking dealing with me. I fucking DID. And you cannot tell me otherwise.

I spammed you because I cared not to make you feel like shit, but you feel like shit because that’s what you are. Not to mention, the same night I was going to kill myself EBONY talked me out of it. Not you. We talked to you so many fucking times about how you hurt our feelings or why we were upset and you ALWAYS said you didn’t care or blew it off.

Okay, I'm sorry but if anyone here is shit, it's you. OK? You're the one throwing insults around like it's fucking cool. When it's not. Wow, sorry I didn't know about the conversations you and your girlfriend fucking have. I still tried to stop you. 

NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings. If I have to repeat this, here: NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings.

NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings.

NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings.

NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings.

NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings.

Got it? I swear, again, NO one EVER told ME I hurt their fucking feelings.

Annie is still around following me reblogging me etc. I bet she's read all this. And if I ever hurt you Annie, please fucking talk to me about it. Or Jen.

"Melody, you’re a fucking little shit and I’m happy that you’re alone because that’s all you’ll ever be." 

This is probably the best thing coming from Connine. OK, first off, I'm not fucking alone, you imbecile. When it comes to people I LOVE and CARE ABOUT and people who LOVE and CARE ABOUT ME, I have that. A lot of that.

As for friends, this is all they become. Idiots who can't control themselves and must make a huge show and always become the victims. Whether with me, or with one of my other friends.

I have as many friends as I want. And I don't need YOU as one. And I never did, to be quite honest. All you did was stress me out and make me hate people like you.

On top of that, I hardly ever complain/whine. You are the one who always ADMITS to whining and complaining excessively.

" and yes. I talked to my girlfriend about you behind your back."

Dude what the fuck? That's your girlfriend no shit you're not only gonna talk to her when I'm around. (?) That's how that works, I never complained about that, lol.

Ahem, to end this:

I'm not a complete dick to everyone I meet; I'm sometimes a dick to people I don't like. Example: you! Wow! Anyway, I have friends that have been around since Elementary, that's just an example that some people can actually deal with me.

What I do with my "self destructiveness" does not concern anyone but myself. Taken from the "SELF". Thank you though.

Like I said to Ebony (and you), I want you to forget about me and drop me and get the fuck away from me. I want you to be as happy as you have previously stated you wanted to be.

Now, if you reply to this, it's going to be simply ignored. I'm also blocking you. And if you for whatever reason contact me again; it'll be reported, not to the cops or anything just to tumblr staff.

Hopefully it doesn't get too hectic.

Bye.

P.S: If you ever want to think "Oh what if I hurt Melody?" and decided to send me an apologetic ask then "forget" 10 minutes later, please do not send it. I'd thank you ahead of time for thinking about me, but please, tame yourself from pestering me.

None of this hurt my feelings or made me cry or made me rethink anything about myself, how I treat others, how I treat myself, etc. I feel perfectly happy, in fact, happier than ever at the moment. Getting out these feelings helped me a lot. And I hope it helped you as well.

Again, bye.

:) 

[jaibodere]

Uhhh. OK you sent that as fanmail so I can't really even post it to show what a hypocrite you are. So let me quote you.

 Okay. Let me start off by saying, I meant stop crying over me, and I know you cry over things you find to be a big deal, that's fine, I don't control your emotions, lol. You went "blank" so you decided to send me about 3 fanmails saying "I'm crying" and asking me to forgive you? Not sure what I'd forgive you for? Of course you fucking meant it, you were sobbing over your keyboard for me.

 Now, I'm a dick for talking you out of suicide, dealing with the RP group (minus Jen) whining and kicking about the RP and how I did everything possibly fucking  wrong. Which is why I left. I never stressed anyone out. Ebony used to send me multiple asks whenever I made text posts that made you guys "worry". She always said she'd be there if I needed someone to rant to, etc. But of course she wasn't "always there" and neither were you. That's obvious because every one is a hypocrite but luckily for you and me I have learned that a long time ago. 

 Annie and Jen are about the only two who haven't been total lying assholes to me. Which is why I felt bad for thinking Annie unfollowed me and unfollowing her :-(. 

 You claim I stressed you out... When really, someone tagging themselves in a Gorillaz t-shirt with the lyrics "I got sunshine in a bag -The Gorillaz" stresses you out. If anyone else complained that I was the root to their stress, then that's just behind-my-back talking like this is middle school. Which is wrong and they should have come to me and told me, "Hey, look you doing/saying ___ is kind of stressing me out. Can we talk about it? Or can you just plain up and stop?" But alas, that was not the case and apparently never will be.

 I cannot fucking condone you spamming me (pretty much) and trying to make me feel like shit, because it does not work on me, Connine. Like I stated before in a reply, not talking to people (whether in person or on tumblr), does not affect me as a person. 

Let me just quote this little number because you "blanked out";

"Yesterday I called Annie and I talked to her about how I just want to talk to you, but how you’re fantastic without any of us. I fucking love you mel and it hurts so badly and there’s nothing I can say to make you believe me  when I say I give so much of a shit that I hurt myself for being so shitty to you and how I deserve every shred of misery that comes my way. I don’t want you to feel bad or anything, I just want to know if you wish for us to part ways completely or if you’ll let me still speak with you like friends."

 Ha ha, how ridiculous. I really don't need your bull on top of everything else I have wrong right now. I don't need your bullshit from tumblr.

I don't care if you like my blog, I would appreciate you unfollow me and forget I ever talked you. Annnnnnnnd if for some reason you DON'T leave me alone, I'll easily just report you because that's harassing my privacy and requests.

 Thank you, and smiley faces do not make me think you're happy about this situation.

Ah, and also, I'd appreciate if you and Ebony wouldn't comment on my "stubbornness", because I actually put up with a lot of shit you did that bothered me and sometimes even hurt me, lol.

Now everyone stop being babies and leave me alone, thanks again! 

TL;DR:

Connine,

[jaibodere]

connine i...

[asortoflight]

dailyschmawesome a réagi à votre billet : dailyschmawesome a réagi à votre billet : Turtles?...

I like her.

I do too!