im so frustrated with living right now
please dont mistake that as suicidality
i hold space and hope and look forward to good time
laughing with my friends, gathering with family, feeling successful
but what happens in the in between
when your health is crumbling and your job treats you like a second class citizen. when all you have to come home to is silence and regret. and all you have outside is the rise of authoritarian facism
maybe seasonal depression but also just depression depression...










