âImpose 1 of 4â âBlinded By The Light Of The Lordâ This look embodies the moment just after I finished my conversion and religious counseling and was convinced the only thing to do was to begin pouring my time and energy into the church. I was told, as a southern baptist, that if I accepted Jesus into my heart heâd wash away and forgive my sin. I was also told that God wouldnât give me anything I couldnât handle. Regardless of the fact that I had already done the âprayer for salvationâ I believed I must have not done it right. I proceeded to do this multiple times over the next few years as I was convinced I was doing something wrong that prevented God from taking my sin from me. I had done a good job of convincing the conversion therapist that I was sexually on the mend, but little did I know I had brainwashed myself into believing what he and the religious counselor had told me over and over again. This was something wrong with me and the only way to fix it was to turn to God. So I did. Hard. - - Remember: I am here, you are safe with me. Speak up, Speak Out, Listen. - - - - - #restorativetherapy #correctivetherapy #truth #speakyourtruth #cathartic #catharticart #makeup #drag #gay #queer #lgbtq #instaqueer #instagay #mystory #dragqueen #beard #dragqueensofinstagram #inspire #tellyourstory #safespace #listen #speakup #dragmakeup #instadrag #chicago #chicagodrag #beardedqueen #beardedlady #beardeddrag #facade #cross #impose #emotions #makeup #mua #religion https://www.instagram.com/p/Bshjcr_hiZ5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10aezoklqiq7o