Oooh! Burn! Also you want someone to talk to you? Damn! Guess I’ll @ you then @secrecyspades. Oh what’s this? I can’t? Damn! It’s almost as if you’re too much of a pants pissing coward to talk to me because you wronged me in the past and you KNOW how I act when other people are hurt in worse ways than I have.
I know people are curious as to what happened to me because of this man. And I’ve only said what was private. And while it could also be his degenerate ex fiancée Aether/Arkayne, I don’t care. Aether can kill himself for all I care. If he did sexually abuse Sugar, I would not be shocked.
Back in 2024, I cut ties with Sugar for harassing an “18 year old” over fucking HAVING ideation and dating them after freshly attempted it at age 26. Because processing being groomed and dealing with household abuse as a teen (just an “adult” one) totally not a typical response to that. Spoilers, the “18” year old was actually a minor! Finding this out, Sugar would seek revenge by pretending to be the wronged party and try to call their MOTHER. Harassing them, threatening them—even dating their groomer and when that backfired, threw the groomer under the bus to Sprinkle and Chaos when they updated their doc on its heinous actions.
My friend, @abyssalgrey , decided to call him out. Albeit, getting one thing wrong which calling Sugar a groomer. Lio and by extension—I, would tell them that is false as Nexar lied about being 18.
Suddenly, and conveniently, Grey gets an anonymous ask threatening to dox my REAL name if they didn’t take down their video after a few hours a day after New Years Day.
Ofc, the dox never happened. But I was scared fucking shitless. How was the dox attained?
Because I financially supported Sugar on PayPal due to him going through a rough time.
I made the mistake of befriending this man pitying him because I was in a similar position of being a pariah, that and him…
Harassing me on Leigha Something’s streams to become friends with him because of being wronged by LioConvoy. Of course, Lio and I are on good terms and have been for about 2 years now.
The biggest reason aside from fearing being doxed is not just that, but because of the household I lived in. Dad and I moved out, but the main one (aside from my at the time volatile ex stepmom who would weaponize my father against me so he could hurt me) was my ex stepbrother. I prefer not to elaborate what he did to me, but he said things to me since I was a minor. And he would threaten to, and go through with—outing my trans identity, leading to abuse (due to him stalking my socials).
I fucking hate him.
I would do things to myself I am not proud of due to fear.
To give further context, Sugar after a lung collapse and being hospitalized, would have a person taking over named “Bug Mod (🐞)”. I’m now convinced this person is Aether pretending to be a cis woman in her thirties. Or just Sugar itself. Not that I care, I hate them both. There would be anons Bug would answer essentially mocking me self harming, blaming me for his cat’s death, implying I’m not actually an SA victim, etc.
This really hurt. Because I still cared for him, past tense.
I’ll provide more screenshots in the next reblog. But after emailing Sugar on an email made public by him posting a doc, I would ask him to address his friend’s behavior and delete the posts about me due to my at the time household situation. He didn’t, which lead to me asking Bsky staff instead. I am forever grateful for the Bsky staff taking action. I presume he lied that Bug was even real or not just himself or Aether.
But I’ve healed from this, mainly because I realize if you apologize to me, you will NEVER stop.
Why am I after you currently? Because you won’t stop hurting people who are far more vulnerable than I am.
Not everyone who is against you is a fan or even a friend of Sprinkle and Chaos. I just hate that you are targeting people younger than you who have a bigger history of hurting themselves.
Fuck you, you worthless crybully.
