#cyclonuskin

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Hello it is Cyclonus. I am looking for Tailgate or Galvatron or anyone who may remember me well. I am struggling to regain memories of myself. It would help a lot to talk to someone who remembers me I think. Like this post and I'll get back to you.

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Whenever I see any positive content toward getaway I get so angry like I'm just - vibrates in rage - ppl r calling him an attractive trash cat (cats deserve better than that tbh) like uhh he emotionally manipulated my boyfriend and got my amica killed so I'm just perpetually "SQUARE UP THOT" whenever I see him - a cyclonus and a nautica

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For the cannon pronouns ask game:

Oh Primus okay this might get a lil convoluted, I really like using xenopronouns that reflect my past lives, for example: bot/botself. But I don't think I used those in my cannons... Maybe I did? I'm not sure.

Either way what I'm trying to say is the pronouns I use online or on the daily are different from my kin ones. As the person I am now I feel uncomfortable being gendered in any way but if I'm having a mental shift that changes...

Also take these with a giant grain of salt because Cybertronian gender feels different than human so that complicates things as well.

I know that as Ravage I was she/her, I might've used some other pronouns too but I don't remember exactly. It's definitely the biggest change since I'm usually quite uncomfortable with being perceived as female or feminine or having she/her used for myself.

I think Starscream used all pronouns, mostly he/they but I really didn't care as much. It's not as big of a change since I do feel like my gender is a bit fluid sometimes but tbh that might be because of my alterhumanity.

I can't exactly remember what Cyclonus used... I think either they/them or neopronouns, like zhey/zhem. This one has the least differences to my current preferred pronouns. They where the first fictionkintype that I kinfirmed and are a really important part of my identity so that might also have had some impact on that.

- Cyclonus, Starscream and Ravage [Transformers]

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What point is there in being the last of the three of us? My Lord, myself, Scourge, and I alone now stand here. There is a sense of inadequacy. I stand before you clothed in human flesh, weaker than any of our kind were at conception. But then, the three of us and the Sweeps were all that was ever made of our kind, weren't we? I was built to serve violence, and my Lord was violence, in all its forms. Brilliant, before his... Mm. Brilliant even afterwards too, I would hope to believe. Scourge, did you ever doubt as I found myself doing? I could do nothing but follow my purpose, but it pained me to see him so aimless. It pained me to see all of us so horribly out of sorts. Mighty Decepticons, starving on an old mining colony, our leader's mind melted to itself, and myself and Scourge all that stood between our cause, our people, and annihilation. And now I have not even my cause. Just me. No war, no enemy lines, no purpose, none of my kind. I miss you both terribly. -Cyclonus, Transformers (Generation One)

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[for the cannon disabilities ask game]

Both of my Cybertronian identities (Cyclonus and Starscream) are autistic, and I do believe it has impacted some of the decisions I've made and things I've done in my past lives.

As Starscream I definitely think that having a physiology hyperfixation helped me, thought I didn't really use that knowledge for good. I fixated on reading into people's expressions and body language, which could be partially due to the fact I initially didn't understand them. I miss being able to swim with my wings and claws, it helped me calm down when I was getting paranoid or seeing things.

I was definitely semi-nonverbal as Cyclonus which is why I tend to be seen as mysterious or stoic, both in cannon and by the fandom/source. I do really like talking though, about things I like, poetry, songs, writing, and swords. I loved analysing texts or words of any form, it was my special interest. I think I also had chronic fatigue, thought I'm not sure if that counts as a disability.

In both lives I didn't like noise, in general, but loud noises especially, worst of all was when bots would talk over one another. My audials were very sensitive.

I also had chronic pain/back and joint pain though I'm not too sure which life it was in, might be all of them.

(Most of the things I struggle with in this life I also did in past lives. Thought do take this with a bit of salt since I don't have many kin memories. I'm mostly going off of phantom shifts and thus my experience is tinted with my current disabilities.)

- Starscream [G1/IDW] & Cyclonus [IDW]

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I remembered our death today, Lord Galvatron, and it was unlike canon's iceberg for you. Just ours, Scourge went out some time prior. The most self-preserving of our trio, and he was the first to fall? It seems unbelievable. We went out magnificently in some altercation involving a star, myself very shortly after you. Might I guess your own grief driving your recklessness? You were not quite yourself towards the end. I'd not have survived your death regardless of if I physically did or not. I'm glad it was not long 'til my spark joined yours and Scourge's once more, wherever ours were meant to go. I'd hardly think Primus would take us, borne of his counterpart, but... He was always considered kind. Maybe we found peace. But I am here now. As always, I stand to pledge service, were we both ourselves. As myself now, I can only pledge an attempt at friendship. I miss you so. -Cyclonus, Transformers Generation One Cartoon

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To all of my fellow Transformers kins, in my continuities or not, know that you're cared for. You're missed and loved. May all your sourcemates treat you kindly, regardless of who you were. -Cyclonus G1, Kaon IDW.

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i love you tailgate. be good for me, little one. we'll be together again soon. i promise. ~cyclonus. (#🔮❇🐰)