thinking about this mafia boss au and how scar and grian fall into the dynamic that they do….
maybe scar makes a deal with him that he’ll just forget about this little kidnapping incident and won’t retaliate if grian and grian alone repays him in whichever way scar sees fit—a meaning that is Not lost on grian
gem is trying to demand for scar to think of another way or figure out another way of letting this go and I’m picturing the whole exchange like
g: you can’t have grian, think of something else!
s: something else? well, judging by the state of things here, I don’t think you’re exactly in the position to be talking money. isn’t that why you kidnapped me to begin with?
g: pick. something. else.
s: unfortunately for you, that little bird is all I want. and if he doesn’t come with me, well… I think our little deal will be the least of your worries :J
grian ends up stepping in at that and making the final choice. does this mafia boss have him shaking in his boots, terrified for his and the girls lives? yes. fear is what’s Mostly driving him. but he’s also kinda turned on by the hot older man holding his chin and staring at him like he’s the only person to ever exist. plus, he feels like it’s his fault they’re even in this mess so it’s only right he’s the one to fix it.
pearl and gem are trying to talk him out of it because they’re 99% sure that scar will kill him the first chance he gets. but grian is grian and ridiculously self sacrificing/just doesn’t care about himself at all so he agrees with ease.
bdubs and etho are looking at scar with the most are you fucking kidding me stare ever. because these guys kidnapped him !!!! and now scar wants to bring one of them home???????
scar, all big smiles, still holding grian’s chin: oh I’m sure it’ll be fine! this little bird isn’t going to try and pull a fast one on me now that he knows who I am. isn’t that right?
grian: frantically nodding in scar’s grip
and how awkward this car ride back to scar’s place is gonna be though…. grian’s squished between scar and bdubs while etho drives, scott takes the passenger seat because “after last time, bdubs isn’t allowed to sit up with etho” and bdubs is So grumpy about it. and then there’s scar on the other side of him, flirting left and right
he watches them pull into the driveway of scar’s place and he’s gearing himself up to be this guy’s plaything (no he’s not going to unbox how much a thought like that gets to him. he’ll unbox it later—), as scar leads him to this extravagant room with the comfiest bed ever. he helps grian unpack his things before giving him some of his pajamas to wear. he lays out a few ground rules before he pushes grian down and kisses him all over. he doesn’t go any farther than kissing and touching his upper body, content with just leaving grian dazed
it’s not until the following day scar decides to act on his intent to have grian repay him. he sets up this fancy dinner in hopes to get grian to relax, before bringing back to his bed and having his way with him. grian is on edge and wary of scar, believing him to be a cold hearted man, but after that first kiss… how good scar makes him feel… he starts to ease up <3
My mind keeps wandering back to when you mentioned object penetration a couple times
got any wonderful thoughts about things going places they probably shouldn’t? :J
Oh boy do I <3
I need Scar to shove the bottle of some alcoholic drink, wine maybe, into his cunt. Get him allllll nice and pliant for him <3 Grian's expecting his cock but he startles when he feels the bottle against his cunt instead. It goes in easily at first as his cunt swallows the neck, but then it rapidly gets to be so much.
Too much at first, he thinks, and whines and tries to tell Scar it's too big, he can't take it. But Scar persists and Grian's unable to do anything but take the unrelenting pressure of the bottle as slowly more and more of it gets shoved into him. He can get drunk off of it too. Slowly relaxing more and more as he gets used to the stretch....
Alternatively...Minecraft sex. Potions being used in ways they shouldn't be. I do love the idea of Grian getting a bottle of weakness or something shoved into his cunt and forced to relax and take anything with no way of stopping it <333
Mild spoilers for past life so I'm putting it under the cut
Haha hey. So Scar got a couple of dogs in the new episode...so naturally I am going to be very normal about this information.
Between Scar mining and the whole secret society thing, he and Grian don't have much of a chance to meet up during the session. Aside from a few instances of coming across the other, or Scar coming briefly to visit at the start, or even the Ender dragon fight, they don't see each other a lot.
So it's not until the end of the session that Grian finally has a chance to go and visit Scar. He's not really expecting much - he mostly just wants to visit his boyfriend. But he steps over and almost immediately sees the two dogs and he freezes, thoughts of wild life coming to mind.
Scar comes over to greet him and immediately notices that his attention is taken by the two dogs. He grins. Walks over to his dogs to give them some pets. They're not the largest dogs, but the way they watch Grian even if Scar's the one petting them...he swallows. And starts cursing out his own mind for going down the path it does.
A glance up at Scar though shows that he clearly knows exactly where Grian's thoughts went. He looks away.
Fast forward a little bit because I am crawling out of a writer's block and I will explode if I don't get to the porn immediately. If I ever write an actual fic of this I'll expand more on how they get to it then.
Scar's led them to a secluded area, away from any others. Grian had tried to protest, knowing immediately what Scar had wanted, but it was easy enough for Scar to shut him up. And, admittedly...maybe he was curious. He's never been fucked by two dogs at once, and both are looking very intently at him, and...okay, fine, so maybe he wants to know what it's like. Scar had been able to easily point this out with a quick check under his underwear to test just how wet he was. And he was absolutely dripping.
It's not long before he finds himself naked and bent over. Scar watches as one dog mounts his backside, Grian wincing as its claws scratch at his sides, while the other mounts his front, paws on his shoulders and the dog's dick rubbing against his lips.
Scar hadn't stretched him out beforehand, but he's wet enough that it only takes a few tries for the first dog to strike his cunt and bottom out immediately. He cries out, which gives the opportunity for the other dog to stick his cock in Grian's mouth.
He's pinned between the two, being fucked from both ends. The dog's large dick stretching his cunt open and the salty taste of the pre-cum from the one in his mouth. He's left unable to do anything but take it all while Scar watches, probably jerking off to the sight. Grian looks so hot while he's being fucked by dogs <3
Grian comes before he's even knotted. Maybe it's been a looooong time since he last got fucked by a dog, and he missed it! Especially when one knots his cunt. He's stretched so wide around it, plugged up so the cum has nowhere else to go but his cunt and womb.
But then the other dog starts speeding up his thrusts, and Grian tries to pull away but he was so caught up in the euphoria of the other knotting his cunt that he doesn't get the chance to get away fast enough before his mouth is knotted, lips spread soooo wide and tears streaming down his face. He fights to keep his composure, to not gag, as the first spurt of cum hits his tongue.
He tries to swallow, but it's difficult with the knot. He does his best, not wanting to choke and cough it up. Scar whistles as Grian's filled from both ends, cum pouring into his cunt or down his throat. He comes over, running his hands over Grian's hair, practically petting him like he's nothing more than a dog himself.
Eventually, the knots go down and they pull away. Grian coughs then, spluttering a little as drool and cum drip past his lips. Scar tuts and tells him he'll have to practice a bit more until he can easily take the knot in his mouth without spilling any of the cum. They don't want to waste so much as a drop, after all!
Afterwards, Scar cleans him up. Maybe fucks his cunt too...it's so loose and sloppy with the dog's cum. He helps Grian appear presentable and they emerge with both dogs at Grian's side. Luckily no one is around, so he hopes nobody knows what they did. What he did. He goes back to his base, with Pearl and Gem none the wiser.
It's another thing Grian had posted about on her tumblr a lot. Post after post about wanting to be fucked and knotted by a dog. It was always one of those things that she never expected to actually happen. She'd been saving up for a knotted dildo when Scar broke into her house.
It comes as a shock to her when Scar comes home one day with a large Irish Wolfhound in tow. Cheerfully, he explains that he's just helping someone out. They needed a dogsitter to watch their dog for a few days, so Scar had volunteered. He apologizes for not asking sooner, but surely Grian doesn't mind, right?
She's a little apprehensive, especially with the way the dog looks at her, but eventually agrees. Not that she had much of a choice, really, but at least Scar seemed apologetic for offering to do this without talking to her about it.
The first night is fine. The dog sleeps on the couch, while Grian sleeps on her bed tucked into Scar's embrace as usual.
It's the first full day that problems start to arise.
By this point, Grian is no longer working or going to school. Scar had told her there was no point to, she can just stay at home! Which means now that she's alone with the dog as Scar goes to class. He won't be back until later, so she has to entertain the dog by herself until then.
The dog is friendly, at least. They were given a few dog toys, so she plays a few rounds of fetch with him. He enjoys pets, too, so she makes sure to give him a lot of attention. And belly rubs.
The moment Grian realizes the dog isn't neutered, she tries not to think about it. It doesn't help that, for once, Scar's even taken off her chastity belt before he left. She can't remember the last time he did that. He also told her there weren't any rules she needed to follow. All of this after days of not fucking her...It caught her off-guard. She tries not to look too into it, but...He's seen everything she ever posted (and continues to post) on her Tumblr. So surely he knows how she feels about...certain animals.
Eventually, it gets too much. She can feel herself dripping from both her thoughts and from being so close to a large dog. She's desperate to be fucked, desperate to do something about the need pulsing through her. And she's finally able to, with the chastity belt off and no rules.
But she also doesn't want to force the dog to do anything, much as she longs to be knotted. So Grian goes into her room and closes the door before quickly throwing her pants and panties off. She wishes she'd managed to get the knotted dildo, but for now a vibrator will do. She grinds her cunt against it, getting close to coming before long while thinking about the dog fucking her.
She hears movement and for a moment thinks Scar has come home early, but a glance at the door shows the dog nudging it open and walking in. Panic spikes through her - she must not have closed the door all the way. Before she can get up, the dog's nose is shoving its way between her legs. She yelps and tries to push the dog's head away, and then he's licking her.
Grian gasps and stops her efforts to push the dog away as the feeling rushes through her. She's been denied for so long, Scar not having fucked her once in days, so to feel the pleasure she's craved...and from a dog, no less, has her coming on the dog's tongue very quickly. She takes a moment to catch her breath, which the dog mercifully gives her. He's looking up at her, panting, tongue poking out of his mouth, and a quick glance down shows his dick poking out of the sheath.
Though she's finally managed to come, it's not enough. She needs more. And, well...if she just presents herself, and if the dog mounts her...It's not like she's forcing him to, right? He did it on his own, after all. She's trying so hard to justify herself as she rolls over until her hands are on the bed and her legs on the ground, presenting herself to the dog who doesn't spare a single second as he mounts her.
Grian gasps as he tries to find her hole, thrusting a few times and smearing pre-cum on her back, before he finally manages to find her cunt. With how wet Grian is, he sinks in immediately and she moans, clenching around his length. Wasting no time, he starts to fuck her, fast and hard thrusts while she's unable to do anything but lay there and take it. When she comes, the knot that had been pounding against her hole finally pops in from how loose and wet she gets.
She's so focused on the dog knotting her and filling her up with his cum that she doesn't realize the front door's opened, or that there's footsteps coming down the hall. She doesn't realize that Scar is leaning against the doorway, watching her. At least, not until he whistles and her head moves over to look, eyes wide.
The dog is excited to see Scar and tries to move over to him, but the knot is still stuck so he doesn't accomplish anything aside from making Grian whine. She tries to splutter out some excuse, some apology, but Scar waves her off. He's glad they did this! It's the whole reason he offered to dogsit in the first place. He's sad to have missed it, but did he make her feel good? She's stretched out around the knot and pumped full of cum.
Scar comes over to her and cups her face and she can't help but close her eyes as he runs a hand through her hair. He pulls away and she whines, but he quickly soothes her, saying he just wants to get some pictures. Gotta memorialize this moment somehow! He gets a few pictures of the knot buried in her cunt and even a video of the way his balls pulse as he shoots even more cum into her.
"He's really filling you up, huh?" Grian can't even manage any words as Scar rubs her clit. "Maybe he'll be able to finally knock you up. We'll have him for a couple of more days still, so I suppose there's only one way to find out!"
She whimpers as he goes on to say that he knew she'd look so pretty while under a big dog. He'll skip his classes just to watch her take the dog all day for as long as they can. When the knot finally goes down and the dog pulls away, he gets a video of her hole gaping and dripping with cum. Later, Grian finds that video on Scar's Tumblr with the caption "knotted and bred"
The dog continues to fuck her in the remaining days before Scar has to return him. Scar gets plenty of videos of the dog fucking her, the way he thrusts, feral and uncaring of her pleasure and only seeking his own. He makes sure to get shots of Grian's face, the way her eyes roll back with each thrust, or the point where the two connect, especially as the dog knots her. He gets a few of the little tummy bulge she gets from the cock, too.
Grian feels herself getting addicted to the dog's cock and the cum as it fills her cunt, moaning with each spurt. The one fantasy that she thought would never come true, but here she is, forced to become a dog's bitch. He fucks her mouth, too, and knots her there. And her ass. By the time they have to return the dog, Grian is well and thoroughly used by the dog. She can't help but feel mournful as Scar takes the dog away. At least Scar tells her that someday they'll go out and buy one for her! A nice little present for her <3 because he loves her sooooo much. She can't wait.
It takes a while before Scar approaches him. By this point, Grian has basically accepted his place in the pack. He's well-fed and protected, and kept warm every night even after he's abandoned his clothes. Sleeping in a pile of furry bodies does well to trap in heat. He felt embarrassed before at walking around naked all the time so he kept his clothes, but eventually it becomes too much of a hassle to take them off every time a wolf wants to fuck him, so he just leaves them somewhere.
And, of course, his cunt is constantly wet and dripping from both his own slick and cum. He never goes long without getting fucked, and he's come to reallllly like the feeling of being filled up and knotted. There's a river he'll bathe in on occasion but he's never clean for long before he's being pinned by a wolf again, so he only does it if he really feels like he needs to.
The day was like any other when Scar finally came up to him. Grian doesn't know what he was waiting for, if anything, but one day while Grian is sleeping in a pile of wolves, he wakes to Scar watching him. A shudder goes down his spine at Scar's gaze. Scar motions for Grian to follow him, and he quickly scrambles up to do just that. As he follows Scar, his head spins. What does he want? Is he finally going to fuck him? This is the most direct attention he's gotten from Scar since he joined the pack.
He takes him out of the cave, somewhere into the forest. Grian's a little worried that someone's going to see them, or worse, that Scar's decided he's not a good fit for the pack and is going to kill him. But a glance down at Scar's dick reveals that he's hard and leaking precum. Immediately Grian is clenching and leaking slick at the thought of him finally fucking him, and he's a little worried because Scar is bigger than the wolves he's been fucking. Is he going to fit?
Still, despite his nervousness, when Scar stops in a hidden area and turns to Grian with an eyebrow raised, Grian wastes no time in presenting himself, shuddering as he feels his cunt leaking slick down his legs. Scar comes forward, mounting him with his front paws pinning him down and cock going right to his cunt.
Slowly, inch by inch, Scar works him open. He thrusts a few inches in before pulling out and thrusting in again, a bit more each time, until he's nestled in his cunt. Mercifully, he gives Grian some time to adjust. And then he's fucking into him, hind paws firmly planted on the ground to give him the leverage, and all Grian can do is take it. Each hard thrust into his cunt, never giving him a moment of reprieve as pleasure is forced into him with every grind against his g-spot.
And then he starts to feel the knot building, grinding against his hole, and he can't help but try and work back against it, desperate to get it in him. He feels so full but he knows he could be even more full. And then it pops in and he comes at the fullness, especially as Scar starts to come inside him. It fills him up with nowhere else to go with the knot plugging him.
Scar settles beside him, carefully maneuvering him until they can lie beside each other without pulling on the knot. Scar kisses him, and Grian practically moans into it, trying to press himself closer. When they part, Scar starts to preen his wings - having seen Grian do it himself - and Grian relaxes into him.
It's a few days later, when Grian is stuck on Scar's knot another time after Scar fucked him, that Scar finally tells him why he decided to keep Grian, and why he waited until earlier to fuck him. He tells him that Grian is pregnant, which sends a jolt down Grian's spine. He hadn't even realized that was possible. He gets a little worried, too - he's a hybrid, does that mean the pups will be hybrids too? But Scar reassures him that the pups will just be wolves.
He hopes the pups are Scar's, but Scar happily informs him that is not the case. In fact, he'd specifically waited to ensure the wolves had bred him before he fucked Grian himself. He wanted to make sure Grian had accepted his place in the pack as their breeding bitch. Grian clenches around the cock in him at those words, and feels another spurt of cum fill him up.
Grian rubs a hand against his stomach, marveling a little at the idea that he's been filled with pups. He thought his stomach rounding out was just from him eating a lot - the wolves were very efficient hunters, and he'd gotten good at foraging as well - and being filled with so much cum, but to find out that he's pregnant...He is relieved that he won't have to raise any actual people, that it'll just be some more wolves. He had noticed that none of the wolves in the pack were capable of birthing pups, but had never really thought about what that might mean for him.
It's a couple months later that the pups are born. His stomach expanded rather rapidly, and he had to stay in the cave more often. The wolves all became far more protective of him, often grooming him and still fucking him. Which Grian appreciated, because just the thought of being pregnant, of becoming the pack's breeding bitch, often made him horny.
The birth goes smoothly, which he's grateful for. And after, he curls around his 3 pups. 2 are latched onto his tits while the other cries. His tits have gotten a bit bigger during the pregnancy, but Grian doesn't mind. It just means he's able to feed his pups better. It'll be a struggle to feed the 3 pups, but Grian is determined to be able to watch them all grow big and strong. This is his purpose, he's here to help the pack grow.
He stays in the cave to keep an eye on the pups. The wolves give him a break for a few days, but soon enough they're back to fucking him. Scar does, too, and Grian hopes the next pups are his. There's a few times where one of his pups will mistake his clit for another teat, often while he's dozing off. One will do a little exploring and finds his clit and clamps their little teeth onto it, and Grian very quickly wakes up. It takes him a moment to even process what's happened, and then he feels the pup suckling on his clit, searching for milk it's not going to find, and he nearly doubles over from the unexpected pleasure. (Which Scar always finds absolutely hilarious)
He can live out his days being constantly horny and filled with cum as the pack's little breeding thing. If he's horny, he can present himself and within seconds a wolf will be mounting him. The wolves used to bite and snap at each other, aggressive, but now they can take that out on Grian. He helps keep the peace by being someone the wolves can fuck. He can be sooo happy and full with a big belly full of puppies :3
He doesn't have to worry about his old life anymore, he can just live in the forest where he's always full, easily able to get fucked at a moment's notice whenever he wants, and he's got Scar who by this point dotes on him and makes sure he's nice and comfy. And bred <3
There's an AU I haven't written anything for yet, so next up I'm going to be talking about it! I call it the wolf cave au. This one is very much inspired by me playing degrees of lewdity lol. This is a hybrids au, so Grian is an avian.
Grian lives in a small town by the edge of a forest. He doesn't ever go into it, having heard many stories about the pack of wolves who live in it and their leader. He's never had any reason to go into it, either.
At least, not until he realizes one day he needs some specific berries that nobody is selling. They're found in the forest, but he's never had to go into there himself. But nobody has them in stock, and he really needs them...surely it wouldn't hurt to go in there briefly, right? He only needs a few.
He can't find any in the areas closer to the edge, though. Frustrated, he ignores the warnings he’s heard before and goes deeper into the forest. He needs these berries. He wont be here long, just to get the berries and then leave. Eventually, he does find them, and breathes a sigh of relief. Now he just needs to get out of here. Which was...this way, right?
He soon realizes, however, that he's lost. In the forest. Famous for having a deadly wolf pack.
Yup, he's so dead.
Especially when he realizes he's being hunted. He hears the sound of a howl and can see some wolf prints in the dirt in areas he swears he's been in before as he tries to escape. He feels a shudder go down his spine.
He tries to head back home but he doesn't make it. Maybe he manages to see the edge of a house - he gets a brief moment of hope before it's quickly crushed.
A wolf blocks his view and he yelps. A horribly embarrassing sound, but that doesn't matter. Not when he realizes he's surrounded by wolves. Not when the leader, a wolftaur, appears into view. He's massive, larger than the wolves that are already of considerable size. Much larger than Grian himself.
Grian is quite sure he's going to be killed. He can see the claws of the wolves, and the leader does not look too happy to see him. Grian closes his eyes, unwilling to see his own doom that doesn't come.
And then the wolftaur speaks, and Grian's eyes open, surprised.
"What are you doing here, little bird?" The wolf asks. He takes a small step closer. "Did you get lost?"
Grian scrambles up. "S-stay back!"
The wolftaur hums. “You’re trespassing on my territory. And we don’t take too kindly to strangers.”
Grian gulps. “L-let me go. I wont come back, I promise.”
"You’re trespassing,” he reminds him. “You’ll have to do something to make up for that.”
”I, um…” He didn’t have much. Nothing that a wolf pack, or even just the leader of the wolf pack, would want. “I don’t…I don’t have anything you’d want.”
The leader hums again. It’s only then that grian realizes the wolves have come closer. He feels one stick its head between his legs and he yelps.
The leader grins. “No, you do have something we want.”
Grian is hardly able to process that before he notices teeth tugging at his pants. He feels the blood drain from his face. "W-wait, no -"
The wolf ignores him as it pulls them down, tearing them a little. Grian tries to push the wolf away, but it bites at his fingers and he quickly moves them away, terrified of being hurt. But also terrified of...this. Another wolf comes up and pulls his boxers down, revealing his cunt. He can't help but notice the way the leader makes a curious noise at the sight of it. His face burns.
A wolf licks his cunt and he quickly tries to move out of the way but he doesn't get far. There's nowhere for him to go. He's powerless to do anything but take it as the wolf licks him. And a moment later it's mounting him and he whimpers.
He's never had sex before. Never got close enough to someone to do it. Sure, he's got a couple of toys, but he's never been fucked by someone else. And now there's a wolf's cock prodding between his lower lips, and he knows without a doubt that his virginity is about to be taken by an animal.
The wolf presses forward after finding his hole and penetrates him immediately, sliding in almost all the way with a single strike. Grian cries out. Already, it feels like a lot. He wasn't prepped. He tries to tell himself he isn't wet from this, though. It's the wolf's saliva, that's all.
And then the wolf starts to thrust. So hard and fast, Grian's sliding a little in the forest floor. The wolf's cock pounds right into him, and Grian hates that it feels good. That he can feel himself getting wetter, making the slide even easier. He can't help it! And when he feels the wolf's knot against his cunt with every thrust, he tries to ignore the urge to grind against it. He's been fucked by one wolf - how has he already given in?
He comes when the knot pops in and whines as he feels himself get filled with the wolf's cum. He's stuck like that for a while, until the knot goes down enough that it can slip out and the wolf trots somewhere else.
One by one, the wolves line up to fuck him. Sometimes he's even got more than one on him. All this while the leader only watches. Trapped on the ground as he is with the wolves mounting him, Grian can see his cock fully out of its sheath. He can see the way it throbs, precum dripping. But still, he doesn't fuck him. Not even when the other wolves have had their fill, and Grian's left leaking cum out of his puffy cunt.
He can't help but feel disappointed, but also he would like to get out of this forest. Surely they're done, right? But then the leader reaches over and picks him up and sets him down on his furry back. Grian's too weak to struggle and can only lie there as he's taken deeper into the forest, the rest of the wolves following easily at their leader's command.
He's taken to what he guesses is their home. A cave, with a stream nearby. As the days go by, the wolves continue to fuck him. But still, their leader - who he later learns is named Scar - doesn't. He watches over the wolves and leaves occasionally with some others and comes back with food. Some of the food is cooked for himself and Grian, while the wolves eat the rest.
He looks over Grian and makes sure he's okay, same as he does with the wolves, but he still doesn't fuck him. Even when Grian knows he gets aroused by watching the wolves fuck him because he can always see his cock out as he watches, but he always turns away when the wolves finish.
At the start, Grian had thought about trying to escape. But at some point that changes. He gets used to being fucked, starts to look forward to it. If he ever feels needy and empty, there's always a wolf willing and eager to fuck him. But most of all, he wants Scar to fuck him. And he's going to do whatever he can to get it.
(This post is a direct continuation of my last post on this AU, which you can find here.)
After the party, Scar tries to keep his distance, but there's something about Grian that keeps drawing him in and he just can't stay away.
He tries to keep his hands to himself at least, to try and make their relationship more appropriate, but then Grian climbs into his lap to kiss him and Scar is weak.
They go back to regularly making out, though Scar usually tries to stop it before it goes on too long. But one day, he gets more into it and soon realizes Grian's got a boner pressed against him. He tries to rock against Scar's thighs but his hands come up to hold him in place and stop him. That is a line he is not willing to cross yet. He has some self-control, surely.
Scar makes them pause so Grian can take care of himself. He tries to confirm that the kid knows how to do that, but narrows his eyes as Grian shakes his head. He's sure that he's lying, but Scar tells him some verbal pointers. Grian pouts, but settles on the bed while Scar is quick to leave and give him some privacy.
Luckily, he doesn't see Jimmy in the hallway. He doesn't know how he'd explain why he left Grian's room.
While waiting for Grian to finish, he can't help but wonder if Grian is thinking about him. His thoughts are answered a moment later as a quiet moan of his name leaks through the door. He swallows and shifts a little, aware of his own growing bulge. He glances back at Grian's door before ducking into the bathroom to jerk off.
He wonders how Grian would sound without the door in their way, what he looks like, what he's thinking about…
After, when he's finished and Grian's given the confirmation that he is too, Scar can't stop thinking about it. Things feel a little awkward now, so he ends up giving Grian a quick kiss before saying he has to go and fleeing.
Scar tries to avoid Grian, but a couple weeks later, Jimmy goes on a cruise with his parents who ask if Scar can come over to check on Grian during the days they're gone. Scar says he can, feeling both apprehensive and, admittedly, excited at the prospect of having days alone with the boy.
The first couple of days are fine. They spend a lot of time together. Mostly gaming or watching TV. On the second night, he sleeps over.
That night, Grian sneaks into the room Scar is sleeping in. He watches him for a moment before getting closer, carefully settling onto the bed without waking Scar. He hardly waits a moment before pulling the blanket down and reaching out to feel him up.
He starts clumsily pawing at Scar's dick over his boxers. Once he starts he doesn't wanna stop, so he slowly and carefully pulls his boxers off.
It's the first time he's seen Scar's dick. It's dark and he may not be able to see it very well, but he still finds himself drooling at knowing just how close it is.
Grian's got plenty of experience with his own dick, but it's different being so close to someone else's. To Scar's.
He reaches out to touch him, but then Scar shifts and makes some noises in his sleep and Grian freezes. Once Scar settles again though he goes back to what he's doing.
He strokes his cock, watching as it gets harder. A bead of pre-cum drips from the tip and he thinks to himself that he really wants to lick it.
So he leans down and licks it up and hums at the taste. He decides he wants more, so he starts trying to get his mouth around it. He struggles, though, the cock being bigger than he expected, and as Scar gets harder, it only seems to get bigger.
He's worried about Scar waking up, but the whole thing is just sooooo hot to him. He's wanted to get his hands and mouth on Scar's cock for so long so he's really taking advantage of this opportunity, not knowing when he'll get the chance to again.
Scar does end up waking a little bit, but not enough to really process anything around him. He's in that half-awake state. The only thing he's really aware of is how good his cock feels, surrounded by a wet warmth. He groans, shifting a little, thinking he must be dreaming.
In his dream, Grian is sucking him off. Movement had stopped but slowly it starts up again and he's moaning in his sleep when, without warning, suddenly he's coming.
Grian startles, but he keeps his mouth sealed around the tip and swallows each shot of cum as it's pumped down his throat. He doesn't want to leave any evidence of what he did. When Scar finishes coming and settles back to being fully asleep, Grian tucks Scar back into his boxers before going back to his room to jerk off.
In the morning, Scar remembers his dream and worries that he can't control his own thoughts around the kid anymore. He ends up telling Grian he has to leave and quickly rushes out. In his haste to get out, he doesn't realize he left a sweater behind until he looks for it upon reaching home and can't find it.
He comes back the next day, letting himself in with the key he'd been giving, and calls out for Grian only to get no response.
He goes over to Grian's door and that's when he hears the noises coming from the other side. And he knows he really, really shouldn't, but it's just too tempting. And surely if he's quiet enough then Grian will never know.
He silently cracks the door open to watch and sees Grian wearing only the hoodie he'd given him months ago with the sweater he just left behind clutched against his face. He's facing away from the door so he doesn't immediately notice Scar, giving him plenty of time to watch. It's obvious what he's doing, though, with one hand holding the sweater and the other used as leverage as he grinds against a pillow.
He wasn't quite expecting to see this, he thinks as he silently slips into the room and shuts the door behind him. He walks closer and doesn't speak until he gets close enough that he can wrap his fingers around the sweater. "Hey kid, I think that belongs to me."
Grian looks up at him wide-eyed, face incredibly red and flustered. From here, Scar can see how long the hoodie is on him, the way his little dick is just barely poking out. He can feel how hard he is at the sight.
Grian starts begging for Scar to please not be mad, but all Scar can think is how fucking hot this is. He knew Grian wanted him, that was obvious, but to see him in only his hoodie and sniffing his sweater…his scent…
He still lets Grian squirm a bit. He's clearly sooo embarrassed but his dick is still leaking pre-cum, staining the pillow and Scar's hoodie as he's squirming where he's sitting, scrambling to come up with excuses about how it wasnt what it looks like Scar I promise!! -
It's an entirely impulsive move but he leans down and kisses Grian.
Immediately heated and with tongue. Grian moans and quickly kisses him back, holding onto his shirt and trying to press himself as close as possible.
Scar is a lot more assertive than normal because he's fed up and pent up and he's like to hell with it all. He knocks Grian back onto the bed while they're making out and starts feeling up his cute little ass. While they'd made out plenty in the past, he'd always try to keep his hands to himself. But now he lets himself touch the way he's always wanted to.
They don't fuck then. Grian begs for Scar to fuck him, but they don't have any lube, so he refuses to. He tells Grian there's still other things they can do, though. He strokes Grian, still hard, then moves so he can suck him off.
He teaches Grian how to touch him, how to give someone a blowjob. Asks if that was him the other night, and Grian looks at him guiltily. Scar runs his fingers through Grian's hair and is like "thought so." Grian tells him that he just wanted him so bad he didn't know what to do.
After Scar comes from Grian's mouth again, they end up cuddling. Scar stays that night. The next day, Scar buys some lube and finally gives in to Grian's insistent begging for Scar to fuck him. He's slow and careful about it as he stretches him and as he finally sinks into him and starts to fuck him. Grian's whining for him to go faster until he's actually in him and realizes just how deep Scar reaches in him.
After, they cuddle again and do some gaming. That night, Grian is able to convince Scar to sleep in his bed. He wakes to Grian trying to work himself down his dick, insatiable. Grian made a lot of progress stretching himself out and he couldn't wait until morning to get Scar to fuck him again, and he'd had a convenient boner already.
Scar wants to be upset about it but Grian is just so goddamn cute and apologetic and he gasps so prettily when Scar grabs his hips and starts thrusting into him, he just can't be mad at him. The next day Grian's so sore but so proud of himself.
Throughout the week, the two end up having sex a lot. They'll start out gaming and then Grian will start playing one-handed so his free hand can wander and he'll start feeling Scar's dick up. Or Grian will cockwarm Scar while they're gaming.
Scar also teaches Grian how to top. The kid's eager to learn and always gets super excited when he makes Scar feel good.
Scar also tries to take him out on some unofficial dates. He doesn't want Grian to think he's just using him for sex. He really does care for the boy and wants to make this as pleasant an experience as possible.
When the parents and Jimmy get back home, the parents ask how it was, did Grian behave, what did they get up to?
Scar tells them they mostly played a lot of Mario Kart. Jimmy looks at them kinda suspiciously, but he doesn't say anything.
Scar does have to have a talk with Grian about how they Are Not officially dating, so Grian can't go back to school and tell all his friends about his cool older boyfriend. Grian cries about it and Scar has to stay so strong in the face of tearful big brown eyes, but he manages. Grian, at almost 16, starts counting down the days until he turns 18.
And that's all I have for today! And possibly all I'll make a post of. There's still plenty more, of course, but I gotta keep some things as a mystery! Or some of it might be revealed in answering asks...
(Long post warning. Seriously. This is over 2k words. I am too much of a yapper)
Scar and Jimmy meet at school when they're 13. Not long after, Scar goes to Jimmy's house for the first time. There, he meets Grian, Jimmy's younger brother. He's about 4 years younger than them, and a total nuisance. He pesters them, always wanting to know what they're doing, if he can join in. Jimmy usually just tells him to leave them alone, and eventually he does.
The years pass and they all get a little older. Scar continues to go to Jimmy's, and Grian is always there. He gets a little more tolerable as he becomes a teenager and starts to play some video games with them.
When Scar starts his third year of high school and Grian's about the age he was when they met, he starts becoming more insistent for Scar's attention. Starts immediately pulling Scar to his room when he visits, saying there's a game he wants to play that Jimmy won't play with him.
It's with amusement that Jimmy waves him off, and he ends up spending the visit with Grian. He sticks close to his side, head on his shoulder as he's pressed up to his side, and Scar decides that maybe Grian isn't so bad.
It's two years later that things start getting worse.
Scar starts his first year of college. He's excited for the new opportunities, to be studying something he actually wants to study, and - well...
Lately, he's been having what he can only describe as intrusive thoughts. They pop up at inconvenient times and leave him feeling awful, especially the next time he sees the person they're directed toward.
Whenever he sees Grian, he can't always look him in the eye. Especially as he starts thinking about how cute he is, and in not just a kiddish way. It's clear how obsessed with Scar the kid is, too, always excited to see him and pouting heavily whenever Scar mentions that he's going to college.
The two have exchanged phone numbers, so Grian texts Scar relentlessly, even at times when he knows the kid is in class. But he indulges him and texts back, even when he should be paying attention to his own classes.
Still, he tries not to let his thoughts stray too far. To not let himself think about how trusting Grian is of him, and if he were a worse person, he could probably get away with -
He always stops his train of thought there, refusing to even think about it for a second.
So instead, he starts seeking out other people. Someone to spend the night with, or even just a passon-filled moment before leaving.
He hooks up with many people, maybe has one relationship that lasts a month or so. All the while, he's determined Not to think about his best friend's kid brother and how he likes to lean against his shoulder when they play Mario Kart together.
But at some point, he realizes that everyone he's hooked up with reminds him of Grian. Whether it's the way they look or the way they act, it all reminds him of the very kid he's trying to stop thinking about so much.
So he decides he's not gonna hook up with anyone for a bit. He can take care of himself with his own hands, surely. So he jerks off, but his thoughts always stray to Grian. He ends up imagining what he'd look like under him, the sounds he'd make as Scar's fucking him, the way he'd look up at him with those big eyes of his...
He ends up coming before he can force the thoughts away.
He feels soooo guilty, but decides that surely it's okay so long as nobody finds out about it. So he lets himself indulge a little in the privacy of his own company.
Come Christmas break, he's decided it doesn't matter what feelings he has so long as he doesn't act on them. He still tries to avoid Grian at first, though he struggles to come up with an excuse of why to Jimmy. Eventually he decides he's being silly and goes over. He gives himself permission to enjoy being around Grian so long as he's not actively fantasizing.
Scar had worked out a lot over the semester, so when he returns, he's gotten significantly more stronger and buff. Grian is sooooo shy suddenly, but they end up breaking the ice and hanging out like normal.
Grian is a bit clingier than he was before Scar had left, but he chalks that up to the kid having missed him. Admittedly, he'd missed him too, though he'd never admit it to anyone else.
Occasionally, one of Grian's hands will stray a little. He seems to like touching his chest, or sometimes even his inner thighs to get his attention to ask him a question while they're gaming. Scar just subtly repositions himself when that happens and doesn't bring it up, and similarly Grian never says anything about it.
Since he started working out, not all of his old hoodies fit him anymore, so he ends up giving one of them to Grian. Grian is absolutely thrilled, and Scar tries not to let it get to his head how good the kid looks wearing his clothes.
When he returns to college, he goes back to hooking up with others to get his mind off of Grian with limited success.
That summer after he returns from his first year is when things start to really ramp up. He'd been aware that Grian clearly has a crush on him, but he'd hoped the kid would grow out of it, realize he's not interested. Or at least, that he pretends not to be.
And maybe it's that which makes the kid keep trying. As if he knows it's performative. As if he can sense the way Scar's gaze or his hands linger a little longer than he knows he should let them.
Jimmy and Grian's parents take them to a pool and Scar ends up tagging along. He and Jimmy had gone to separate colleges, so he's glad to spend some time with his best friend. It's…just a little bonus that Grian is there also. And that he's shirtless.
Grian tries to talk Scar into giving him swimming lessons, pretending that he can't swim all that well so he clings to Scar. He ends up touching Scar's crotch a few times during this, sometimes with his knee, sometimes with his hand. Scar just tries to ignore it, to help Grian reposition, and wills himself not to get hard now.
Even out of the pool, Grian is practically glued to Scar's side. He tries to sit on Scar's lap, and Scar keeps glancing worriedly at Jimmy, wondering if he knows anything about Scar's thoughts. If he can tell.
He whispers to Grian that his brother might see, which just makes the kid more smug at an acknowledgment that there's something there.
A week or two later and Scar is hanging out with him in his room after Grian had dragged him in to get him to help with a game.
It's not long though before he turns to Scar and begs for him to help him practice kissing. He doesn't want anyone to make fun of him because he doesn't know how to! Surely Scar can help him, right?
He tries soooo hard to resist, but he's gotten so weak. Constantly fantasizing about Grian, who's only gotten more and more touchy, and admittedly he really wants to…
He gives in. He kisses him and tries not to think too hard about how that was surely his first kiss. He's 15, but from the way he begged for Scar to teach him…he doesn't have anyone else to do this with. He may not want to do this with anyone else.
The kisses start out chaste, and he tries to turn this into a lesson and give some pointers and leave it at that. But Grian's so insistent and says he'll only get better with practice, and Scar is so weak for this boy with his big pleading brown eyes.
The more they do it, most times that Scar visits, the more heated they get until they're full on making out. Grian will sit in his lap, tongue fully in Scar's mouth, and Scar eagerly reciprocates. He doesn't let things escalate further than that, though, much as he can tell Grian really wants to.
In early June, Scar gets a text from Grian. It's a selfie of him, one that makes Scar's mouth go dry. He's clearly dressed up, and in far more revealing clothes than he would normally wear.
With it is the text that says he's going out to a party, but Scar can come with if he likes, complete with a winking emoji.
Scar swallows. He hadn't planned on going out tonight, but there's no way he's letting Grian go to a party by himself. Who knows what he'd get up to? And with an outfit like that, nobody would know the kid's only 15.
He allows himself a glance at it again before he replies.
He tries to dress himself up a little too and heads over to Grian's. He asks if Jimmy knows he's going out, and Grian happily tells him that no, he's sleeping. Scar frowns, but doesn't say anything as they head to the party.
As soon as they get there, Grian is happily bounding in and flirting with anyone who talks to him, flaunting his outfit. Scar watches him, hands clenched at his sides, glaring at anyone who dares to talk to the kid.
Upon noticing he doesn't have one, people try to hand Grian a drink and Scar snatches it away so fast with a terse "he's not drinking." He's told to let him live a little, and it takes everything within him to not snap out that he's 15. He doesn't drink either, wanting to keep his wits about him so he can keep an eye on Grian.
But then someone strikes up a conversation with Scar at one point and his gaze strays from Grian for just a second. In that moment, Grian goes to the kitchen and gets himself a drink that he immediately downs.
Once Scar realizes he's gone he panics and wildly looks around. His heart drops to his stomach as the person he was talking to points to the kitchen and he looks in to see Grian already pouring his second drink and starting to down that.
He rushes over and takes away the nearly empty cup. He's soooo pissed and Grian is just smiling smugly at him, proud of himself. The drink hasn't fully hit yet, but Scar knows it will soon.
He wants to drag Grian home then and there but he's worried about Grian being visibly drunk when they get back so he gets him some water to try and prevent him from being too drunk.
Scar makes sure to keep a closer eye on him, even as he goes back to flirting with others and being flirted with in turn. People think he's hot, and he gets plenty of compliments on his outfit that only piss off Scar further.
He hates that they're right, that he can see it. Grian does look hot, and also much older than he really is.
One person wraps a hand around his waist, grinning at Grian who smiles back, the stranger's hand wandering a little, and Scar sees red. He moves Grian away from them, glaring, and they hold their hands up in a placating gesture. Scar starts to take them outside of the house, deciding they are going home Right Now.
He makes it to the outside before Grian pulls him closer until he can pin him to the wall. Scar stares wide-eyed down at Grian as he grins up at him, hands wandering over his chest then up to loop around his neck.
"Don't want anyone else touching me, hm?" His hands play with the little hairs at the back of Scar's neck. His gaze drips down to his lips in a look that Scar has come to recognize. He knows Grian is gonna kiss him, so he's quick to push him away before that can happen. There are far too many people around them and Grian is drunk.
He pouts at Scar but Scar does his best to ignore him and takes him home.
Getting him inside silently is a useless affair. He ends up having to get him in a fireman carry (too nervous about holding him in any other way) as he brings him inside. Grian's kicking his feet and singing some song, even though Scar had told him to be quiet.
He makes eye contact with Jimmy in the hallway, who has an unreadable expression on his face.
Scar tells him that he doesn't know how he got into the drinks - he took his eyes off of him for two seconds. But he can tell from the way his face doesn't change that Jimmy isn't really sure whether or not to believe him.
He'd figured Jimmy knew there was Something between them. If he'd sensed that Grian and Scar had become just a little too close. Scar was glad he had never said anything, but now with his friend's gaze on him, he suddenly wishes maybe he had. Maybe if he'd said something before, things wouldn't have gotten as bad.
He's hit with a lot of guilt from the look Jimmy gives him. He knows nothing happened between him and Grian at the party. He didn't let it. But then, things have happened in the past, and Jimmy's surely picked up on it.
He comes over and helps get Grian into bed. Scar tries to leave, but Grian tries to cling to him, upset at him leaving. He tries to tell Grian he needs to go, but Grian whines that he'd promised he'd stay. Scar is caught between wanting to reassure Grian and also the increasingly suspicious vibes radiating off of Jimmy. He's also sooo worried that he's gonna try to kiss him in front of his brother.
Eventually, Grian falls asleep and Scar prepares to leave. He hesitates at the door, looking at the both of them. Grian is sleeping so peacefully, turned onto his side, and Jimmy is watching him with the expression of someone who doesn't know what to think about his best friend coming home with his drunk 15 year old brother.
Scar is quick to leave.
...And I'm ending it there because as I said, this is already 2k words. Wow. There's a lot more to come though. I'll get started on the next post of this AU and post it in a few days or so. Feel free to send asks about what we've got so far though! :3
