Hi there!! May I request a matchup for Twisted Wonderland please? ^_^
- I’m an ISTP 9w8. I’m rather blunt and don’t have a filter. I won’t usually realize I said something offhanded until it’s too late and I tend to get very apologetic as a result since I don’t mean any offense. However I find my habit has served as humorous to some people which I am glad for.
- I’m often told that I’m intelligent and gifted, but wasted potential because I never apply myself to anything. Despite my talents and how easy it is for me to pick things up, I never have a passion for any of them.
- Although if there is anything I’d suppose I truly am passionate about, it’s psychology, astronomy, and marine biology. I will shamelessly infodump on those topics unsolicited.
- I’ve always had trouble properly describing my personality since I am a people-pleasing social chameleon. The way I present myself always tends to fluctuate depending on who I am talking to, and I adopt so many traits from others as my own to the point that I really just don’t know who I truly am myself.
- I mostly come off to people as very easygoing and laidback, taking a very apathetic approach to things when it’s really all a coping mechanism to suppress my severe anxiety and tendency to hyperanalyze people’s mannerisms and their opinions on me.
- I’m also very easily taken advantage of and even if I am aware I am I truly don’t mind, it’s almost like I try to be on purpose at this point. No matter what I always try to assume the best in other people, even if I am slow to trust others myself.
- Romantically, I’m not the most self aware. Like I am very honest about everything EXCEPT my feelings. Bantering is definitely a sign of romantic interest from me though, I tend to be a bit playful and teasing with my object of affection however I’m quick to fluster if they tease or flirt back.
- In terms of love language, I like to give words of affirmation and receive acts of service, and I enjoy quality time/parallel play on both ends. I’m not too big on receiving gifts or physical touch but I like them at times.
- In terms of what I look for in a partner, I don’t have a very strong preference in all honesty, but I think I like people who can maybe relate to my experiences, or understand them at the very least? I like predictability in my relationship as well as my own space when needed because I can be initially awkward with affection and on some days too much of it can be overbearing and smothering for me. I don’t believe I mix well with uptight and rigid or emotionally volatile personalities either. I like being depended on and I don’t ask for anything much in return, but I don’t like it when people expect a lot out of me. It may take some time for me to try to depend on others or open up.
- I fear commitment more than anything so I may struggle with opening up on the early stages and can be quite avoidant. However I’m sure I wouldn’t have much of a problem as time passes. Basically an easygoing relationship at a relaxed pace that may develop into something more with time is certainly ideal for me.
- As for appearance, I’m asian, 5’3 and i have wavy shoulder length black and magenta pink hair, and round rimmed glasses. I’m average weight but I’ve always had body image issues pertaining to how busty I am in particular. I often dress in a dark academia style.
- I would not like to be matched with any staff, Trey, Rook, or Leona please! Slight favoritism towards the 2nd years but not a huge preference!
Thank you so much, I hope you have a great day! :D
I match you with Malleus Draconia!
Your blunt way of socializing might have been one of the multiple reasons Malleus grew to like your company. Like you said, there is barely a filter in you, and you might say something to him that others wouldn't dream of saying because of the fear they hold against Malleus. It's new for him to someone to speak to him like that, but it's a pleasing surprise.
Malleus admires your passion for your interests. You appear to know nearly everything there is to know about them and if not, you show great potential and willingness to learn more. He doesn't mind sitting still and listening to you talk about them, because he finds you yourself interesting.
You don't know really how to act around Malleus because he is a huge mystery himself. You can try to pick up some personal traits of his, but he comes out calm and almost cold and you find yourself unable to act the same way as he. For the first time, you're forced to try to be yourself, no matter who the real you is.
Your easygoing and laidback natures are a nice change of pace since most people around Malleus are scared of him. When he learns you suffer from anxiety, he offers to take your mind off the things that may cause discomfort to you. Would you like to join him and visit haunted and abandoned places?
Malleus wouldn't even dream of using you or taking advantage of your kindness. You have shown him compassion instead of fear and trusted him and for that, he adores you for being different from others.
Honestly, Malleys isn't really aware of his own feelings either. You can tease him and playfully flirt and he would wonder quietly if you did these things because you wanted some sort of specific reaction out of him?
You have an interesting way to show you care, but he doesn't mind it one bit. Secretly, Malleus loves spending time with you and Lilia has teased Malleus for it, but Malleus just nodded quietly and smiled lightly.
"I enjoy their company." He confessed and this is a lot coming from him. Malleus would straight up ask what you would like to receive and if you can't provide him with an answer then he would turn to other students and seek their help in deciding on a perfect gift.
Malleus likes you so he doesn't want you to start avoiding him like others do, but trust me, he won't overstep his boundaries. He is willing to learn and wants to understand your boundaries so he can respect them and you.
Do not worry, Malleus doesn't expect too much, he is very new to dating, so you're like his teacher in a way. He relies on you to teach him how normal people act and he would like to teach you a thing or two also.
As for your looks? You are so adorable, he loves your dark style and the classes draw attention to your beautiful eyes. Your hair is very pretty also and he wonders how much you have to work to keep it that pretty.
Malleus doesn't really care if you are busty or not, he pays more attention to your inner beauty, but if you feel uncomfortable he offers to take you out shopping for loose clothes that can hide your chest.
Overall, you don't have anything to fear with Malleus because he will always put your comfort first.