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Went out to dinner the other night for the first time in 6 months! Felt pretty decent about my appearance, glad the pandemic hasn’t completely wrecked me.

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💫Book XX 💫

Amongst all the negativity, heartbreak, confusion, and every other bad emotion- I just gotta say this fandom has created some beautiful things together. So let’s please not forget that.

Together we supported NixHydra who gave us this awesome game to explore and emerse ourselves in.

Together we’ve brought to life (via mixed media) new visuals for the chapters and stunning art.

Together we shared our MC’s and bonded over the uniqueness.

Together we explored The Arcana and fell in love with it.

Together we are this fandom.

I love all of you and hope all the stans are okay moving into the next chapter when the time comes.

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Hi I wanna marry Asra.

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Aaron (aka real life Asra) took this of me the other day. ‘‘Twas a good day ✨

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Asra is the loml

And I’m so ready/so not ready to break his heart pt 2 for Muriel- his mf’ing best friend

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Fun fact:

Asra is my phone wallpaper, not my irl boyfriend Aaron lmao.

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After being in 5 relationships where they ALL ended in my partner cheating on me, I’m hesitant to say anyone is the love of my life. However, this man right here has slowly been changing that over the last 7 months. Let’s get this bread babe.

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I SUCK AT DRAWING PEOPLE AND IT MAKES ME SO MAD/SAD BC I WANT TO CREATE FAN ART FOR THE ARCANA (MAINLY MY LOVE ASRA) BUT I CANT!!!

I can do awesome things with nature, via stippling and it’s frustrating me rn

Here’s an example of some stuff I’m working on BUT WISH WAS ASRA INSTEAD RIGHT NOW!!!!