Zelo - Never Going to Change
This is for Anon! Thank you for waiting this long for this scenario! I hope that you enjoy it! I loved writing this story since there was so much to it haha I think this came out to about 12 pages haha (sorry not sorry). Happy reading!
Request: Could you do a Zelo from B.A.P where he finds out your pregnant but you didn't want him to know because you weren't sure on how he would react? Although, after he finds out he doesn't tell you and just waits a few months. Then after those few months where your stomach was obvious he then tells you he wants to keep and take care of the baby? Hope this makes sense, by the way I love your blog!
Sunlight cast through the sheer curtains, catching the morning breeze the fresh air brushed throughout the room, kissing the exposed skin peeking out from underneath the ivory linens jostled between the intertwined bodies underneath. Crisp air tickled your arm as another breeze swept through the room. Tucking your arm back underneath the light sheet over the top of you, your arms folded between you and your boyfriend, warming up the once exposed skin. Sleeping a little longer, you slowly pulled yourself out of your dreams. Waking up to your boyfriends arms tightly wrapped around you while his head pressed into the ivory pillow, you couldn’t help but smile as your fingertips ran across his bare chest.
Thoughts slowly invaded your dream clouded mind, your eyes moved over your boyfriend, following your eyes across his sharp jawline, around the curved shell of his ear. His visible cheekbones lead to his nose smushed against the pillow, his pink lips parted as a soft breath slipped from his parted lips. Lifting your eyes, his ebony eyelashes fanned out across his slightly rose colored cheeks. Brushing your fingers absentmindedly across his collarbones, your fingers traveled up his neck danced across his cheek before your fingers ran through his bed ridden hair. In an attempt to clear your mind, you continued to play with his hair while relaxing your forehead against his. Closing your eyes, you allowed the world to slip away for a moment as you lost yourself in the love that you had for your boyfriend.
“You know you’re just gonna put me back to sleep if you keep doing that” His morning voice softly broke the silence as your fingers twisted a small section of his hair around two or three of your fingers.
“You’re so cute when you sleep though” You whispered softly, allowing your eyes to flicker open to meet his brown orbs.
“But I would rather spend my time with my eyes open” He widened his eyes an extreme amount, earning a giggle to spill from your lips.
“What about your dreams, I know that you like to dream” Your fingers fell down from his hair, brushed across his temple before your hand lightly rested against his cheek.
“Why would I need dreams when I am sleeping when I have you right next to me?” His voice caused shivers to run up your spine as his soft touch danced across the small of your back, “You are all of the dreams that I could ever wish to have and more.”
Shaking your head, you couldn’t help but smile for a few seconds before your eyes dropped and your smile faded, “You know I am going to miss you when you are away for a few months right?”
“You’re not the only one who is going to be missing someone” Your touch slowly dropped back to press against his chest. His hand gently untangled from around you as his fingers gently slid across your cheek until he was able to tilt your head upwards slightly to press his lips against your forehead.
Wrapping your arms around him tightly, you tucked your head underneath his chin as you felt the familiar sting of tears swell in your eyes. Your breathing halted for a moment as his arms tightened around you. “You know the flight doesn’t leave til later, do you want to go have a fun day?
“What do you have in mind?” You questioned, a tightening in your chest caused from the anticipation of him leaving later today caught up with you.
“You’ll see, go get into something comfortable” His sweet smile curled on his lips as you lifted your eyes to meet with his again. Untangling his arms from around you, he carefully pushed himself upright as the pure covers bunched around his waist.
Sinking into the open space on the bed, you watched his muscles adjust underneath his skin as he pushed himself up off of the bed. His hand rubbing his eyes while his feet shuffled into the attached bathroom. Closing the door behind him, he slipped into the shower before styling his hair and dressing for the day. Opening the door just a crack, he carefully peered out from behind the door as he took a second to see you engulfed under all of the white covers stacked on top of you. A smile curled onto his lips as he closed the door behind him, gathering his belongings from your place, he began to pack for this evening’s departure.
Pulling a note out of his bag, he slowly pulled the drawers out to find the best place to put the note, for you to find it at a later date. Drawer after drawer, he combed through the contents packing what was his as he straightened what was yours. Opening one of the last draws, he saw a white stick peeking out from the back corner of the drawer. Placing the note in the drawer, his fingers moved over to the out of place object. Wrapping his fingers around the stick like object, his eyes examined it thoroughly as his eyes spotted a band name printed on the handle while two pink lines peered within a window on the object. Freezing for a moment, he turned around as his hands ran through his hair, looking up and over at the closed bathroom door as his full attention turned to you.
Returning the white stick in the drawer, he removed his letter and closed the drawer. Finding another drawer to stash his letter, he zipped up his toiletry bag and opened the bathroom door. Humming softly, he placed the smaller bag in his luggage before zipping the suitcases closed. Rolling them out to the front door, a driver was there waiting for his luggage. Thanking the driver, he helped load his luggage into the car before returning inside.
On his way back to the shared bedroom, he stashed the rest of his handwritten notes around your apartment, placing them in spots of various use so that you could find them throughout his leave. Wandering around your apartment once more, he moseyed over to the mantle where he was reminded of the couple pictures that the two of you took throughout your relationship. Making his way back to the shared bedroom, he moseyed over to your sleeping figure as his eyes softened with the newfound knowledge that you were pregnant. Rounding the bed, he eased himself down beside you. Pulling out his phone, he snapped a quick picture wanting to remember moments like these while he is away.
“Have I ever told you that you get more stunning every day that I see you?” He whispered, tucking some fallen strands of hair behind your ear.
“And you are more handsome than I ever thought I deserved” You whispered in reply, your eyes fluttering open as you just smiled up at him.
“Nope, you deserve all of this and more” He replied as he bopped your nose with his index finger. Reaching up, you wrapped your hand around his neck lightly as you pulled him down, meeting your lips with his.
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“Will this do for our adventures today?” You jumped out from behind the bedroom door in skinny jeans, a comfortable cream colored knit sweater, black boots that capped just below your knee.
“I suppose” His teasing tone sung throughout the house as he watched you as you approached, your hair flowing from being freshly combed as your light makeup was the perfect topper to your daily outfit. Holding out his hand for you, you skipped up to him and slipped your hand into his. Running out the door, the two of you were welcomed by the rays of the sun kissing your freshly washed car.
“Can I drive?” Holding out his hand, the two of you approached the car as you handed over the keys to your car. Unlocking the doors, he opened your door for you as you slid into the passenger seat, he rounded the hood of the car with a joyful trot before he opened his door and slid behind the wheel. Starting the engine the two of you headed off as you played some favorite mutual tunes, the two of you singing happily to the melodies and harmonies.
Stopping at your favorite ice cream stand, the two of you laughed as you tried to eat the melting ice cream faster than one another. Trotting down the store fronts, you showed off your style as you pointed to things you liked through the windows. The hours continued to tick by, faster than desired. Slipping back into the car as the late afternoon fell upon the two of you.
Miles dragged on as the two of you happily followed the curves of the semi desolate roads. The crisp fall air kissing the leaves falling from the trees, covering the roads as the engine happily roared between the tree lined road.
Your fingers were interlocked with his as your eyes peered through the window, seeing the coastline below, the tree lined road happily curved through the mountains. Slowing the car down, he slowly pulled off into an overlook parking lot. The emptied gravel parking lot welcomed them as he parked the car, turning off the engine, his eyes drifted over to you as he lifted up his intertwined hand with yours, twisting the joined hands slightly, he pressed his lips against the back of your hand as a smile curled on your lips as he allowed his lips to linger against your skin.
“You know that I love you, right?” He whispered once his lips pulled away from your flawless skin
:”I do and I love you more” You smiled as his words seemed to calm the thoughts on the back of your mind.
“I doubt that” He chuckled as he pulled the keys from the ignition. Opening his door, he exited happily as you pushed open your own door. Standing outside your door, he pressed a button on his phone as a slow song began to play.
“Can I have this dance, to our song?” Offering you his hand, you happily slid your hand into his as a smile curled on your lips. Spinning you around as the shadow of the two of you happily cast over the gravel below.
Following the flow of the song, he increased the complexity of the dance as the song continued to reach the climax, bringing you back into his arms as the song slowly came to a close, the dancing morphed into a sway. Your head rested on his shoulder as his hand cradled your back and held you close while his head rested on yours. Placing soft kisses against the crown of your head, the song came to a close and faded off into the sound of nature that surrounded the two of you.
As the song faded, his sway dwindled down to the two of you just standing there in each others arms. Peering across the lapping ocean against the jagged rock shore below, the light mist occasionally drifted up to where the two of you were standing. Descending in the sky, the sun slowly made its exit from the day. Vibrant oranges, reds and yellows painted across the sky before the navy blues and blacks slowly layered themselves over the bright colors.
“You know that I love you right?” He whispered against your hair as he tightened his arms around you, one of his hands slowly rubbing your back as he lifted his head from yours.
Raising your head from up off of his chest, you peered up at him with your eyes twinkling brighter than the stars overhead, “I do. I love you too, my Zelo.”
A sweet smile curled on his lips as one of his hands lifted up to your cheek as the backs of his fingers brushed against your soft skin. Leaning into his touch, your eyes fluttered closed as you couldn’t help but fall in love with him all over again.
“I’m never going to leave you, no matter what the future has in store for us. We are a team and we are in this together. Deal?” Zelo brought your closer to him as your fingers tangled in the fabric of his shirt as your mind slowly began to wander, knowing that the time you had left with him before he left was dwindling.
“Deal” You whispered, you nodding your head trying to convince him and you of what you were saying.
“Everything will be okay” He whispered as his fingers spread across your cheek, “You’re still the best thing that has ever happened to me and that is something that is never going to change.”
Seeing the disbelief coat over your eyes, he leaned down and gently pressed his lips on yours. Pulling yourself closer to him, you felt your knees go slightly weak as you wanted to tell him before he left. Yet, you didn’t want to cloud his mind or give him this burden to bear before he leaves for the next few months. Pushing the pressure to tell him to the back of your mind, feeling his warm, comforting and loving lips on yours allowed the world and all of your worries to ebb away. Slowly allowing your lips to dance with his.
Pulling away, the two of you had smiles on your parted lips as his forehead rested against yours.
“It will go faster than you think” Zelo whispered into the quiet night sky as the stars twinkled overhead.
“I hope your right” You whispered back as he stood up straight knowing that he had to leave.
“Don’t worry, we are stronger than this” With his words of encouragement, he laced his fingers with yours, he slowly walked with you back to the car.
Opening the door for you, he watched you slide into the passenger seat. Taking in every detail of you, he closed the door before rounding the hood of the car, opening his door and sliding behind the wheel. Glancing over at you, his eyes lingered on your dropped head, your rounded shoulders and your fingers playing with the promise ring hugging your thumb. Leaning over, he pulled the seatbelt over you, buckling you in, he flattened the strap across your stomach. Leaving your cheek with a kiss, he buckled himself in before starting the car. Seeing your fingers twist the ring faster around your finger, he reached over and rested his hand over your worried hands.
“Everything okay?” He whispered as the silent cab filled with his voice.
“I don’t want you to leave…” You paused, a tear rolling down your cheek, “... but I know you have to.”
“I know” His voice softened with kindness and understanding, “This is only temporary, it isn’t going to be like this forever.”
“Okay” Your whisper joined his as you nodded your head, his words sinking into your heart. Lacing your fingers with his, your two hands held his as his thumb brushed over your fingers slowly.
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Pulling under the fluorescent lights of the underground parking garage of the airport. Pulling the car right up against the curb, he parked the car as you knew that this was goodbye. Unbuckling yourself, he did the same before he held your hand tighter. Catching your attention, he lifted your conjoined hands up to his perfect lips, his eyes kept contact with yours as the lingering kiss told more than words ever could.
“I love you” You whispered, the tightening in your chest became hard to ignore.
“I love you too, so so so much” Zelo whispered taking in the moment.
After a moment or two, the two of you parted hands and stepped out of your car. Closing the doors to your car, the valet grabbed the suitcases from the trunk that he had packed in the trunk while you were getting ready for the day. Standing on the edge of the curb, the members huddled by the door as Zelo got called over. Trotting up to the group, they began to laugh and fill one another in with the travel plans as you stood on the edge of the curb. Shifting your weight from one foot to the other, you clasped your hands and began to spin the promise ring around your finger once more.
After a few minutes, Zelo glanced over his shoulder to see you standing there all alone while tears dropped on the toes of your shoes. Turning around, he carefully approached you as his arms wrapped around you and pulled you back into his chest. Feeling tears sting his eyes, he heard all of the guys grab their bags as he just held you tighter.
“I’ll come back as soon as I can.” Zelo whispered as you just nodded knowing that you couldn’t speak in this moment. “I love you so much, my beautiful girl.”
More tears began to fall as you couldn’t help but hold him closer. Tightening his arms around you for one last time he kissed the crown of your head before he placed his hands over yours and slowly pulled you away from him.
“This is just temporary” He whispered as you watched him walk away from you slowly. Turning around and then trotting to catch up with the group, restraining from balling, the restraint was now broken as you leaned back against your car and just allowed your eyes to release all of the tears that you had been keeping in for the past couple of days.
The group of guys slowly left your view as you slowly snapped back into reality with a few delayed blinks. Turning around, you rounded the hood of your car before your hand slipped around the door handle and pulled the door open. Sliding behind the wheel, you slid the key into the ignition as the engine. The engine purred as you pulled the seat belt over yourself. Shifting the car into gear, you pulled out into traffic and slowly exited the airport. Rolling your finger over the volume button, the music softly floated throughout the cab.
Leaning your arm against the top of the door interior, the cool glass pressed against your skin as you rested your head against your closed fist. Mindlessly driving down the highway, tears dripped from your eyes and carved their wet path down your cheeks.
Eventually pulling into an emptied parking space at your place, darkness began overtaking the sunlight as dusk fell upon you while you exited your car. Grabbing your purse, you lifted the strap onto your shoulder as you closed the door of your car and locked it while heading inside.
The jingling of your keys echoed into the emptied home as you pushed open the front door. Peering into the dark interior, you couldn’t help but think that just this morning the two of you were laughing between these walls and within twenty-four hours the two of you wouldn’t be in the same country. More tears slipped from your eyes as you closed the front door behind you. Placing your purse and keys on the counter top, you embraced the ghostly feeling within your home as you shuffled to your bedroom. Kicking off your shoes, you dressed down into comfy yoga pants, rifling through possible options for a shirt, you stumbled upon one of his t shirts with the sleeves cut off creating a tank top. Slipping that over your head, you allowed the fabric to fall over your torso as the cologne of Zelo washed over you.
Dropping your head, you cleaned up your scattered clothes from the days in an attempt to keep you busy in order to keep your mind off of missing him. Hours passed as you had cleaned the whole apartment. Settling down on the couch, you allowed a Netflix series to play as you laid on the couch with a blanket, that he gifted to you, tucked underneath your chin while the rest laid carefully over your body.
Pulling out your phone after a few episodes, darkness crept over every inch of your apartment. Touching your phone, light pushed away from the darkness as a picture of Zelo remained on your lock and home screen. Opening up the gallery of pictures on your phone, you couldn’t help but thumb through your favorites of him and you. Tears slowly trailed down your dried cheeks as your hand rested on your stomach.
“I should have told you before you left…” You whispered to yourself as you grasped the fabric of his shirt over your stomach. “Zelo… you’re gonna be a daddy…”
Hearing those words spill from your lips, you lips trembled as your tears cascaded down your cheeks. Tears accompanied you that night as you drifted to sleep into a lonely and empty sleep.
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The next morning came as you slowly woke up, convincing yourself to take a nice long shower, you headed into the bathroom as a note rested up against the mirror. Curiously reaching out, you pulled the enveloped note off of its resting place as your thumb brushed up underneath the flap. Tearing apart the adhesive, you lifted a tri folded paper from the envelope. Straightening out the paper between your fingers, your eyes read your name that the letter was addressed to.
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I just wanted to remind you that you are beautiful. I know that you try to impress me with your various hair styles, your palates of makeup and accessories. But I find you beautiful when I wake up to you, sleeping beauty. I find you beautiful when you take a bite of food and then laugh at one of my jokes. I find you beautiful when you are on the couch and under the weather, all curled up under a blanket and running a hot fever. I find you beautiful when your hair blows in your face from me rolling down the windows on our long drives. I find you beautiful when you are you. To me, no matter what you do, you are always beautiful
Forever yours,
Z
Tears filled your eyes as you read the cute note that he had lovingly handwritten for you. Going on with your days, the days turned into weeks and weeks into months as you discover note after note. Highlighting various aspects about you that he loved, found cute, charming or just wanted to remind you of.
The reminders were much needed as you couldn’t help but wish that he was beside you as the symptoms of pregnancy began to consume you with the months that passed.
One day, you sat on your bed, with all of the notes that you had collected scattered out around you. Your eyes scanned over the first sentence of each.
I just wanted to remind you that you are beautiful.
I let you choose the movies on our date night so that you can cuddle closer to me underneath our blanket.
Don’t forget to go out and look at the stars so you can see what I do when I peer into your eyes.
I know things are hard right now and I can’t talk much and it feels like I am more distant than ever with you but I promise that no matter where I am in the world, you are my world.
I love it when I come home and hear your music through the front door as you are dancing in the living room without a care in the world.
I love it when we can’t sleep and I twirl you around the living room, with or without music.
Having you in my arms is where I truly feel like I belong and where I call home.
Tears continued to fill your eyes until your phone chimed beside you. Opening the newly received text message, your eyes read over the message quickly before you grabbed your things and trotted out the door. Sliding behind the wheel, you pulled the seatbelt around you as you clicked it into place. Resting your hand on your baby bump, you took a deep breath as your hand lovingly rubbed your rounded stomach.
“It’s time to go meet daddy at the airport” You whispered before starting the engine and heading to the airport. Your hand rested on your stomach as you drove as thoughts raced through your mind. A kick came from within you as it hit your hand bringing you out of your thoughts, a smile curled on your lips as you shook your head at the little one knowing that he or she is more like Zelo than you had thought.
Pulling down your visor you reviewed your reflection as you saw your lightly curled hair, your large knit sweater hanging over your figure while a simple but elegant gold necklace drooped and tapped the top of your rounded stomach. Jeans outfit your legs as tan boots matched the color of your sweater.
Exiting the car, you closed the door behind you as you walked across the parking lot into the terminal. Finding the right airline and then the right returning gate, you nervously stood there as fangirls with posters welcomed the members back too. Standing towards the back of the crowd, you heard the sound of the screams get louder as the members slowly exited the tunnel. Strutting down the tunnel of fangirls, the members passed you with a smile. Greeting them warmly, you watched Zelo come out among one of the last members.
Watching his eyes search for something, or someone, your heart skipped in your chest as it pounded against your rib cage. Setting his eyes on you, he rounded the metal barrier as he held out his hand for you to take.
“Care to walk with me, gorgeous?” Zelo’s eyes twinkled as you nodded, sliding your hand into his to answer his request.
The fangirls screams ebbed away as the two of you continued to walk further away from the crowds. Your fingers intertwined with his as you glanced over at him as he covered his face with sunglasses, your eyes dropped to his black leather jacket with red leather sleeves. His black cuffs contrasted against your cream sweater as his graphic tee underneath added a pop of color while his black skinny jeans allowed the outfit to flow down to his shoes that spotlighted all of his colors within his outfit.
Your eyes sayed down as you continued to walk, your eyes resting on your baby bump as your hand wanted to go towards the bump to try and hide it. Pulling down on your long sweater, you felt Zelo squeeze your hand gently as he slowed down.
“Everything okay?” He whispered as he moved his lips against the shell of your ear. Just nodding your head, you watched as the members loaded into the van. Pulling away from you, he gave you a soft warm smile before pressing his lips against your temple lovingly. Turning away from you, he outreached his hand to tap the managers shoulder.
The manager looked over his shoulder as he nodded his head to their prearranged request, “Don’t forget your bags.”
“Thanks manager-nim” Zelo bowed as the baggers had already pulled his luggage from being packed into the back of the van. A bagger followed the two of you as the two of you waved at the van as they pulled out.
Passing by the lined rows of cars, you brushed your thumb against his fingers as your mind began to race. Knowing that you had to tell him, you wondered if he had any idea of the new that you had yet to tell him. Running your tongue across your lips lightly
Approaching the car, you unlocked the doors and popped the trunk as the bagger placed the suitcases and duffles into the trunk of the car. Zelo detached his hand from yours as he went over to help the bagger. Once everything fit snugly into the trunk, he closed the hatchback before thanking the bagger. Bowing to one another, you watched the young bagger head back to his post.
Turning your eyes back to Zelo, you caught his eyes already locked on you. Taking a moment to bask with being in your presence, he shuffled over to the passenger side door and pulled it open. Smiling at his gentleman gesture, you pressed a kiss on his cheek before you slid into your seat. Closing the door behind you, he rounded the car and slid into his seat behind the wheel. Pulling out of the airport, he laced his hand with yours as you couldn’t take your eyes off of his profile while he was occupied driving.
“You sure everything is okay?” Zelo chuckled feeling the presence of your eyes on him.
“Mhmmm” You hummed, “I am just glad to have you back” Your voice began to crack towards the end as the volume of your voice tapered off.
Lifting your intertwined hands up to his lips, the warmth of his lips pressed against the back of your hand as he continued to drive.
“You don’t know how good it was to see you” Zelo confessed as your intertwined hands descended and rested on your thigh.
“I have an idea...” You told him as you wrapped your arm around his, cuddling his arm, your head rested against his shoulder as his scent swept over you. Calming your racing heart, you took a deep breath and let it out being content.
Zelo glanced down at you as he couldn’t help but smile as he finally saw you relax slightly. Turning on some light music for the background the two of you enjoyed the company of one another on the drive back to your home.
The sun dropped in the sky as bright colors painted across the horizon as Zelo pulled into an emptied parking space at your home. Allowing his eyes to scan your body wrapped around his arm, he brushed some hair behind your ear before the backs of his fingers brushed against your cheek. The soft touch was enough to wake you from your light sleep as you looked up at him.
“Shall we go inside and do some proper cuddling?” Zelo chuckled, a bright smile curling on his lips
“Yes, please” Your sleepy voice whispered as he beamed brighter hearing your manners.
Untangling yourself from one another, the two of you exited the car as Zelo grabbed the only bag he needed for the night. With your hand in his, the two of you scaled up a few flights of stairs to the apartment door. Opening the door with ease, he pushed the door open for you to walk in first. Stepping through you heard him walk through as well, closing the front door behind him quietly. Dropping his bag on the ground, you began to turn around as his arms wrapped around you and pulled you against him.
Your eyes closed in his embrace as your arms snaked under his jacket and wrapped around his torso. Knowing that you were in the safety of your home, you allowed your walls to come down just for him. Stepping closer to him, he held you tighter as his head nuzzled into the crook of your neck. Dropping his hands down your back, his fingers spread slightly as you began to worry once more as his hands wandered down to your mid to lower back.
“Zelo…” You whispered softly as you felt your hands retracting from him to rest on his sides.
“Yes sweetheart?” He whispered back, loosening his grip on you slightly. Lifting your eyes, you peered into his brown orbs as he continued to hold you tightly. Pausing a moment, you felt the baby move inside of you and with a kick, Zelo snapped his eyes down to his abdomen where something had kicked him.
“The baby wanted to welcome you home too... “ You gave him a soft smile as his grip released on you, his hands moved to your hips as your hands rested on your baby bump.
“How has the little one been doing?” He questioned with a smile as he cautiously placed his hand on your stomach.
“W-Wait… you k-k-knew?” You questioned thinking that he would have taken it differently
The nodding of his head told all, “Before I left I was stashing my notes for you and I found your pregnancy test. I wanted to tell you but I didn’t know if you were ready to tell me or not. I wanted to respect your timing to tell me.”
“S-S-So you are okay with this?” You stammered still in shock
“Of course I am, we are a team and I couldn’t stop thinking about you or the baby when I was on tour” He whispered, lifting up one of his hands, he carefully cradled your cheek as he pressed his lips on your forehead. Emotions washed over you as you pulled yourself back into his chest, your fingers tangled in the fabric of his t shirt as relief washed over you. Holding you tightly against him, he kissed the crown of your head before whispering:
“_______, I love you and that is something that is never going to change. Now, we just have a little one to love too.”
