3 cheers for me remembering the name of that one MARETU song today and replaying it OVER AND OVER
and another cheer because my mental health got better ever since September, last year. Honestly this blog (and all my friends and mooties) has helped quite a bit with social interaction... I originally planned after an incident to try hiding from people and the online world to some capacity, trying to live a life where I knew I'd be alone, telling myself to not get close, and when near people trying to be loud and rude to try seem as if I was strong... But I never stuck to it in the end, I left all that weird edginess behind (...Sort of, lol). I let myself get close with friends online, and eventually, in person, and get sweet and soft when talking to them. I don't know what I'd have done if I never left that mindset... Probably be on Picsart mad about some non-issue and being a dick?? </3 I haven't a clue dude, but I'm just telling you all thank you!! I plan to get even better, as though I am doing well, I still sometimes slip into bad moments. Thanks to everyone, following and not following, moot or friend, or even the people who hate me (trust me, if no one reminded me how genuinely awful I was... I think I wouldn't be the same)!! I love you all!! >w< /p /vpos
