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Feb 23, 2021

Face Reality (Part 12)

Title: Secrets Fester (but they aren’t the only things that grow)

Summary: Tommy's hybrid half urges him to seek out his family. Sam is hiding something, but they don't know what. Tubbo learns about a part of himself he didn't know existed and is reminded of his past.

Part One

Part Thirteen

Masterlist

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Tommy woke up last a few days later to a soft trilling in the corners of his mind. He groaned- it was his turn for a thin day, apparently. He wasn’t surprised, he’d read that families tended to group their days close together.

He sat up and sighed. His thin days were always embarrassing, his stupid little bird brain always wanted to spend time with his family, and constantly wanted cuddles. Tommy didn’t want cuddles.

Yes you do.

Tommy huffed. No, he didn’t want cuddles. He wanted to get through the day without getting teased. Maybe he could just stay in his room all day. Yes, that was a good idea.

Make a nest? His mind asked, getting excited.

He rolled his eyes. Okay, maybe he could make a nest. That was relatively normal, right? His hands moved to grasp the blankets and shape them into a sort of circling wall, with enough space in the middle for him to curl up underneath his wings. He ignored the happy cooing that his mind wanted to release- he couldn’t just chirp and trill, that’d bring noise, and noise meant someone coming in, which meant embarrassment. He didn’t want that.

Flock, The bird in him trilled sadly. Where’s your flock?

“Busy,” Tommy grumbled, moving a wing to cover his face. “So shut the fuck up.”

He stayed there, keeping the sounds at bay, for a long time. Too long.

There was a knock at the door. “Hey, Tommy?” Ranboo asked. “Are you alright? It’s almost noon, and you never sleep in this long.”

Tommy opened his mouth to say he was fine, but a distressed chirp escaped instead. He winced, hoping Ranboo didn’t hear it.

“Uh, pardon?” Ranboo chuckled a little. “Can I come in?”

He wanted to say no. But the part that wanted to say no was overpowered by his bird brain. Literally. “Yes.” He sighed reluctantly.

When he walked in, Ranboo immediately spoke. “Aww, Tommy, is it a thin day?”

He nodded miserably, forgetting that his wing was covering his face.

“Aw, Tommy, come on, most of us are in the living room.”

His stupid bird sounds made him give out a happy trill, and then he cut it off with a grumble. “They’re gonna tease me.”

Flock? Flock?

Ranboo lifted Tommy’s wing and stared at his face. “If I make them promise you aren’t going to say anything, will you come out? It’s not healthy to suppress this.”

Tommy sighed. “Fine. But they need to promise to not take any photos for blackmail.”

Ranboo left the room, which his mind didn’t like, but he sucked it up. Eventually, Ranboo came back and beckoned Tommy to follow him.

When they got to the living room, he frowned. “Where’s Dad?”

Flock? Where is the flock? Why is it not complete?

“Prison.” Purpled sighed. “Something about making sure the prisoner didn’t die.”

“That’s okay though,” Tubbo smiled. “We’re here! We’re enough, right?”

Tommy’s frown deepened. “I guess.” He went over and flopped on top of whoever was on the couch. He wasn’t sure who, but someone started preening his wings and he let out a happy sigh that morphed into a purr.

All of them remained close to the living room for most of the morning, taking turns being near Tommy since his body radiated warmth and the house tended to be a bit colder (which didn’t make a whole lot of sense, since Sam liked warmth, but..).

Sam came back a little after lunch.

“What took you so long?” Fundy drawled, head hanging off of the couch and feet dangling over the back. “You got a secret girlfriend?”

Sam had been drinking some water, and nearly spit it out. He was content to stick with choking on it, instead. “No,” He said weakly. “Nope, no girlfriend here. I just had a weird conversation with Dream and had to think about it a bit.”

Everyone squinted at Sam for a moment, but Tommy interrupted by barreling into him. “Hi, dad.”

“Hey, Tommy,” Sam smiled. “Your turn, huh?”

Tommy chirped a bit, burrowing his head into Sam’s chest and letting his wings circle them both.

“Who’s the clingy one now?” Tubbo mused from a chair. “Hint, it’s not me.”

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Sam was having an odd day. He hadn’t been lying when he said he’d gone to the prison, but Dream was being weird.

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“So, how’d those hybrid hunters end up?” Dream asked nonchalantly.

Sam turned. He was just about to leave, but… “You knew they were coming? And you didn’t warn us? I have the emergency contact button for a reason, Dream.”

Dream chuckled. “I knew you wouldn’t have your device on, since you exploded, and well, I couldn’t be bothered to reach anyone else by now. Haven’t you learned, Sam, that I just don’t care?”

Sam glared at him. “You’re lucky my boys took care of them. Tubbo and Purpled could’ve been killed, since humans are no use to the hunters.”

“Humans?” Dream laughed again, before realizing Sam was serious. “Sam, no one on this server is completely human. I made sure of it.”

“What?” Sam shook his head. “You’re saying they’re hybrids, too?”

Dream was quiet. “I’ve already helped you enough. I think you’ve gotta give me something in return, if you want more.”

“Alright. Be like that, then. See you next week.” Sam sighed, leaving the prison. His brain was muddled with thoughts.

When were Tubbo and Purpled going to show their true colors? What hybrids were they? Was Dream even telling the truth?

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And, well… He took a detour before he got home, sure, but he hadn’t been lying when he said he didn’t have a girlfriend… but it felt weird keeping a secret, even if he’d been keeping it for a while.

He had Tommy to think about before tonight… would he be able to leave the house? Tommy seemed pretty attached.

The day went by okay after he got home, to be fair. There was one incident where Tommy tried to get on top of the fridge to divebomb everyone since he was too tired to fly up, but Sam got him down.

Having a relatively tame Tommy was a nice change, but it was odd. Sam kinda wanted his energised son back, even if he was a little annoying at times.

At any rate, he’d made some half put together excuse as to why he needed to leave for the night, and planned on leaving through a hidden back door connected to his room once he was ready. He looked in the mirror and scrunched his face up. He hated wearing suits. He was more a sweatshirt type of guy, or he wore his mask when he was working, but never suits. Why was he doing this again?

He patted down his- jacket? He wasn’t sure what it was called, but he straightened it (some part of his brain snorted at that), then fiddled with his tie.

The door burst open before he could stop it, and then it was just Sam, in a fancy suit, staring at Tommy, both looking like deer in headlights.

“Where you going, big man?” Tommy asked, less clingy than this morning as his human side was taking back more control.

Sam winced. He couldn’t lie to Tommy, even if he wanted to. Not directly. “I’ve uh, I’ve got a date.”

Tommy lit up. “No kidding? Who’s the lucky lady?”

“I’m gonna refrain from answering that.” Sam chuckled nervously. “Are you going to be alright while I’m gone?”

“Are you crazy? We gotta tell the others so we can hype you up, and then we’re gonna meet our new mom!” (Sam didn’t know it, but Tommy’s mind was spamming flock)

Sam’s eyes widened. “No, no, no, Tommy, I don’t think that’s a good idea-”

It was too late. Tommy had already run down the hall, and Sam barely had time to sit down on his bed before the entire herd of his sons came barreling back, outraged that Sam had kept such a momentous secret from them.

“Are you nervous?” Tubbo asked, towards the back of the group.

Sam shrugged, “I mean, yeah, but-”

Fundy grinned. “It’s gonna go great, dad. You’ve got nothing to worry about, she’s going to love you.”

Sam cringed, “I, uh, I’m sure she will?”

“Yeah! That’s the spirit!” Tommy cheered. “On the other hand, can we go meet her? I promise we won’t be weird.”

“Can you promise that?” Ranboo teased. “But yeah, can we?”

Sam sighed. “I mean, I guess,”

“Do we have to put on suits?” Purpled complained, “Cause if we have to, I don’t wanna go.”

“No,” Sam said, putting his head into his hands. “You don’t have to put on a suit.”

“Hey hey hey,” Tommy said, sitting next to Sam on his bed, “Now is not the time to be sad. You are going on a date with a woman, and that is Pogchamp. Now is a time to celebrate. Let’s go, you’re going to be late, and you can’t be late if you’re going to absolutely win her over like I know you are.”

“Thank guys,” Sam said, and he meant it a little. Now he had something to worry about other than his date. “You’re right, let’s go.”

It was… an interesting walk. His boys were hyping him up, which he appreciated, but he was nervous. He had been hoping to wait a little longer to tell them. Of course they found out on one of his only dates after he’d adopted them all.

Finally, after a stroll through the woods, they arrived at the place: a lovely little clearing with fairy lights that shone and twinkled as the sun set with a table in the center set in the middle. There was food, and candles, and it was all very romantic, but the boys weren’t focused on that. They were focused on the person who was standing by the table, in a suit, rose in hand.

Purpled was the first one to speak. “Ponk?” He stepped closer and fell into a hug from the man who was, indeed, Ponk. “Is this really you?”

“Yeah, Purp. It’s me. I’m sorry you had to go through all that you did alone.” Ponk said, surprisingly softly. “I wanted to see you, but Sam told me to let you heal a bit, first.”

“Bitch.” Purpled said, but it was clear he was trying not to cry. “I missed you.”

“I missed you, too. I thought you would’ve come to see me earlier.”

Purpled shook his head, refusing to leave Ponk’s hug. “How could I? We just found out you guys were a thing today, I was too scared to visit you otherwise.”

Ponk turned to Sam with an exasperated look. “Sam, I thought you said you were gonna tell them!”

“Well, I had every intention to,” Sam said defensively, “but everyone kept getting hurt and it never seemed like the right time.”

“Wait,” Tommy butted in, “How long have you guys been dating? I thought this was like, a first date type thing and that’s why he was so nervous.”

“Aw, Sam! You were nervous?”

Sam, in question, flushed a little. “I mean, how could I not be? You’re so amazing and all, I-”

“How long?” Tommy asked loudly. “You aren’t answering my questions, and they need answering! Now!”

“Well,” Ponk winced, “Sammy, you answer it. They should hear it from you.”

“What do you mean we should hear it from Sam?” Tubbo asked. “How long has this been going on?”

Purpled squinted at Ponk. “And why don’t you want to answer?”

“A little over a year and a half.” Sam blurted out, and all eyes turned to him.

“What?” Tommy cried out. “And we didn’t know? You’re our dad, you’re supposed to tell us these things!”

Sam was at a loss for words. “I didn’t know you guys cared about my love life?” He tried as a weak response.

“Of course we care,” Fundy argued. “We always care, and that’s why we came here to make sure that whoever you were dating was fit to be our other parent. We just… weren’t expecting Ponk.”

“Who were you expecting?” Ponk asked, confused.

“Well, Tommy thought it was a girl.” Tubbo said, and Tommy tried to deny it.

“You thought-” Ponk laughed. “You thought Sam was dating a girl?”

“Sam didn’t say he wasn’t!” Tommy protested.

It was quiet a moment longer, until Ponk interrupted it, arms still around Purpled. “Wait, Sam, your love life? You love me?”

All eyes turned to Sam as he blushed furiously and scratched at the back of his head. “Well, I mean, you’re really funny and your smile is really cute, and I really like spending time with you…”

Tommy glanced from Sam to Ponk, both blushing and looking at the ground bashfully, and groaned. “Oh, my god! We get it, you’re in love! Get a room.”

The two adults both spluttered, trying to get a response, before Tommy spoke again. “Go ahead, say ‘i love you’ and all that gross mushy stuff. Pretend we’re not even here. I swear, we’re not gonna say anything. Just go for it.”

“I mean,” Sam started, looking up at Ponk, “if you want to, of course I don’t want to make you uncomfortable, or anything...”

“I love you.” Ponk blurted out.

“I love you, too.” Sam responded breathlessly. “A lot. Like, probably too much.”

Ponk hid his face a little, and held out his hand. “I, um, I got you a rose,”

“I saw. You’re adorable.”

It was quiet, and Ranboo coughed a little. “C’mon, guys, they probably want us to leave. It’s their date, after all.”

“Do we have to?” Purpled asked, “This is more entertaining than any movie we’ve watched, I wanna keep making them embarrassed.”

“I agree with Ranboo,” Tommy said, “We should probably go. However, I also agree with Purp, because I want to stay.”

Ponk shrugged. “I mean, I can woo Sammy here another day if you all wanna just go watch a movie, or something. Sam? You alright with that?”

Sam had to admit he'd wanted a nice night with just him and Ponk, but part of his mind was worried for Tommy, since he was still going through a thin day. “Sure, I guess we can watch a movie tonight and do something else later.”

So, they all walked back to Sam’s base, boys in front, politely pretending that they didn’t notice Sam and Ponk holding hands in the back. They didn’t want to notice it. They also pretended to not notice the little sweet whispers that the two exchanged, and the boys were starting to regret their decision to not leave the two alone.

Despite that, they all watched a movie, huddled in a nest that Tommy had made. He stretched his wings around those that he could, but ultimately was content to just huddle up against Sam and sleep, instead of watching the movie.

Sam was curled up next to Ponk, which was a little odd considering the height difference, but they made it work. Sam wasn’t sure where the rest of his boys were in the nest.

At some point that night, once it was late and it was just him and Ponk awake, he felt Ponk shift.

“Where are you going?” Sam asked sleepily, clutching the sweatshirt that he’d let Ponk borrow. “Why are you leaving?”

“It’s late,” Ponk whispered. “I need to get home.”

“No,” Sam pouted. “I don’t want you to go home. You should stay here for the night.”

“I appreciate it, Sammy, but I really-”

“I almost died a few days ago and you’re not going to do what I want?” Sam murmured, waking up slightly.

“Oh, Sam,” Ponk said, sadness weighing his voice down. “Don’t joke about that. You worried me, when you didn’t talk to me for a week, then I found out from Tubbo that the hunters were back. I was so worried that I’d get there too late, and you’d be gone. Hell, before I found out, I thought you were breaking up with me.”

“I’d never do that. Don’t be sad.” Sam said tiredly, but Ponk wasn’t done.

“And then, and then I found out this morning that you’d gone against some, some fucking god, and you won, and you’d adopted Purpled, and I found out all the shit that he’d gone through and how you reacted, and I’m scared.”

“Of what? I’ll protect you, Ponkie.”

“I’m scared that one day you’ll go up against some big bad villain and you won’t make it out alive, Sammy. You take on so much, and what if I can’t help you?”

Sam looked up, and saw that Ponk was crying softly. “Oh, Ponk. I’m always going to come back, because I have a reason to. I’ve got you to come back to, I’ve got my boys. I’ll fight with everything I’ve got to make it out alive.”

“But what if that isn't enough?” Ponk stressed. “I joke all the time, and I mess around, but I’m scared. I don’t want to lose you.”

“You won’t.” Sam assured him, pulling Ponk back into a hug. “Stay the night?” He asked again.

“Okay,” Ponk relented, sniffling. “But I’ve got to go home in the morning. Are you going to let me go?”

Sam smiled sleepily and pulled Ponk closer, burying his head in his shoulder. “No promises. I love you.”

“I love you too, you big sap.”

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Tubbo woke up last the next morning. His head hurt, like he had a headache, and his mouth was dry. He wasn’t aware that he’d woken up last, as he was still curled up in the nest and didn’t really want to do… anything. His head hurt too much.

He let out a little whine, burrowing his head into the blankets as the light hit his face.

“Tubbo? You up, man?” Who was that? That was Tommy, right?

“Tommy?” He murmured. “My head hurts.”

The voice chuckled. “Not Tommy. I’m Ranboo. I dunno, you need an advil, or something?”

“I don’t know,” Tubbo groaned. “Make it stop.”

He heard a slight humming. “Maybe I should go get Sam.”

“No,” Tubbo pouted, curling up even more. “Get Tommy. I want Tommy.”

Footsteps echoed away from him, and Tubbo moved one of his arms under his head. His fingers brushed against his ear, and-

“What?” He sat up, poking at the back of his ear, momentarily blocking out the pain of his head. “What?”

Sam walked into the room, “What d’you mean? Anything wrong? Ranboo said your head hurt, or something.”

“Sam,” Tubbo started, hands still covering his ears. “Why am I growing fur?”

A look of sudden surprise was painted across Sam’s face before it settled on a grimace. “Well, Tubbo, you’re a hybrid.”

Tubbo looked up quickly, wincing at the pounding in his head. “I’m a hybrid? How do you know?”

“When I visited Dream he mentioned it,” Sam mumbled a bit, before speaking a little louder. “Anyway, it’s probably going to hurt. I’ll send someone to go grab Tommy, since most of us were born with our hybrid features rather than growing them.”

Tubbo thought Sam spoke more, but he wasn’t listening. His head was still hurting, and the pain was still increasing. He wanted Tommy. He missed Tommy, where was he?

How had he gotten on the couch? Was he crying? Oh. His head hurt a lot. “Tommy?” He sniffled, too far gone to hate how vulnerable his voice was.

“I’m here, Tubs. I’m here.”

“What’s going on?” He managed, trying to turn to his side but yelping when the pain spiked.

“You’re probably growing something.” Tommy said nonchalantly, putting a hand into Tubbo’s hair.

Tommy’s hands put pressure on the side of his head. “Ow,” Tubbo cried, and Tommy rushed an apology. It was quiet for a moment. “What am I growing?”

“I can’t tell yet.” Tommy hesitated. “Your ears look pretty cool, though. They’ve gotten all long and furry.”

“My ears are furry?” Tubbo didn’t quite catch Tommy’s reply as he fell asleep despite the pounding in his head.

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The next time Tubbo woke up, he was alone. He was still on the couch, but daylight streamed through the windows and the house was silent. Where was everyone?

His head felt much better, but his mouth was still dry, so he pried himself off of the blankets and padded into the kitchen for a glass of water. He turned the faucet on and yawned as the water poured out, reaching up to scratch his head.

His hand hit something smooth and solid, right above his ear.

Tubbo turned off the faucet as his eyebrows furrowed, walking over to the bathroom, glass still in his clutches. No one was in the halls, and he frowned as he pushed the bathroom door open.

His gaze raised to the mirror, and the glass slipped from his fingers to shatter on the ground. He didn’t register the water that soaked through his socks, but he stared, unblinking, as his eyes filled with tears. He stumbled backwards, yelping as he fell into the tub and sobs racked his body.

“Tubbo?” Tommy’s voice called from down the hall. “I heard a crash, are you alright?” The voice got louder and Tubbo’s cries did, too. Tommy’s head popped through the door frame. “Tubbo?”

In the corner of the shower, Tubbo was huddling with his legs pressed against his chest and head ducked down. When he spoke, it came out soft and trembling. “We promised.”

“What?” Tommy started, but was cut off by Tubbo.

“We promised that you wouldn’t be the next Wilbur, and I wouldn’t be the next Schlatt.”

“Yeah?” Tommy said, tilting his head, crouching down in front of Tubbo and holding his hands out, palms up. “And we kept it. We’re fine, okay? We’re safe, and nothing is going to happen. Let’s get clean-”

“Then why have I grown horns?” Tubbo cried, tears streaming down his face. “I was finally able to move on, and now I’ve got a permanent reminder of him. He promised he wasn’t my father, Tommy, but what if he really did lie about everything?”

“Oh, Tubbo.” Tommy said softly. “Schlatt’s not your father.”

“How can you be sure?” Tubbo asked, but he moved into Tommy’s arm for a hug. His chin rested on Tommy’s shoulder.

“Because,” Tommy reasoned, “Your horns aren’t the same. His curved around his ears, right? Yours stick up a little. And your ears!” Tommy smiled, and lightly flicked one of Tubbo’s ears. “You’ve got some yellow fur growing. I’d bet good money that you’re a moobloom.”

“You bet good money for stupid reasons, though, Tommy.” Tubbo murmured, falling asleep again as Tommy’s wings wrapped around him.

Tommy went to reply, but Tubbo had fallen asleep. “You’re lucky that you’re my best friend, bitch.” He grumbled, picking up Tubbo to move him to the couch again. He’d clean up the bathroom too, but Tubbo was more important.

His best friend was more important.

Family was more important.

More important than anything.

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