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“How would you defend yourself in a body like this?” he whispered. “All squishy. Vulnerable. Look at you—you can’t even lift your hands properly.” As if in rebuttal, one pudgy fist closed around his forefinger—still fast asleep, breathing in soft little puffs. Shen Jiu froze. Then, slowly, his eyes softened. Just a fraction. “I’ll allow it this once, Shen Yuan,” he murmured, squeezing back. “I guess I'll protect you.” “...just until you're less useless.”
✨️New oneshot anouncement✨️
Working title: Of monsters and men alike
Words: 5k-8k, definitely under 10k
Rating: Explicit
Pairing: Jiuyuan (Shen Qingqiu | Shen Jiu / Shen Yuan)
A direct continuation of 'Correcting Deviations'
I've got an outline and scenes planned, now only to write it - hopefully I can finish before 24th ^^
Tags/warnings to be expected: non/con themes, coercion, manipulation, unhealthy relationships, unreliable narrator, dual cultivation as cure to everything, body dysmorphia, dissociation, morally dark character, dark themes.
When Shen Jiu was supposed to be morally dark grey, two-dimentional but barely likeable older brother to Shen Yuan.
*writes*
When Shen Jiu becomes morally gray but with good? heart? intentions? And his actions are not driven by unexplainable personality? And instead of unlikeable I start to empathize with him?
He fucking made me cry a bit???
This wasn’t supposed to happen, again QwQ
Now the outline needs to be changes as his motives are no linger fully in line with the points I wanted to write T.T
✨️Correcting Deviations✨️ potential sequel
Plot bunny question that would close certain plot points options in the future if I wanted to write more.
I kind of have an idea but it feels like if I go with it, the reason why it would work could make it difficult to write even more potential oneshots that would be direct sequels? Unless they are true to this being the lore.
The idea:
It's a few months since Shen Yuan aka Liu Qingge and Shen Qingqiu left the caves. Shen Yuan is accidentally on purpose dosed with a flower that gives him a flower, if you get my meaning?
During all the time they spent together, Shen Qingqiu was definitely handsy, a possessive bastard that kept teasing and playing with A-Yuan but never by touching directly his length.
And then, a dazed Shen Yuan, becomes futanarized because of that flower and of course, dual cultivation is the cure to everything (or is it? 🤭). And Shen Qingqiu takes adventage for the first time all the way, directly.
I'd say 3k to 8k words, smutty thing.
Should I write it?
Yes ^^
No :c
“Then do tell—how could you possibly make it sound right? You’re choosing strangers over your own family. I tolerated it when we were kids, Qi-ge, but I will not allow you to abandon A-Yuan, abandon me, and be happy about it.”
“I’ll try to visit. I promise, I’ll come back soon.”
“Don’t bother. It would be better if I never saw your traitorous face again.”
“Xiao Jiu, please—”
Shen Jiu’s voice dropped to ice. “If you step even one foot outside that door, don’t you dare call me by that name ever again."
Nine days had passed since the last time he saw A-Yuan.
Actually, that was a lie, wasn't it?
It's been nine days since A-Yuan had seen him—he had kept watch regardless, checking on his wayward younger brother.
Just like any good sibling should.
Someone had to pick up the slack while Da-ge still hid behind his trinkets and useless apologies.
As if they made any difference.
Throwback Monday pt 3
The start of Realignment series, where I was wondering: what if Shen Yuan transmigrated into Qi deviating Liu Qingge?
He dared to lift his head. Only a little.
The figure stepped forward, and the light caught him at last: tall, lean, clothes a deep bamboo green, heavy and marked with dark bloodstains. Long, dark hair was pinned into a careful updo, crowned neatly, and the sharp cheekbones gave the kind of elegance that made you forget the grime and disarray. Shen Yuan’s throat caught.
He drank in the facial features—so similar to his own, yet sharper—his gaze climbing until it met the dark eyes studying him in return: cold, calculating.
“Er-ge…?” he whispered, a small, fragile hope threading through his voice. He looked just like his older brother if he had ever lowered himself to do a xianxia cosplay.
For a heartbeat, the other man seemed slightly taken aback, before settling into an unreadable expression. But Shen Yuan knew his brother’s tells: the slight uptick of the mouth, a twitch of an eye—subtle signs that spelled you did something and now I'm curious.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/75138896
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
A prequel to 'Correcting Deviations'.
Shen Jiu's POV origin story, character study.
It went both similar and different than I wanted, in the end I couldn’t help but had a tiny bit of love to our A-Jiu.
I hope this fic will give some of you as many feelings as it did give me.
And I really do wonder if you can uncover all easter eggs I left there 🤭
Half of it was written while listening on repeat to 'Amygdala' by AgustD, I find it rather fitting for OG! A-Jiu's story actually.
