#d7ath random

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finding out i wrote a rant about will solace at 1am months ago and its just in my drafts unfinished..

should i release it as is or finish my thoughts because i was onto something in that draft

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when you remember something really embarrasing because of a scene in a fanfic and you cant read the rest of it anymore.

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Making stories in my head rather than writing on ao3 because life is already too hard without that curse getting me

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me being forced into light mode because whenever sometimes black appears on my already glitching laptop it FULLY glitches the screen is something.

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oh my gods i'm gonna be a senior in like half a year!! cant believe i made up to this point, annoyed about getting proven wrong and happy i proved myself wrong!!

geniunely i never imagined reaching this point this is actually crazy

being a senior seems terrifying

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having to listen to a family friend somehow turn not speaking in your mother tongue into Israel and trump propaganda and back, while listening to a musical about a mom going crazy while her dead son sings that he's alive is an experience.

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the big question is Lucy Gray Baird a silver girl or gold?

its been on my mind ever since i wanted to make a bracelet off her, infact would she even wear either of them?

i've finally started watching the hunger games movies (in order hopefully) and i still need to read the books but STILL NONE THE LESS. i need to figure this out.

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when you've been using AO3 for 4 or so years but you only made an account last year