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☾ — I’m always searching for something, for someone. This feeling has possessed me I think, from that day… That day when the stars came falling 。.:*・
The stars have always been beautiful, Cai thinks, looking over the vast night sky with sentiment in his eyes-- he has always been sentimental. He peers through the open window of the astronomy tower, lifting his finger to carefully count the stars as if it’s more than enough for his mind to actually do it.
And he remembers his childhood, remembers how bitter the feeling of loneliness seems to encapsulate him. This is the worst type of pain, he thinks-- but pain makes you feel alive. He’s alive.
And he remembers another child, a friend, almost faceless, but Cai manages to map it out in his mind. The child he has met and has lost seems to have been his only friend, the only source of warmth he has ever received. He smiles at the thought, not realizing that his features, has in fact, metamorphed into the same face he’s been thinking of.
