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[imnotasuperhero]

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pls just tell me if ill have a heart after this

Uuuhhmm.. is not like I'll rip your heart out. Physically. So technically, yes. You'll still have a heart 😌😌

[imnotasuperhero]

No one said life gets in the way (It’s just us from here) - Wandanat

Soooo.. I’ve got this requested as a song drabble. But ya know.. this bitch got her feelings all over the place so she created this beuatiful 1k-ish baby out of literally a bigass keysmash.

Huge thanks to @alwaysblackbirdbluecookies for requesting this story!! You’re a blessing Cookie. I love you, my fav gremlin. I hope you enjoy this one.

Also, I want to thank @marvelfansince08love for betaing this. You’re amazing, Angel.

Title: No one said life gets in the way (It’s just us from here)

Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Natasha Romanoff

Summary: Wanda doubts her relationship with Natasha. Is this really the end?

Or, a fic based on the song Every time you leave by I prevail.

Wordcount: 1270

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Waking up to an empty bed yet again, she understood why they said work and relationships don’t go well together.

You see, as of lately, Wanda has been feeling her relationship slip through her fingers. And the fact that she seemed to be the only one fighting for it, wasn’t helping at all.

She wasn’t a fool to believe everything would be rainbows and sunshine, much less in their line of work. But she did expect Natasha to work her part which, she did during their honeymoon phase. But with missions being a constant and their mismatched schedules, they barely got to spend time together that wasn’t while trining or they occasional missions together. And she wasn’t sure if she could keep things going on. She wasn’t that strong.

Making her way to the kitchen, her hot body welcomed the cool of the hardwood floor beneath her bare feet.

“Morning, kid.”

Wanda accepted the offered steamy mug with a smile. “Just because you’re ancient doesn’t mean I’m a kid,” she smirked, moving towards the toaster. She sipped from her tea enjoying the warmth.

“You know what, Maximoff?” Wanda giggled at the smile she could hear in Steve’s voice.

“I love you too, Blondy.” She blew him a kiss before turning back to her current task, enjoying the quietness of the early morning.

It wasn’t till much later in the afternoon that she heard the elevator’s door open revealing Bucky, Sam, and Natasha, their faces tired and with a few scratches.

“Welcome home,” Wanda greeted them. Her eyes unconsciously moving towards the redhead standing a few feets away.

“Hi Wan,” Natasha smiled at her before walking away. To get cleaned up,     Wanda cheered herself. She knew how awful Natasha felt before her much needed cleaning ritual. God, she really hoped it was that and not the bad ideas her mind was producing.

But it seemed that luck wasn’t on her side since a refreshed Natasha walked straight to the library without sparing her a glance. Needless to say, her heart shattered a little more at that moment. ‘Maybe they weren’t meant to be,’     Wanda thought to herself retreating to her room.

Her heart clutched at the thought of the upcoming break-up. Her mind replaying happy moments as a default mechanism. She wasn’t ready for it yet.

“Why you crying?” Soft fingers brushing away the tears she didn’t know she was crying, brought her back to reality. She didn’t even hear her door opening. “You weren’t in our room,” Natasha clarified.

“Our room?” Wanda couldn’t help the anger bubbling inside her.  “It’s always been your room, Natasha. I just happened to be an  unwelcomed occupant.”

“Why you- I’m lost?”

Wanda couldn’t help the dry laugh that scaped her. “Of course you have no clue. For being a super spy, you definitely suck sometimes.”

Wanda snapped away from Natasha’s touch. It was as if she’s been burned. The honest confusion in those green eyes did little to ease her anger.

“Can you quit being a bitch?” Natasha countered. “I’m honestly having none of this.”

“Of course you’re not. You barely pay attention to us,” Wanda swallowed the lump in her throat in order to speak the words. “You barely notice me,”

“I- I’m sorry.” She spoke before walking away leaving a furious Wanda behind.

Wanda’s words accompanied by the hot tears were a kick to her chest. Was she really this dumb? Scratch that, dumb didn’t even cover it.

“Aha!” Natasha patted her back mentally when she found what she was looking for. “I hope this works,” she murmured making her way back to her still -hopefully- girlfriend.

Her legs carried her to her room, mind going a mile per hour at the need to fix this.

She could always ask FRIDAY to open it, but she knew better than that. Even if she knew these next moments were crucial to fix what was left of their relationship.

Knocking on the door, she waited for the ‘go-ahead’. “Wan, please. Open up,” she begged. She could feel the sweat starting to form in her palms. Heartbeats increasing its speed. “Baby, I’m sorry, please open up.”

God, she really screwed it up, didn’t she?

Just when she was about to walk away defeated, the door finally opened revealing an upset Wanda.

“Messing doesn’t even cover it,” Wanda interrupted making her gulp.

“Please, hear me out?” Natasha felt her legs trembling under the scrutiny of those reddened eyes. Breathing a little easier when the witch stepped aside. “I know I messed-”

“What’s this?” The witch grabbed the offering object inspecting it. The cold of the metal, a contrast to her warm fingers.

She took a few deep breaths, trembling when Wanda closed the door behind them. She raked her brains for the right words to say, but she came up empty.

“I bought it in one of the missions. It reminded me of you,” Natasha explained timidly. Wanda’s heart jumping at the thought of being remembered. “It represents you.”

Wanda caressed the soft little power stone. Its purple color a nice contrast to the platinum of the spiral surrounding it. “It’s beautiful,”

“Just like you,” Wanda could feel the smirk in Natasha’s voice. Her stomach feeling funny at those words. “I love when you get flustered,” Natasha laughed at the pink appearing on her cheeks.

“I hate you,” Wanda couldn’t help the little giggle that scaped her.

“I know,” Natasha sobered the tone of her voice.

Wanda was about to explain when she was stopped by a hand cupping her cheek and soft lips kissing her forehead. “I know, and I’m so so sorry.”

Natasha realized how Wanda must feel. All those times Wanda begged her for something but she wasn’t reciprocating it. She couldn’t blame her for being an asshole of a girlfriend.

Wanda opened her mouth but closed it at the last minute, something Natasha thanked her for, with a small smile. “I love you, Wanda. And I can promise you I’ll never ever stop loving you,” she looked for her eyes, hoping Wanda could see the honesty in hers. “I should’ve known better than to neglect you these past few weeks. I should’ve known better than to shut you out.”

“I’m sorry for hurting you. I should never ever give you for granted, and I just did that,” Natasha took Wanda’s hand and brought her to her bed.

“Oh, Nat. Of course, I forgive you,” Wanda kissed her palm. “I just… I wish you talked to me about whatever it is on your mind, baby. You know I would never think less of you.”

“I- I promise I’ll make it up to you. To us,” she squeezed Wanda’s hand.

Clutching the pendant in her hand, Wanda lost herself in Natasha’s eyes. Breathing in all the honesty she found there. “Can we really work this out?” She needed the reassurance. “I don’t want to lose you,”

Natasha leaned over for a kiss. All the love and passion in it warming Wanda’s chest. “I promise,” Natasha spoke after they broke apart for much-needed air. “I promise I’ll give my best to fix us and then some more just in case. You’re my happy ending, Wanda Maximoff. And I’m sorry I didn’t show you. But I’m gonna do it from now on. Every day.” Natasha finished and Wanda didn’t need to read her mind to know she meant it.

Maybe love and work can mix after all. It just needs compromise and communication. Something Wanda could totally work with, and Natasha too, now.

Wanda kissed her again, sealing the pact. “I love you too, Natasha Romanoff.”

[imnotasuperhero]

💚🌼🌷send this to 10 other bloggers you think are awesome! keep the game going💚🌼🌷 :)))

Thank you so much Cookie for considering me awesome! 😂😂😂 Also tagging @wannabe-fic-reader @nat-romanoffdanvers @aaron-despair @rooskaya-yelena I love you guys! You are all awesome as well! 💕

I won't be tagging ppl's because I know 10 is just too small to fit all the bloggers 😂😂😂

But I will tag those who has sideblogs or wtv. @jumbojamba47 @caws5749 @empyreanwritings @missmonsters2 @lesbian-deadpool @marvels-writings @marvelsdc22

This one is for you all. Yes, you who is reading this. You are awesome and great and you deserve all the good in life. I wish you all a life full of love and happiness. Remember that you are valid and cherished and loved. You are not alone! My best vibes go to you all ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨💕

[imnotasuperhero]

i just had a dream where i fell down really far but nothing happened and then there were rainbows. then you were there and we drank hot chocolate with pieces of coffee beans in it. after that you sadly had to leave because you had to go back to your vacation in mexico but you missed your flight so you had to sneak over the mexican-german border. i helped you sneak, then we hugged for reaallyy long and then i woke up. idk just wanted to tell you. i miss you and i love you💜🖤💚 ~🍪

I-

Okay.. firstly, you can bet your ass that if we ever meet, we'll hug for a whole day 😂😂😂 secondly, the fact I appeared where the rainbows were, is fucking a m a z i n g! Omg! Thirdly, chocolate and coffee is a great mix, so I approve 😌😌 fourthly, the fact you helped me cross a border means you'll have my back and I can't thank you enough. Lastly, OMG COOKIE YOU'RE THE SWEETEST PERSON TO EVER WALK IN THIS EARTH AND I'M SO HAPPY I GOT TO MEET YOU!! I miss you and love you too, bby! Pls tell life to slow down so we can talk like before! 😂😂😂😂 I send you all my love and good vibes your way. May life treat you nicely ✨💕

[imnotasuperhero]

VEE!! guess what i got drunk😂. i really had fun tho, it was kinda my going away party, we drank and went to my old school and chilled and stuff. but yeah i was pretty buzzed most of the time😊. now im okay, we cleaned up, im drinking water (yes bc of you) and will be going to bed in a minute. just wanted to tell you. also i love you lots💜🖤💚 from cookie🍪 (your fav gremlin)

AAAHHHHH!!!! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU FOR DRINKING WATER!!!! AND I'M GLAD YOU'VE GOT YO HAVE FUN! YOU DESERVE IT SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU SO SO SO FUCKING MUCH AND I MISS YOU!!! Thanks for being responsible bby 😌😌

[imnotasuperhero]

🎤 and📱pleasy. also love you lots bumblevee💚🖤💜 ~🍪

Can I say how much I love that you guys use the same nicknames? Jffdhkddj thanks for the asks bby, love you 3000 💕

🎤 What's your favorite song?

I have a bunch of fav songs 😂😂😂 I'll go with Every teardrop is a waterfall by Coldplay bc is my song.

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Yes, I'm PROUDLY gay and idc who sees it 😌😌😌

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[imnotasuperhero]

VEEEEEEEEEEE

hiiiiiiii!

remember the time i had that dream about smuggling you back to argentina? i had another dream about you!

this time i dont know where we were, maybe england because you kept talking about your family in england (do you have family in england? i dont remember you ever talking about it, if yes, how weird would that be?!?) and thats how you got there. but there was also this girl who is with me in norway right now so ???

anyways, in the dream i was really really out of it, i kept reading numbers wrong and stuff because apparently i was going into surgery. the german girl was helping me get everywhere and i was sitting somewhere and suddenly you were there! i remember being like super happy but you only had five minutes :( so we talked and hugged and then i said we need to take a picture or else i will forget this, so we took a picture. the picture is the only thing i remember clearly.

so yeah, weirder dream this time. anyways, love you lots, hoep youre having a good week!

💜🖤💚 🍪

Coookie of my heeaaarttt!!! How i love your dreams about us together 😂😂 I missed them!!

I do have a mom's cousin in Spain, but not sure if that counts. Lol.

Dream me was dumb bc if I wasn't late for work, I'd invite you a coffee or wtv. I'm starting to hate dream!me 😂😂😂

I hope the surgery went well!!

Dghfdj i miss you Cookie!!! I hope you're having a nice week yourself and you get to have free time soon so we can catch up! I love you and send you my best vibes. Remember to eat your veggies and stay hydrated!! ✨💕

[imnotasuperhero]

hi vee!

(i swear im going to bed in a minute, i know its late, just wanna say ily)

i know we havent talked in a while, but i just wanna say that i love you and i miss you and i hope i have the time to talk to you soon.

im moving tomorrow and then ill finally be where ill be staying the next year (fingers crossed). i also start work on monday. but at least quarantine is over now.

idk, im shit scared of everything thatll happen in the next year, but im also excited. its gonna be fun for sure. i have some great people in the country (she is the best and i trust her with my life, even though ive only known her for a month) and in my city that are my points of contact and theyre all excited to make this year great for me.

last 2 weeks have been stressful and hard and i struggled, but im so grateful for so much (i saw northern lights and reindeer! can you believe it?!?). i really hope its gonna be worth it in the end.

anyways, that just as a quick update on my life rn. i miss you and i love you so much🥰

your fav gremlin,

cookie🍪

(im really enjoying the no letter limit on asks. makes it sooo much easier)

I'm making this public for the others in the BATS server just in case they want to know this update

COOOOKIE OF MY HEART!! I'm so so happy you're about to finally start your job after these past few weeks. I'm glad everything is going as planned and I'm sending you all my best vibes, bby! Pls keep me updated and never forget that I love you so so much and that I'll always be here for you! I want a rant about the northern lights!!! I need that! 😂😂😂 I can't wait for life to settle so we can talk bc I miss you so fucking much, dude!! It's not fair 😭😭😭 I love you and pls tell life to calm down bc I need my fav gremlin!!