Sometimes I beat myself up about seeing all these conscious people or indigos doing so much and I'm so stuck all the time. I feel like I'm wasting time or I'm gonna get left behind.
And that’s the harm of social media. On social media, most people only present the highlights of their lives, leaving vulnerable moments for absolute privacy. So, you get this illusion that they’re always happy and perfect, when that’s only what they choose to show you. When you see conscious people learning and growing, don’t think that they don’t have periods when they don’t feel like doing anything or learning anything, or when they don’t feel good enough. It happens to them too, they just don’t broadcast it as much as their more enthusiastic moods.
But don’t feel like you’re going to get left behind. Consciousness is not going to leave you, it’s not going anywhere. The only time you will ever have is Now. So don’t think about the “future”, don’t think about enlightenment as some kind of finish line that other people are going to reach before you. Just be in the present. Be only in the Here and Now. So if you feel like you should be doing something Now, do it. If you don’t feel like doing it Now, don’t. But if you choose not to do it, understand that it’s your choice, because you have your own pace and the universe will let you know when you need to do something and when you don’t.
You only feel “stuck” because you’re choosing not to do something. If you want to do something, either do it, or accept not doing it. But no one is leaving you behind, love. Please, please don’t make the common mistake of comparing yourself to others on this journey of awakening, because it only harms you. :)