Nervous, distracted back to that same thought. Usual day activities are hard to focus on. Slow, brief chest pain. Shocked feeling returns every couple hours. You reach out stronger. No results in knowing the status of this feeling giving being. Life is distracted by panic. Drugs, shot here n there, nothing to extreme because thought process defense it wasn't all bad comes in doses. Then the really's start, heart rate speeds up. Anger not anxiety. Fuck it goes back to what if... Heart ache,then death. Now you can breath easy and move on to a healthy lifestyle.