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I WANT A CIGARETTE

DID is so crazy cuz like this isnt my life and this isnt even my body so why do i still have to do a bunch of shit i dont want to be doing & the answer is that this is my life and this is my body so i just have to?? like tell me that isnt so fucked

#idk man #i dont even look like myself how am i gonna make myself do a bunch of shit that i hate #if this was me and was my choice i’d be doing way different shit #but thats not my decision #i probably wont even be around long enough for it to matter #or i will be and just have to love with this forever #whatever like im gonna do it & be good and wtf ever #but fuck man this Sucks #- sam #cutievents

the bodys keepin that damned score again 😤👎👎👎

#do we have to keep score?#cant we just play for funsies??#ive been processing big trauma revelations/memories #& ive felt so sick & hungover for daaays #idk when its gonna end ive only discovered the very tip of the iceberg :/#just trying to be nice to myself abt it all #cutievents

“its my friday nothing can hurt me” says guy who is currently being hurt by everything

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i need to get hit by one million cars expeditiously

#likeeeeee #🤪👈#its just not my week yall #they need a better emoji to show im pointing a finger gun @ my head #like does that get it across?#idk i get it so whatever lol #the point is that i need to die immediately if not sooner #if yr reading this im joooking im joking ifs not that srs #😵‍💫✌️#cutievents

DID gets so messy when the side systems are duking it out for who gets control and then within those side systems the subsystems are duking it out and within the subsystems all the alters are just killing each other with hammers and now ive had a migraine for weeks and cant see straight

#i feel like a human shaped barely sentient cloud of fog #the persecutors are having a field day #and someone is Constantly pleading w me to kms like can we Relax #im so irritated lol #wdym not everyone has to deal with being drawn and quartered by their shit brains all the time #cutievents

convincing myself i never need to experience emotions fully because everyone will hate me forever if i show too much #mybottles

#loooove bottling thinfs up and dissociating #its not real if i cant see it #im just used to being shut down/ignored/abandoned it feels a lot easier to do that to myself than give someone else the opportunity #I WANT TO GET BETTER THO #IM TRYING SO HARD TO GET BETTER #sucks when ppl want to support u & u Still cant make urself talk abt it #ugh ugh ugh #cutievents

what am i up to? oh just lost in a torture nexus of my own creation again. yeah the suffering is endless but its ndb

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