clipped wings, i was a BROKEN thing. had a voice, had a voice but I could not sing. you would wind me down i struggled on the ground, so lost, the line had been crossed. had a voice, had a voice but I could not talk. you held me down, i struggle to f l y now. but there's a S C R E A M inside that we all try to hide. we hold on so tight, we cannot deny. eats us alive, oh it eats us alive .
[ MARITAL STATUS ] married to riccardo delli santi
[ OCCUPATION / TITLE ] dutchess of florence, italy
[ GENDER IDENTITY ] cis female
[ ALLEGIANCE ] the entente
[ SPOKEN LANGUAGE(S) ] portuguese, spanish, italian, english
[ SPECIAL SKILL(S) ] violin, ballet, equestrianism, literature
—— ❝ what of your family ?? are they still alive ?? ❞
[ FATHER ] antônio nicolau dias ( deceased )
[ MOTHER ] catia elisabete dias ( deceased )
[ SIBLING(S) ] felipe jorge antônio dias ( brother )
[ CHILDREN ] nicolau armani delli santi ( son ), sofia noemi delli santi ( daughter ) and isabella caterina delli santi ( daughter ) - twins, lorenzo raul delli santi ( son ), danilo leonardo delli santi ( son ) - deceased
—— ❝ now let’s paint a picture of you. ❞
[ HEIGHT/WEIGHT ] 5′11, 128 lbs
[ BUILT ] slim
[ HAIR COLOR ] dark brown
[ EYE COLOR ] dark brown
[ ACCENT ] portuguese, slight italian
[ VOICE ] low in tone, alluring
[ STYLE OF SPEECH ] publicly eloquent, privately informal
[ SCARS ] upper lip, received in her youth after being slapped by a schoolmarm
[ ABNORMALITIES ] none
[ CLOTHING ] fashion-forward. she can often be found wearing dresses that are tight around the waist, jewelled or at least expensive in appearance. she can sometimes be caught in her riding garb, usually with a light coloured or black coat.
—— ❝ tell us, what kind of person are you ?? ❞
[ STAR SIGN ] libra
[ ALIGNMENT ] neutral good
[ ENNEAGRAM TYPE ] type two, the helper
[ COLOR PERSONALITY ] the website linked wouldn’t give me my result so i used a different website found here - true white
true white personalities are probably exactly what you think they might be. clean, simple, elegant and highly spiritual, white personalities are people with pure intentions and angelic characters. you probably come across as sweet and honest, and many love interests will hold you on a pedestal and see you as marriage material. on the downside, you're also emotionally unavailable at times, and can be quite stubborn if you can't get what you want--which isn't often !
[ WHAT PLANT(S) BEST REPRESENT YOU ]
chamomile - easy-going, friendly and well liked, you’ve got a gentle and sweet nature and a calming presence that puts others at ease. your sensitivity to others may cause you to take on too much of other people’s feelings, though, and you may even be prone to worry.
echinacea - a protector. with an amazing blend of optimism, nurturing and goodwill, you lend your strength and energy to those in need. your seemingly infinite goodwill and boundless supportive energy make you the one people turn to when times are tough. your greatest strength is, of course, also one of your weaknesses, especially if you neglect to take care of yourself. at times like these, it’s a good idea to take a step back and focus some of that protective energy on yourself.
peppermint - unflappable. you are cool in the crisis, calm in the storm, collected amongst the chaos. you’re a breath of fresh air, a waft of inspiration to the down-and-out, a refreshing, inspiring, uplifting person to be around. of course, even a cool cucumber like yourself can run into trouble. you may try to take on too much, which can leave you feeling weighed down and not quite yourself.
[ THEME/CHARACTER SONG ] safe and sound / taylor swift
—— ❝ do you have anything more you wish to say ?? ❞
[ - BASIC INFORMATION - ]
↳ trigger warning. depression, death of a child
● born in guarda portugal, tatiana abrielle dias was a very happy child. though she was not born in to a title or particularly wealthy family, her mother’s father held a lordship, which was enough to provide tatiana with an education, but it was not enough to consider her nobility. her father worked hard at the estate of an earl as the stable master, while her mother worked as a handmaiden.
● tatiana grew up alongside cordelia santos, the two of them becoming the closest of friends. tatiana was a loving, caring little girl who would often rescue injured or stray animals. she was not what would be considered a “young lady” - tatiana liked to climb trees and play, she had her heart on her sleeve and in her youth, she was incapable of even the slightest cruelty.
● as she got older, as she started to look less like a child and more like a woman, tatiana garnered attention that she would otherwise ignore. she knew that she was a pretty girl, that had never been an insecurity of hers, but her interest in boys was fickle. until she met riccardo delli santi. tatiana met riccardo when she was seventeen, and he was twenty. she developed a crush that, at the time, she assumed would pass. after all, she had no title to her name and he was the duke of florence. to her surprise, he returned her affection and within a year, the two were married.
● their first child, nicolau, was born ten months after they were wed. two years after nicolau was born, they welcomed twin girls, sofia and isabella. lorenzo was born four years after the twins and danilo three years later.
● less than five years ago, when danilo was three, tatiana and cordelia had a falling out. cordelia wanted what tatiana had, a husband and children, and the two fought viciously. tatiana gave cordelia space for several weeks before attempting to contact her through letters, all of which we ignored. eventually, tatiana gave up on reconciliation and the two have not spoken since.
● two years after her fight with cordelia, tatiana and danilo became sick due to plague. for several days, they fought the illness but when tatiana woke, riccardo was forced to tell her that their son had passed away that morning. danilo’s death and her consequent survival was unbearable to tatiana at the time. she fell in to a depression and it was not uncommon to find her wandering the grounds aimlessly. eventually, she became more like how she was before the tragedy but sometimes she thinks of her youngest and she becomes withdrawn, quiet and sullen.
i miss the days my mind would just rest quiet
my imagination hadn't turned on me yet
i used to let my words wax poetic
but it melted a puddle at my feet now
