she receives a call from tasmim , a few words being enough to have relief wash over her. she was told that he’s alive. it didn’t even take alejandra five minutes to rush out of her home , heading to the hospital - she’s almost running - as she finds herself worrying about his state - wonders what in the world they did to him. the few days he’d been missing , had been like hell -tasmim had been a first hand witness of that fact , same with honey and mason. it had been a nightmare , one she feared would never end - or if it did , in the most horrendous of ways. yeet he’s alive , and she needs to see him , needs to see so for herself. heels click against the floor , she walks - rushes up the stairs , her heart pounding withing her chest as she walked through the white corridor , attempting to find the room number she was given. - she walks inside , and slows down , her gaze falling upon his frame. and she’s trying her best not to break right there , mouth dry - heart hammering against her rib cage - heart breaking right there - she finds herself trying her very best , attempting her best at keeping it together but . . . truth is , alejandra wasn’t able to , as she feels a tear trickling down her cheek , steps slow , hand reaching out - she hesitates , as they ghost over his short curls - and it’s brief , doesn’t want to hurt him - so she rests her hand upon the mattress , her mocha hues scanning the male’s frame. broken , hurt - however had done this to him , they deserved to pay - it made her blood boil , made her want to s c r e a m , seek vengeance - “ ¿¿ porque te ha tenido que pasar esto a ti ?? ” her voice is barely a whisper , and she’s lost it - finds herself crying , tears streaming down the femme’s cheeks - she’d never been one to show any kind of emotion , - it was hard to b r e a k her , but she worried - god she really did worry about him. and it broke her - seeing anton like this , - it fucking broke her. “ no te mereces esto , iubire , cualquier otra persona - vale - pero no tú. lo siento mucho. ”