note to self :)
Just had an epiphany last night. The moment when my friend stretched out his hand holding a shot glass filled with temporary happiness and eventually lashing headaches til noon, I pondered why am I doing this? Throat parched, flowing through my esophagus, the poison that I couldn't barely stomach.
After that moment, I had to get out of the place, that loud-liberality reeling me in, void, spiraling down to my chest.
I stood up, got out, called a ride, arrived, ate, and slept.
Now, I'm back. And if ever this will happen again, it won't. :)









