#dabarkadz

[charmainedizon-blog]

Hahaha! Almost done... Parang ang laki ng bag ko! Anyway, puro hangin lang naman. XD LOL! >_< #retreat #calaruega #da4a #dabarkadz

[ymajaeart]

I laughed at that..

It's not about my post, nor about the page I was asking the group to like. IT'S THE FUCKING SHIT COOPERATION. I know how hard it is to organize that outing. I know the feeling of having everything laid out and what do we get when we return home "Wala akong pera?" "Di ako papayagan."

When few of us are trying to make their wishes come true what do we get? "BOOOOO DEMANDING MUCH" "SI GINO NA NAMAN NAGPAPLANO", walang comment. SO THAT'S IT?

THEY ASKED FOR AN OUTING, FOR A REUNION, and what do we get in return, passiveness, nonsense comments, violent reaction knowing who was organizing it.

So this is me, the ugly bitch who does nothing but get hot tempered and throw it to people. F*CK.

Me? You really think I could throw away friendship just like in a snap?

FYI, I don't do that. And there's only one person who I seriously ended my friendship with and she's not belong to this group.

I cherish friendship the most, and I cherish the TRUST the most.

And I didn't block you guys on fb, I DEACTIVATED IT.

And I don't need you guys to always like my post, nor to say those mushy words, nor to call me ate.

There's only a few people I trust in this group more than just friends.

AND I DON'T THROW FRIENDSHIP AWAY! UNLESS YOU DID SOMETHING NASTY.

So this is me, I was afraid you guys will despise this true me. And to think this is only on the net and text message and not in real person, because in for real, I can slap a face real hard once I don't like what your mouth is blabbering.

Happy?

[ymajaeart]

I WANT an OPEN FORUM

Para kasing may hindi tama. Nagkakaroon na ng mga misunderstanding dahil lang sa isang taong mali naman ang pagkakaintindi ng mga sinasabi kaya mali din ang naipapadala nya sa iba.

Hindi ba nya alam na nakakasira sya ng pangalan?

Gustong gusto ko tuloy malaman kung may galit ba sya, selos o insecurities sakin. Parang sumosobra na ata.

Masyado nya ata akong minamaliit.

All I want is to clear my name.

Kung meron sana kayong gusto malaman, sana yung taong mismomg involve ang tanungin nyo, hindi kung kanikanino. Pano naman nila masasabi yung side nung involve eh hindi naman sila yun.

Please lang... tayo tayo na lang ang natirang matibay sa grupong ito, dahil lang ba sa hindi pagkakaintindi, sabihin na natin hindi kayo galit, pero dahil dun nasisira ang tiwala?

Please lang, kung pwede lang... mag-usap tayo ng harapan. Ayokong nalalaman ko pa sa iba na nasisira na pala tiwala nyo sakin dahil lang sa maling impormasyon na binibigay.

Kilala nyo ko, hindi ko kinakalat ang mga sikreto nyo. Kung sasabihin ko man yunsa iba, sinisigurado ko sa inyo, tagong tago yun. HINDI YUN LUMALABAS. Kasi pag-alam kong hindi katiwa-tiwala ang isang tao, kung masabi ko man yung totoo, kaya ko sya iliko na parang kasinungalingan at kalokohan lang yun.

Please lang talaga...

[ymajaeart]

A friend, or just someone you know?

I never fail to feel and see that this friend just choose me as a second option. I knew her first before the whole group. And by the time I have been in the same circle of friends with her, I felt her insecurity, her jealousy.

I didn't really noticed it at first, when she kept on making me envy her and I was like "Ah... okay." and people kept on helping me out with everything she's saying to me that kind of, made her stop.

I got busy months after that and didn't got the time to get close to her. But then, this love problem came. The time I was already moving on, almost everyone knew about it; she had known about it from me. She gave me advices, I listened. I thought we were already okay. No more insecurities, no more jealousy.

This term, I felt it again; this term, I got close to new people in the circle. And here she was, getting close to me as well. She told me she's true to me, that she wasn't plastic (faking). But every time we're hanging out together with the others, she kept on taking me out of the circle, she ignores me, making me feel that "You don't belong here." taking me out of the conversation that was meant for all of us, and when people starts ignoring her: here she comes, asking me to accompany her, to talk to her, to listen to her.

Was it jealousy? Was it insecurities? Or she doesn't like me? 

I'm not the only one who can see this. Almost everyone does. She's kind and funny, I know and I love it. But what's with her treatment?

[kokonatman-blog]

Halaman laban sa Patay (my friends from Mapua)