#curiouscatalyst

[tiniestdormouse]

Mistressmoogle, itsonlythefairytale, curiouscatalyst

Interesting mix there-- I can say that I regularly keep in touch with all three!

[tiniestdormouse]

for the headcanons, the essays, the activism & resources and of course, one must give an honourable mention to the porn XD

I'm just glad that my ramblings have kept people around.

And of course, porn is the thing that ties us all together. XD

(I miss our smut times, dammit.)

[tiniestdormouse]

Happy birthday! :D I hope there is much merriment and bountiful booze!

there always is ^^

[mistressmoogle]

Tagged part 3 out of 3 YAY

Curiouscatalyst - questions

1. If you could learn any language in the world, what would it be and why?

Two that I would like to start using again, Latin and Japanese one because they are both wonderfully languages, and they have a certain elegance when spoken

2. What motivates you the most?

And old saying my father told me over and over that I am trying to break free from. "If you stop then you are nothing, If you are nothing then you don't deserve a life. To work and to strife is to earn that right to live." 

3. Favourite fairytale and/or folk-tale? 

I don't have one in a sense, I like stories that surround  the matter of death, in every region and religion, centuries have created one after another each on its own and each one interesting to read.

4. If you could only recommend one book, which one would you choose and why?

Angels' Game by Carlos Ruiz Safon, < this stories approaches a lot of human feelings and beliefs and questions what makes a person and how that person develops plus plot line isn't as what it seems.

Or manga wise Tale of a white night < its a collections of five short stories telling different tales of what folk lore and spirits lay beyond the human eye.

5. Describe the colour silver to someone that has never seen it.

A pale grey that if you mixed all your hate with all your kindess the colour it would leave would be silver

6. Favourite flower? 

Roses

7. One of your favourite quotes. 

"To be forgotten is worse then death."

8. What would your alternate reality self be doing, if not following the path you chose? 

Would be someone that doesn't attempt to make contact, that believes that people are they for personal use once that has came to an end that it should be left and carry on. Only goal in life is to get a high set of career then only once that has been achieved along with a house and stability. Then public things such as affection romance and building friendship can be looked at.

9. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you go?

Cliched but Japan that or somewhere like Newcastle a bit of the coast some forrest and some city.

10. Something you’re proud of. 

Taking a large step away from what I was a good few years ago.

11. Something that never fails to make you laugh.

My sister, my pets my mother.

Questions under the read more

1. If you could say something to your younger self what would it be and why?

2 Favourite saying?

3 What story do you most see yourself in?

4 If you could align yourself with a set of gods who would it be?

5 Favourite movie?

6 What song have you been listening to?

7 What was your first sci-fi series you watched?

8 If you had to explain what a rose is to someone who had never seen one. How would you do it?

9 What improvement would you like to see in yourself?

10. What's your dream?

Tagging curiouscatalyst thestarlightfairy mylittlejewels, bottleofstars, tiniestdormouse, seasaltsunset, aureatenoble , infinitexjester, itsonlythefairytale, northeastnerdling

[icebluecyanide]

HI

In fields where nothing grew but weeds,

I see the winter, she’s crawling up the lawn

I open my eyes

The shadow of a man

Looking at the road that rises up ahead

[thisbeastwithin]

I dont know the word for this, but I just got tumblr fraped

[thisbeastwithin]

Screw all the expensive presents, all you really need to get yourself a valentine is give them bubble wrap

[tiniestdormouse]

curiouscatalyst answered your post: After a talk with a friend today, I’ve...

Yes. I find it’s exhausting to be otherwise. Sometimes I’m concerned at how “distant” I am, but that’s the way I’m most comfortable.

Yeah, I get that too! I think I'm naturally a very nurturing type and want to help people. I'm loving or caring in a "distant" way -- like I can offer so much of myself and still be okay because I know a part of me is still locked away inside (I suppose that is the definition of "compassionate") --  whereas with very few people, I have very intense feelings about reciprocation on the same level because when I give to them, I inevitably give part of myself and viscerally feel that part of me leave. And it stabs me when I feel like they are only sucking out my energy and I never get a sense of return. That I think is my current struggle, and I've been learning how to accept that as a way I function.