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little Anya with Nikto!

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And in my dream you appear

i finished the drawing! couldn't fully render it due to time retriction but im happy with the outcome yay!

Anya n Nikto again as they haunt the guy again

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NiktoAnya ramble

some quick note i made to clear on some stuff on the soviet uniform ToT !!

There are two A, Anh and Anya. Anh is the object of Nikto muse, while Anya is the objectification of Anh.

Anh and Nikto never had a relationship, What they have is more of a situationship (?) an up-and-down, push-and-pull dynamic of distance and closeness, existing somewhere between corridor conversations and shared after work look. This make Anya(Nikto objectification of her Anh) lacks so much of what Anh actually is. Nikto is somewhat unable to fully comprehend Anh as a whole person . only her struggles, and the dreams she carries n sometime tell Nikto.

Anh didn't die. She simply resigned and left entirely, driven out by workplace frustrations, inadequate positioning and to some extent, the dread of Nikto himself.

Anya is an alter Nikto finds comfort in kept alive inside his head. But slowly, with the real Anhs absence, that alter deteriorates more n more becoming something worse, something hollowed out uncanny like. Like the others, except that this one still speaks in Anh voice.

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Anya n Nikto got married (Anya propose cause Nikto cant even man up lil bro is autistic as hell)

plus them on their honey moon

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love her sm he got her voice inside his head too

tbh, I still dont know what kind of dissociative disorder he has on what level, but it funny to me to think that Nikto has Anh's voice mixed in with his other voice in his head to deal with overwhelming emotions that arent sadistic, bloodthirsty, workaholic.

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just the oc yeah

drew this in class ough,, i need to finish up my homework

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I'm still doing good with Nikto guys

Tomodachi life is feeding my delusion

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A thing I do to my Oc (you guys gonna see me posting about NiktonAnya for awhile until I got sick of it)

This is how Anh look: this is how Anya look:

Anh have a very bright brown eyes colour though with that kind of colour it's usually only light up n shown more colour when under light source (prefer natural lighting)

Though with Anya the image of Nikto have of Anh she have completely pitch black eyes not for any edgy reason (maybe there is idk I got lazy) but it's cause Anh and Nikto had always spend most time together hidding away or in dark place, both of them doesn't like being too expose so they come to prefer darker spot more. Nikto dark headquarters, the corridor - not looking at each other face. So Nikto never have the chances to see Anh eyes in it full colour making Anya feel emotionless - even blank. Part of why she's look so creepy like too (I enjoy creepy looking female androgynous character)

Is a small detail I enjoy putting in haha, is the subtle of it I like,, doing this with a Y/n is kinda hard since Y/n suppose to be vauge for the reader to insert into (I try to write this detail in a Nikto x reader before but unable to) so I just give it to my oc :-J

I love Nikto being not fully whip up with the whole loving dovey thing and more of a avoidance kind of guy with weird work way of attachment? I like torturing his love life yeah that its lol