#curtainpics Oh god anxious mind incoming 😅: If I start to be friends with people that I Originally didn’t like I say “ I actually didn’t like you because you seemed like “this “ but boy was I wrong, I’m sorry .” I just always need to be extremely honest because I think honestly is important and it’s better that it comes out of your mouth than someone else in a other context. I like closure, I don’t like unfinished weird vibes, unless something poisoning is going on , than run for the hills! My anxiety partly stems from that. If you are surrounded with someone you can’t escape that doesn’t respect your privacy and pain and just shares it like a new piece of gossip you just get anxious and feel unsafe. Some people enjoy your pain and it’s sad. I’m lucky I had a nice weekend with amazing people and I try to hold on to that . I’m so thankful that a lot of people are so nice and don’t have bad intentions. I know that I can be a paranoid person and I can have sad and angry outbursts and I’m so happy a lot of these people stayed nice to me and took time to talk to me and listened to my story. I also did apologise to those people even if they never knew I was angry. I can’t be unfair to people that keep being nice to me. The majority of the people are actually really amazing and I need to hold on to that. Thank you 🖤 Are you a overthinker? What is your trick to cope with it ? Mine is thinking in passing my troubles by in a train or pretent to take a remote and put it on “stop.” Crazy but it sometimes works. 😂 work in progress. (bij Gentbrugge) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDcCtZ0BZEI/?igshid=gw94cw31rvhf