#constant existential crisis

[apdistractions]

Himukalt + False Maria - Nothing will come of nothing.

[tugbaturn]

@xuxiiii tagged me to describe myself with pics i’ve already saved soo here you go peeps dksksksk

tagging @haechanhyung @haechaaaaaaanssi @honeydh or anyone who wants to do it✌🏻

[defiantbird]

Reasons I'm concerned about my ability to be an aunt #4

Me, holding newborn nephew and whispering: I was a baby once…in 1991…can you even conceive of 1991?? Is it going to be weird to you that there was a time before your millennium and I existed in it??? Dear god you weren’t alive when 9/11 happened and by the time you’re old enough to understand probably all the new Star Wars sequel trilogy movies will be out

[imaginedilestrade]

Lol get an autograph for me (amd then probably keep it seeing as i dont know you for real)

To be fair I don’t even know if I’m real half the time??

[cryptidcvnt]

Lately I've spent at least half of my time fantasizing about running away to the mountains and living off the grid

[optimism-asaradicallifechoice]

[4:04:53 PM] kayla: i don't know, 98.9% of the things i've not done in my life have had nothing to do with readiness and everything to do with fear and sometimes i hate nothing about myself more than i hate that but...i don't know how to fix it. the novel-prescribed method is a little dramatic, yeah, just running off into the sunset and having everything magically work out, and this is real fucking life [4:05:28 PM] kayla: but i feel like i have no goddamn options right now and i think that's the worst thing. [4:06:13 PM] kayla: and my mother with her, "you're an adult, of course you have options" thing just...lol, mom, lol. [4:07:16 PM] kayla: reaching the age of majority/not being a child anymore does not automatically guarantee one the ability to see/select/enact choices with any more clarity, at least in my experience.