#corascrap

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I mean, Baz has to survive the end of the school year somehow

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[otherpeoplesheartachept-3]

Are they, you know... just two men as God had made them ?

[otherpeoplesheartachept-2]

No bc straight up if I were in Lamb's shoes and I met this baby vamp who's malnutritioned and can't even control his fangs, hanging out with a group of people that believe our kind are fundamentally evil?? of course I'd try to kill his bf and convince him to run away with me

[otherpeoplesheartachept-2]

Choose your character🎮

[otherpeoplesheartachept-2]

Day 1: First Year

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Day 30: Something New

I'll admit, this one only works for the prompt meta-textually lol

This was my first time trying cross-stitch! I think I'll stay an embroidery girly, but I won't be so avoidant of cross-stitch any more lol. I wanted to do something with the original cover of Carry On because it's what I had when I first read the book years ago, so it holds a special place in my heart.

The coc and end of the year always make me a bit reflective. I don't talk about it often because it feels cheesy, but this fandom, and these books, and the coc mean so so much to me. I read Carry On as a sheltered closeted teen and it changed me. I had never read a book with queer characters before then. And now these books are such a comfort to me and the only books I've re-read over and over. Truly I don't know how I would have turned out if I didn't find this community as a teen. And the friends I've made, even if we've only talked once or twice, are so special to me. Even when I'm not creating, or super active in the fandom just being around you all in this online space makes my life so much better :)

So happy Snowbaz Day, I hope you all are doing well and thank you so much for being here <33

[otherpeoplesheartachept-2]

I think the thing abt Lamb is that he's exactly the type of person I needed when I was in a similar state as Baz. When I was full of angst and terrified of what I was, meeting an older person who was like me, and seeing them not only survive but thrive in their own community, it would have been so eye-opening. But I also think it would have been terrifying, and I think that's where Baz is coming from.