15 if you please
15) What is your favorite memory?
Okay. So.
This one is actually something where I did something I wasn’t supposed to.
This was in January earlier this year, when I went to my first supernatural con.
Yes, I got to meet Misha.
Yes, I got to talk to Rich for like 10 minutes.
Yes, I got to introduce myself to Osric.
Yes, Mark Sheppard got thousands of people to laugh at my shitty comeback.
Yes, I got to ask Curtis a question about Metafuck.
/But/ none of those moments were my favorite.
Basically, I had snuck past a few people and peered around a corner that I technically wasn’t supposed to because I didn’t have tickets.
I was only there for maybe ten seconds maximum before someone kicked me out. I told them I was looking for a friend, then took off.
You’re probably wondering what was around the corner.
It was Jensen and Jared’s photo op.
Jared was tall, sure, but I was, of course, starring at Jen. He was the most beautiful creature I’d ever seen. And insanely more attractive in real life (even from twenty feet away). His energy was something radiant, like something you could feel from a mile away, and something that lifted you up and wrapped you up in his radiant smile and happiness.
I just can’t describe it in words.
All I know is that moment was far too short. And I was far too distant.
Even now, I struggle to believe that he exists. There’s a part of me that believes such a perfection falls under “perfect doesn’t exist.” And that he’s so insanely amazing that it’s hard to believe someone like that is here.
I’m half not paying attention honestly, because I’m watching TV, but that was my favorite memory that came to mind.
I’m just some crazy kid, and that’s all I’ll ever be, but I love him so much. He saved me.
-Nico















