i should be writing my essay, but instead i'm watching American Horror Story.

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i should be writing my essay, but instead i'm watching American Horror Story.
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I got a fanmail from some person, asking if I was going to Fantastics, of course I am. Who are you though..
kapag mahihiga ako sa kama ko para matulog...
as i enter the first stage of my sleep, i 'dream' of random disturbing things. sobrang disturbing na maaalimpungatan ako slightly, semi-opening my eyes tapos kikilabutan ako.. as in kikilabutan talaga ako, with matching goosebumps and a chilly sensation. i would be struggling hard to wake myself up. pero hindi ko kaya. i would then find myself shutting my eyes closed, while shouting inside my head na 'gumising ka joanne! gumising ka!' then disturbing scenes would again flash before my eyes. usually yung mga nakikita ko is more of poltergeist-like scenes, and the dead trying to grab me.. i dunno, i don't understand. I haven't been watching horror movies recently and I sure am praying naman before I go to sleep. kaya naguguluhan ako bakit madalas ganun nangyayari sakin...
im scared...
but I know, GOD IS WITH ME ALL THE TIME. di nya ko pababayaan.