#cygnonymous

[tovaras]

So I made a drawing of Gabriel and Levon for Cygnonymous for christmas! :D (Yes, I know it's late, but better late than never!) 

Finally got some time on my hands and the mindset to actually draw something that looks... ... Okay. So yeah.  Hope you like it, Pandy! <3 

[tovaras]

So I decided to make myself a small list over the projects I currently got going.

... The list is not so small. ._.

My To-Do List:

Fiction

World of Warcraft:

The Dark Rose (Rosmary)

On the Edge of the World (Tovaras)

Eternal Flame (Kija)

Dead, but Alive (Fin’Doras)

Dragon Age: Origin:

Just a Little Rose (Alistair/Jowan)

Well-Worn Journal (Theron)

Mass Effect:

Sentinel (M!Shepard/Kaidan)

Gundam Wing:

New Hope Home (1x2x1)

Illusions (1x2x1)

Original Story:

The Sunguard

The Sunguard – Touched by the Sun

Art-Projects

200 Theme Challenge

Tovaras’ Journal

The Red Jackals Guild-Picture

Special Friend Project (Guild and Friends)

“People in WoW I give a damn about” project

The Tinder-Box (Comic)

Special Drawings

Frank Davison

Young Kevin w/Data-CLU

Pandy Christmas Present (Levon/Gabriel)

Happy Valentines Day (Tovaras)

Christmas Present (Little Nerdie) – Waiting for “orders”

[theprettynerdie]

RULES:

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to your post.

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

(I was tagged by my wifeys mandyshepard and mercy-shepard. I'm answering mandy's questions though)

Questions:

1) Kill, Shag, Marry : TIM, Hackett, Anderson? Kill TIM, Marry Hackett, Shag Anderson? Or Shag and THEN kill TIM afterwards, Marry Anderson, Kill Hackett.

2) If you could play the lead in one TV series what would it be and why? Buffy on BTVS! Obvs cause she's a BAMF.

3) What one act in your life are you most ashamed of? There are a few, but none that stick out as things I regret so desperately. Probably any form of bullying that I did when I was younger and stupider.

4) Have you ever got so drunk you woke up with someone you don’t know? Nope!

5) If you could change one thing about you what would it be? Give myself the ability to freaking draw. Or the ability to not suffer from depression.

6) What was the last thing that made you cry? My girlfriend saying she loved me. The way she put it was so beautiful I started crying <3

7) What did you want to be when you were a child? A writer.

8) If you had to pick would you become a Werewolf, a Vampire or a Ghost? Werewolf. 

9) What’s your comfort food? Bacon bits. Or my mom's pasta sauce!

10) What’s your most prized posession? My computer. It has my big music collection, and my years of collected writing, and years upon years of pictures.

11) What’s your guilty pleasure? Maybe Sailor Moon Sera Myu? I don't know, I feel like Barry Manilow and Yanni might count, but I think anyone who dislikes them is freaking crazy. CRAZY. 

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My Questions:

What is your biggest fear?

What was your best birthday experience?

What has been your longest relationship?

What are three of your favorite books/series?

What was your first fandom? Not necessarily the one you were involved in online with, but the first fandom you loved? (Example: Mine was Power Rangers. I was 3 years old.)

What kind of plastic surgery would you ever consider having? When you get older do you think you'll have surgery done to keep you looking young?

When was the last time you were a patient in a hospital?

Dean or Sam? xD

Fuck, Marry, Kill: Kai Leng, Joffrey, Voldemort?

Dogs or cats?

Three favorite musicians/bands?

I’m tagging: dirtynerdyandsarcastic, pirateypeg, cygnonymous, femshepfit, cellorocket,  earthbornshepard, mabbonetsamhain, tovaras, joasakura, libbabink, ramblingsfromthenorth

[theprettynerdie]

The Mass Effect RP group I am in has made me...better.

I love every single one of you. Not just for your involvement in my fandom, but for being amazing people that I consider a legitimate family. You have changed my life so fundamentally, I cannot even begin to explain.

I remember joining a join.me viewing of Pandy drawing MP art, and being friends with Deb (shenkolove at the time) and Peg, and having one of you say that I should for sure join the RP group. And I wanted to for so long, but when I was given a real invite, I felt... accepted.

I mean, in kindergarten, I told my class that I had watched Beauty and the Beast the night before. At once, the class decided to pretend-play Beauty and the Beasty based on my suggestion. Everyone got a part. I got excited; as I was the one who had the initial idea, I was sad that I was not Belle, but I was excited by the idea of having a role. I asked, from the end of the table where we sat eating lunch, who I could be. Chip, or Babette, or anything? 

My friend, Christina, from the end of the table (which seems so long now, as if she sat there at the opposite end of a room in judgment) said words I will never forget:

"Oh. YOU can't play with us."

I have been an outcast my entire life - I've always wanted to be part of a group. To be part of the RP group means more to me than I can put into words. I don't mean to be melodramatic: I feel, for the very first time, like I belong. And it is amazing. 

Thank you thank you thank you

[tovaras]

For some very special people:

Thank you.

Thank you for constant support. For being there, patting my head, holding my hand and hugging me when I needed it.

2012 has been a hard year for many, me included. Have I had it the worse? Probably not. I've had it pretty good, when thinking about it, all things considered. Sure, some days have sucked monkeyballs, but I've had good days too.

And I hope I have helped in creating more smiles than I have made people annoyed.

I like to think that I am not high maintaindance, but sometimes insecurities takes me over, especially in times of stress, and I get my own, personal little raincloud following me for a day or so before I manage to chase it away. So to those I have pestered while the raincloud has been over me; I am sorry and I love you for holding out with me. You should all have a freakin' medal.

Last night was a boiling-point for me. The day before a very important (and yet unimportant) delivery. My final delivery for this year. Am I done? Far from it. But in 3 days, I will be on my way -home- and I will have the time to just sit down and breathe. I will have a cat on my lap, privacy for a little while and just... Repair myself.

I think it is needed.

So yeah. Thank you.

Thank you cuppaandlamingtons, for listening to my breakdowns and giving me advice. For preventing me from quitting when I wanted to. Thank you cygnonymous for the very same.  Thank you pirateypeg for being awesome, showing more strenght than I could ever hope for. Thank you mabbonetsamhain and caleb-ghost for hours of grand fun, laughs and good fun as well as support.  Thank you joasakura for the chance to play with everyone. I hope I haven't dissapointed and I hope to play more in the future.  Thank you nymfetamine for being a strong, wonderful, beautiful person. Never forget that. Thank you livvyowl for being my best friend. <3 you. 

And thank you to those who might never see this, but I hope you know anyway. Because I try my very best to show it or say it, whenever I can.

So, I might be a bit early, but hey. Just in case the world goes under on Friday, yeah?

Here's to us. May 2013 be good to us. Because we are all worth it.

[ladymandalina]

I am finally going to make the candy this weekend... Hope you like peanut butter...