anytime you need a friend by mariah carey ( for @myvngok )
❝ when the shadows are closing in
and your spirit diminishing,
just remember you’re not alone ❞
because you loved me by celine dion ( for @arxum )
❝ you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me;
a light in the dark shining your love into my life.
you’ve been my inspiration,
through the lies, you were the truth,
my world is a better place because of you ❞
brother by NEEDTOBREATHE ft. gavin degraw ( for @svngwoo )
❝ i could never take the world alone,
i know that in my weakness, i am stronger
it’s your love that brings me home ❞
built that way by emotional oranges
❝ girl, you know i’m rock solid,
they throw shade, but it’s not my problem.
we ain’t trippin’, oh no, not now or later
middle finger to the haters that be tryna play us ❞
cater 2 u by destiny’s child ( for @ofdaeseong )
❝ when you come home late,
tap me on my shoulder, i’ll roll over
baby i heard you, i’m here to serve you.
if it’s love you need, to give it is my joy,
all i want to do is cater to you boy ❞
i turn to you by christina aguilera ( for @ofazcmi )
❝ when i lose the will to win,
i just reach for you and i can reach the sky again
i can do anything, cause your love is so amazing,
cause your love inspires me.
and when i need a friend, you’re always on my side,
giving me faith to get me through the night ❞
if you hate me by kiana lede
❝ you brush it off, that ain’t good enough.
we gonna need way more than love if we keep this goin’
take a loss, gotta let you be
cause i care way too much about you to keep it goin’.
it’s okay if you hate me ❞
my girl by the temptations ( @imsvlin )
❝ i’ve got so much honey, the bees envy me
i’ve got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees,
well, i guess you’d say: what can make me feel this way ?
my girl ( my girl, my girl ) ❞
oath by cher lloyd ft. becky g ( @malihq )
❝ wherever you go, just always remember
that you got a home for now and forever
and if you get low, just call me whenever,
this is my oath to you ❞
pony by ginuwine
❝ sitting here flossing,
peepin’ your steelo
just once if i had the chance,
the things i would do to you ❞
she’s in the rain by the rose
❝ you wanna hurt yourself, i’ll stay with you
you wanna make yourself go through the pain,
it’s better to be held than holding on ❞
sometimes by britney spears
❝ there’s things about me you just have to know:
sometimes i run,
sometimes i hide,
sometimes i’m scared of you,
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night ❞
start of something new by high school musical ( for @jaesungkg )
❝ now who’d have ever thought that
we’d both be here tonight
and the world looks so much brighter
with you by my side ❞
when i saw you by bumkey
❝ i’ll bury you in my fading memories,
i’ll live just with those memories.
your eyes, your face
if i can forget all of it,
will i be able to go back ? ❞
I’m not too gone to be
healed, am I ?
I’m not
too gone
am i ?
tw: mention of alcohol, death & murder.
GENERAL INFO
full name: park haneul
nicknames: hani, han, oney
gender & pronouns: cis-female, she/her
sexual & romantic orientation: heterosexual and heteroromantic
age & dob: 22, 1996/07/15
birthplace: daegu
parent & siblings: park jongin (father), kang gahyeon (mother) & park hanjun, (older brother, deceased)
pets: dal (mixed samoyed dog) & bam (stray cat)
astrological sign: cancer
dominant hand: left
handwriting style: a bit unreadable, almost kind of cursive, not terrible.
languages known: native korean, medium english & basic japanese.
religion: agnostic atheist
current living arrangements: her brother’s apartment. it has one room, one bathroom, a small kitchen, a nice living room and a small balcony; it still looks almost the same way he left it. not on the best area but could be worse. certainty an improvement from her old shared apartment.
occupation: dancer, occasional bartender, influencer
PHYSICAL
picture reference: click
blood type: O
nationality: korean
skin tone: light
birthmarks & scars: a very distinguishing beauty spot on her nose, probably some small scars here and there.
height: 1.66 m
build: slender, athletic, kind of petite.
hair color: naturally medium brown, sometimes tinted black or light brown.
hair length: usually long.
eye color: dark brown, sometimes wears colored lenses.
diet: very diverse, sometimes a bit meat-heavy, she really enjoys food and actually doesn’t restrict her eating that much.
exercise & level of fitness: compensates her lack of a strict diet with exercise. visits regularly the gym and, of course, as a dancer, goes to long practice routines that could count as a full work out.
how’s their posture?: quite a good posture due to her dancing background, mostly straight and proper but not stuck up, a bit relaxed. may slouch veeery occasionally.
typical style of dress: red and black are her go-to colors. there’s almost always some leather, her jacket, or her skirt, or her shoes. sexy with a bit of glam. tends to show a bit of skin but not too much actually. skinny jeans and a crop-top, a high waist skirt with a silk blouse. and, although not dress-related, really enjoys glittery eye make-up and red lips.
body modifications: multiple ear piercings (one on the left lobe and two left helixes, three on the right lobe and one right helix) and some small tattoos (yet to be described).
MANNERISMS
how does your muse walk?: like the dancer she is, there’s a natural cadence in the way she moves and a lot of confidence.
how does your muse talk?: kind of smooth and mellowly but not overtly sweet, controlled one could say. the speed varies with her emotions or intentions a lot. it can become harsh and cutting very easily though.
hat accent does your muse talk with?: usually in the typical daegu satoori with lots of slang very much associated to the peripheral poor neighborhoods, basically you can tell where she’s from in one or two sentences. but she can switch to a more neutral tone since she sometimes works directly with the public.
how would you describe the tone of their voice? are they loud or quiet?: it’s actually kinda deep for a girl, at least definitely not high pitched. not loud but neither quiet, she basically can get herself listen.
what does their laugh sound like?: she actually has a silent laughter, almost no sound coming out of her mouth, but if she’s laughing very very heavily then she can be quite loud.
how does your muse typically smell?: there’s almost no occasion she won’t use at least a bit of perfume before going out, but she doesn’t go for strong ones and prefers light refreshing scents.
what kind of air do they carry?: like she already owns your soul.
do they have any catchphrases?: probably some curses.
what are their nervous ticks?: movement, that being her fingers tapping the table or playing with her hair, pacing, swinging her feet. basically it’s difficult for her to get completely still.
PSYCHOLOGY
what makes your muse happiest?: doing what she loves, enjoying herself with engaging people, being with her brother, spending time with @myvngok, exercising, causing mayhem in the streets.
what upsets them the most?: judgmental people mostly, feeling caged, being out of control, people badmouthing those she cares about.
does your muse have any quirks?: she flirts as she speaks.
what are their hobbies? how frequent do they do them?: dancing, clubbing/partying, going out with people, drinking, cooking (not the best cook but she has fun), watching horror or crappy comedic movies. she does them when she pleases.
do they have any guilty pleasures?: perhaps kpop, she’s very into it, even obscure survival & variety shows. but she doesn’t consider it an actually guilty pleasure.
is your muse an extrovert or an introvert? neither?: socially extroverted, emotionally introverted.
do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence?: at first instance, she has very high confidence but more than anything it’s an attitude. she tells herself she’s great and is sure of everything hoping it’d come true.
are they easily stressed and how do they normally respond to it?: usually not, she’s very laid-back and chill for most of the time. but certain very specific situations, when they get out of her control, can stress her very much and completely freak her out. she doesn’t externalize that panic, though, instead goes deep into her thoughts, where for sure everything will mess her up even more and produce a big emotional outburst.
what is your muses worst fear?: loneliness & lack of love.
what is your muses biggest dream?: safety, she want’s to feel safe and loved and cherished and at ease with herself and the world.
is your muse a morning person or a night dragon?: for sure a night dragon, almost the majority of her daily activities occur at night or late in the day.
how intelligent is your muse? do they acknowledge it?: average? she’s not the brightest bulb out there but for sure she’s neither stupid. she doesn’t have the greatest academic knowledge but is well versed in practical stuff and street-wits.
describe their sense of humor: ironic, witty, deadpan snarker.
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES
are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships?: yes to the first, no to the second.
what is their experience with relationships?: complicated, troubled, turbulent.
how does your muse view the idea of friends with benefits? have they ever had one?: amazing concept, and yes she has had more than one.
how important is sex to your muse?: very important.
what are their biggest turn on and turn offs?: that would require a whole questionnaire itself. let’s just say there are plenty things she’ll go with and that she’s quite experimental, but if we had to point some, that be: praising, dirty-talk & teasing. she also has some deal-breakers, for example, she’s not into daddy-kinks or derogatory language.
does your muse find it easy to make friends?: it’s easy for her to make friends since she has a very entrancing personality, but usually “friends” are simply people she enjoys spending some time together and that’s all. close friends, those she confides with, are more difficult to make.
how important is friendship to them?: good/close friends are very important but she may not show it that much.
quantity or quality of friends?: quality for sure.
how important is family?: more important that what it may seem at first sight. hanjun was literally the most important person in her life. and she does care a lot about her mother, even though she gets on her nerves constantly and usually doesn’t shows it.
are they close to their family?: see above for her relationship with her brother and her mother, hanjun was the closest person in haneul’s life up until his death. as for her father, he left them when she was six and there’s been no contact between them. she has little memory of the man besides him cursing at her mother.
FAVORITES
activity: sex dancing.
animal: cat.
beverage: alcohol, coffee.
color: red & black.
designer: @arxum ? she’s really not much into designer clothes since she can’t barely afford them.
food: pork meat.
flower: rose.
gem: red quartz, black opal & bloodstone.
holiday: doesn’t care, just give her free days.
mode of transportation: her motorcycle, there’s also her brother’s car but she never uses it.
quote: keep going forward.
scenery: the city at night, silent, with its lights vibrating, far away echoes of music and a clear sky.
scent: coffee, fire, wood, cleanness & vanille.
weather: stormy or cloudy.
ATTITUDES
greatest dream: get an actual real serious job as a dancer, establish herself as a person, find her path, have a family one day.
greatest fear: loneliness & failure.
most at ease when: dancing or wandering the street with nice company.
least as ease when: she’s alone with her thoughts, in a hospital or out of control of a situation.
worst possible thing that could happen: any other person she cares dying or getting very ill probably, or getting an injury that would affect her mobility drastically.
biggest achievement: being still alive and kicking and functional? i mean i guess we could discuss the functional part but, still, that’s an achievement if you consider the circumstances.
biggest regret: she tends to not have any regrets because she can’t change the past or undo what’s been done (but one of the things that haunts her the most is not having been able to do some stuff with her brother...).
most embarrassing moment: embarrassment is for babies.
biggest secret: she desperately wants to be loved and also is a bit (lot) scared about finding who killed her brother and having to face that truth.
top priorities: finding her brother’s murderer? :D
❝ my love , my love , my love , won't you stay a while ? ❞
possible tw’s below: parental death mention, illness mentions, murder for hire mentions, and uh m,,, i think that’s it rlly. just warning ok.
GENERAL INFO
full name: soo bogum ( 수 보검 ).
nickname(s): bo, sweetie pie to his mother (:
gender & pronouns: cismale, he/him.
sexual & romantic orientation: aromantic, demisexual.
age & dob: twenty-five, november 8th, 19--
birthplace/hometown: seoul, sk.
parents/siblings: only child, deceased father, living mother.
pet(s): absolutely not LOL.
astrological sign: scorpio. >:-)
dominant hand: both!
handwriting style: mostly writes in very slanted cursive. i feel like when you see things like royal documents signed or very important letters written back in the day with that vintage cursive ... that would be bogum.
language(s) known/spoken: spanish, english, korean.
religion: LOL. ok.
current living arrangements: a two-bedroom, two bath apartment complex with his older, npc mother. it is pretty spacious given they both have their own room, a kitchen, dining space, their own bathrooms, and a patio. bo has the money if you kno what i mean ... (:
occupation/major: hitman.
PHYSICAL
picture reference: uhh... this? this look rlly gives off bogum vibes so (:
blood type: type O.
nationality: korean.
skin tone/color: lighter tanned.
birthmarks & scars: heheh wouldn’t u like to kno ???
height: five-foot ten inches. 5′10″.
build: pretty average, more on the lean/athletic side though.
hair color: red.
hair length: uhm ,, look at reference photo?
eye color: brown.
diet: uhm ... bo has a pretty average diet probably. he would eat just about anything, not very picky. i think he probably has his favorites when it comes to chips and candy but he doesn’t have a special diet.
exercise & level of fitness: LOOOL. let me not make a bad joke here ):
how’s their posture ( or lack thereof )?: bogum probably has really good posture! i think standing tall with a straight back probably adds to his uh... authoritative look?
typical style of dress: ( from his stats page ) dresses a bit old school, vintage?, almost plain. likes wearing tucked in and cuffed shirts, rolled up pants, boots, baseball caps, at least three rings on one hand, gold bracelets. the following outfits aren’t specific to him but they are probably kinda similar. it’s hard to rlly find exact examples ): ( 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 )
body modifications: none, surprisingly. probably pierced ears that he never puts earrings in. that’s really it though. he would prob like a tattoos but wouldn’t do it for the sake of his career ( because tattoos are distinguishing features ).
MANNERISMS
how does your muse walk?: def with a bit of power in his step. very protective when he is with his mother. mostly, he would walk like he calculates every single step he takes.
how does your muse talk?: HAHA i just talked about this with myungok’s mun ,, he would talk very plain and probably without a lot of emotion. this would make things that are usually out of pocket probably sound kinda weird.
what accent/dialect does your muse talk with?: he is from seoul and according to google, they speak with a gyeonggi dialect there (:
how would you describe the tone of their voice? are they loud or quiet?: QUIET... shh... if you speak too loud you won’t hear bogum speaking with such monotoned you could probably fall asleep. bogum asmr when?
what does their laugh sound like?: bogum? LAUGHING? i feel like bogum chuckles. so he would have like a short, quiet laugh.
how does your muse typically smell?: either like smoke from a cigarette or like his mom’s perfume.
what kind of air do they carry?: well jinae’s mun said he would have a dark and heavy presence and honestly that rlly fits the bill.
do they have a(ny) catchphrase(s)?: time to die.
what are their nervous ticks?: um.. not sure. probably knuckle cracking and finger tapping.
PSYCHOLOGY
what makes your muse happiest?: his mommy! seeing his mom thrive and gain her confidence back, even momentarily, makes him so happy.
what upsets them the most?: ugh. listen. i talked abt this with some of y’all but the thought that if he ever got exposed or arrested ... how everyone in his life, including his mother, would just abandon him ... CRIES. was this supposed to be a general question?
does your muse have any quirks?: i think his tendency to just be way too lax in certain situations would be his infamous quirk.
what are their hobbies? how frequent do/can they do them?: bogum is definitely a simple man. he would totally like puzzles, word searches, watching the news, scrapbooking ( YES, SCRAPBOOKING ), taking walks, shopping with his mom, writing, idk, he doesn’t do anything OD or over the top. shrug.
do they have any guilty pleasures?:
is your muse an extrovert or an introvert? neither?: 10000% introverted otl.
do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence?: uhm... bogum probably has an average amount of confidence/self-esteem. he’s a realist, definitely. if he look ugly he look ugly. if he look good he look good. ‘nuff said.
are they easily stressed and how do they normally respond to it?: stressed? bogum could be in the midst of a bank robbery and be sitting there like ok, y’all done yet?
what is your muses worst fear?: his mother finding out about his job.
what is your muses biggest dream?: to either escape his job for good or to be able to heal his mother of all her injuries and illnesses. but of course, neither of those will ever happen!
is your muse a morning person or a night dragon?: a night dragon? ok. anyway he is probably both. i can see bogum getting like four hours of sleep and waking up like (: let’s fuckin go!
how intelligent is your muse? do they acknowledge it?: OH BOGUM has street smarts but definitely probably not book smarts. at least, not a great amount of book smarts. how can he be a hitman if he’s DUMM?!
describe their sense of humor: LMAO. the real question is how can someone as funny as ME play someone as BORING as bogum?
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES
are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships?: HELL NO. luuuul.
what is their experience with relationships?: to really think about it, bo probably had feelings for people here and there and most likely dated short term in high school but after he moved and began doing that he kind of lost all his effort to pursue romance.
how does your muse view the idea of friends with benefits? have they ever had one? would they ever?: another hell naw to that sis.
how important is sex to your muse?: not important at all. bogum could care less.
what are their biggest turn on and turn offs?: see above pls.
does your muse find it easy to make friends?: i say yes, only because most of his friends are through his mother.
how important is friendship to them?: veRY IMPORTANT if bogum didn’t have the friends he has today, he probably would be a lot more sad and maybe more than just a hitman ):
quantity or quality of friends?: quality!
how important is family?: VERY IMPORTANT AGAIN bogum would give his life for his mother and to have his father back.
are they close to their family? why or why not ?: YES. obviously asdfasdf everyone probably knows why. although bogum is now the one who runs the house, he still really values his mother because she ultimately has nobody but him in the end if she gets worse. his parents were always really good to him and when his father died, he knew that he and his mother had to stick together through it. he also knew that that he had to step up to provide for his mother because of her injuries and dementia. she is his life, really.
FAVORITES
activity: haha. you really wanna kno?... he likes word searches a lot.
animal: idk. probably like. idk.
beverage: mmmm some piping hot tea.
book: -
color: is red cliche to say?
designer: -
food:
flower: water lilies, pansies, lilies, peonies, idk, he would love all kinds of flowers.
gem: i googled these. if he had a favorite it would be garnet, smoked topaz, and morion.
holiday: christmas! his mother’s favorite too, probably.
mode of transportation: walking, usually.
movie: -
musical artist: oh boy, uhm,, i bet bogum likes indie kpop. like dean, suran, hyukoh, but i dont rlly know a lot to give you more details.
quote / saying: -
scenery: hm. probably night time in the living room, mom is put to bed already, he’s watching a rerun episode of a crime drama on television and thinking about how it’s so unrealistic. he’s got a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other though he puts it out halfway through because he loses interest. (:
scent: i think he’d like the smell of cleaning products, flower scents ( bc it would remind him of his mom ), and metal (: obviously.
weather: cloudy or rainy weather. anything that let’s him stay inside for the day.
vacation destination: UM. i bet bogum would like to travel out of country to places like europe.
ATTITUDES
greatest dream: to finally have a peaceful life with his mother by his side, healthy or not. he wants to stop being a hitman, really, but it’s kind of like an addiction, plus he’s good at it, and it brings in the bacon.
greatest fear: being caught and leaving his mother by herself -- it would be like the ultimate let down since he doesn’t trust anyone with her.
most at east when: pls see scenery in section above.
least as ease when: out in public by himself. he doesn’t have his mom as his cover.
worst possible thing that could happen: PLS SEE GREATEST FEAR. ajdfkjasdfskf
biggest achievement: moving to seoul safely with his mom!
biggest regret: falling back into the crime life.
most embarrassing moment: idk i feel like bogum isn’t embarrassing. he’s too ,, plain.
biggest secret: LMAO well ... i think we all know.
top priorities: keeping his mom safe, alive, healthy, and her bills paid for. also keeping himself undercover for the most part and making sure neither him or his mother are overwhelmed.
EXTRA TIDBITS
001. bogum is an unhealthy smoker but a social drinker. he never smokes around his mother though.
002. whenever bogum’s mother is around, he is on his own best behavior. he always does his best to be nice and keep up an image of her sweet son although by himself he can be different.
003. so far the only person who knows about his job is sangwoo because he sort of saw him in the act during his first hit. the two joke about it but bogum would take him out in a heartbeat if he spills.
004. i think it’s funny because i always pictured bogum as that person would give the shirt off of his back for you if you were in trouble. but he also wouldn’t hesitate to threaten to make you disappear.
005. his mom doesn’t know how he gets the money to pay for everything but bogum has her believing he “has his ways” and to “just trust him” although she asks about it every now and then.
006. though he stays inside a lot, some of the places you might see bogum outside of his apartment, are grocery stores close to his place, bars around town, museums, little cafes picking up things for his mother, dawon’s flower shop, and very occasionally places where there are a lot of drug activity.
007. here is smth: bogum is a hitman because his father was killed in a hit!
008. despite his mom questioning where he earns his money, his family has always been pretty well off but that was because of his father. so now that his father isn’t alive, it’s kind of ... fishy.
009. lmao probably your very typical scorpio minus the s*xual stuff.
010. my brain stopped working.
AESTHETICS
a card hand full of royals. empty, dark hospital hallways. dirty hands under black leather gloves. an empty, lonely wheelchair. old black and white photographs. an ashtray full of half smoked cigarettes. ripped up diary pages. rolled up fifty dollar bills. two expensive rings on each finger. responding “k” to a paragraph long text message. tri-folded letters written in the upmost calligraphy. roman numeral clocks.
TASK 001 - THE LIFE AND THE TIMES OF : 𝐿𝐸𝐸 ' 𝒮𝒰𝒩 ' 𝐻𝒴𝒰𝒩𝒲𝒪𝒪
GENERAL INFO
full name:
lee hyunwoo
nickname(s):
sun, sunny
gender & pronouns:
cismale, he/him
sexual & romantic orientation:
bisexual & biromantic
age & dob:
twenty-two, may 4th 1997
birthplace/hometown:
seattle, usa
parents/siblings:
aimee lee (mother), joseph lee (father
pet(s):
never has had a pet
astrological sign:
taurus
dominant hand:
right handed, but plays sports left handed
handwriting style:
neat and clean. all letters capitalized, small print ( ex. )
language(s) known/spoken:
english (first language), korean (completely fluent), japanese (reading & writing only)
religion:
agnostic, but very spiritual
current living arrangements:
small studio apartment in a nicer side of daegu, parents fully pay for
occupation/major:
part time barista, part time youtuber, full time film student
PHYSICAL
picture reference:
blood type:
ab
nationality:
american
skin tone/color:
pale from his lack of time outside, but still a yellow undertoned tan
birthmarks & scars:
scars on his knuckles from boxing and mma as a kid
height:
6’0”
build:
athletic and toned, but is leaning more towards a soft body (muscular but less defined)
hair color:
naturally dark brown, currently blonde
hair length:
a few inches past needing a haircut. longer on the top then the sides, the sides touch his ears
eye color:
dark amber brown
diet:
coffee and bagels are the main part of his diet, he does eat both meat and vegetables
exercise & level of fitness:
tries to work out more, but has currently fallen out of it due to school
how’s their posture ( or lack thereof )?:
stands straight, but tends to slouch when he sits
typical style of dress:
anything currently in trend, fashion isnt his main priority. he typically wears hoodies, tshirts, and sweatpants
body modifications:
helix, conch, triple lobe, tracheas, on both ears
MANNERISMS
how does your muse walk?:
slowly, but long strides, an air of relaxation and peace in his movements
how does your muse talk?:
his korean is very casual but slightly forced, english is very laid back and casual
what accent/dialect does your muse talk with?:
no specific dialect in his korean, but his english is very pacific northwest united states
how would you describe the tone of their voice? are they loud or quiet?:
depending on his level of excitement he can be either very loud or very soft
what does their laugh sound like?:
lots of breathy gasps for air, and snorts
how does your muse typically smell?:
versace dylan blue or azzaro wanted depending on which cologne he decides to wear
what kind of air do they carry?:
very comforting and calming, he prides himself on being a soothing person
do they have a(ny) catchphrase(s)?:
common vine quotes, a few are “what the fuck richard” “bb grill” “ah fuck, i can’t believe you’ve done this” and this list goes on and on
what are their nervous ticks?:
bites his nails, taps his leg/and or pen/pencil
PSYCHOLOGY
what makes your muse happiest?:
puppies, or any baby animal, he loves them to death
what upsets them the most?:
being abandoned/lied to
what are their hobbies? how frequent do/can they do them?:
he mixes music, doesn’t do it as often as he’d like but its very fun for him. he also likes to play basketball, but again doesn’t do it as often as he’d like.
do they have any guilty pleasures?:
those videos of dogs and children being reunited with their military parents, also greys anatomy, and basically any other drama.
is your muse an extrovert or an introvert? neither?:
ambivert, he has tendencies of both
do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence?:
pretty decent self esteem, he knows hes attractive, but he doubts his personality
are they easily stressed and how do they normally respond to it?:
not very easily stressed, if hes ever stressed he resorts to marijuana and alcohol
what is your muses worst fear?:
being abandoned, stems from childhood trauma
what is your muses biggest dream?:
to make it big in the film industry, whether as an editor, producer, or score/soundtrack designer
is your muse a morning person or a night dragon?:
night dragon all the way, he’s never fully awake till after noon
how intelligent is your muse? do they acknowledge it?:
rather common intelligence in stuff like maths and science, but smarter in english, music, and history. he doesn’t really brag about his knowledge
describe their sense of humor:
very dry, shows like the office and parks and rec, darker humor like shameless, and he is very vine oriented
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES
are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships?:
no romantic, but he has ideals and people he would date, he’s very sexually fluid and will have sex with just about anyone
what is their experience with relationships?:
several bad relationships in his younger years, is afraid to commit although he likes the idea of being committed
how does your muse view the idea of friends with benefits? have they ever had one? would they ever?:
an easy way to release stress, likes being able to have a person with chemistry he can rely on
how important is sex to your muse?:
mildly important, he has to appease himself just about every night, but he could go a month without sex
what are their biggest turn on and turn offs?:
turn ons for him are very physical, for girls he likes smaller petite bodies, red or blonde hair, but for men he likes usually taller than him and muscular, facial hair and slight amounts of body hair. his turn offs are fairly easy, unhygienic, rude, and over cocky-ness
does your muse find it easy to make friends?:
yes ! he loves having friends, even if he doesn’t actually have things in common
how important is friendship to them?:
having friends is the only way he’s able to stay sane
quantity or quality of friends?:
he prefers quality, but he doesn’t mind quantity
how important is family?:
low on the list of things important to him
are they close to their family? why or why not ?:
not close to his parents, but on good terms, they had a slight falling out after his family kicked his nanny out at fifteen.
FAVORITES
activity:
producing music & films
animal:
dog
beverage:
tequila, or dr pepper
book:
impulse by ellen hopkins
color:
navy
designer:
armani
food:
hamburger all the way, simple
flower:
tiger lily’s
gem:
opal
holiday:
halloween
mode of transportation:
flying, but usually on bike
movie:
labyrinth
musical artist:
tobi lou, logic, denzel curry, to list a few
quote / saying:
“when life gives you lemons, throw them back”
scenery:
wooded mountains
scent:
the smell of pumpkin and cinnamon
weather:
overcast, but slightly warm
vacation destination:
hawaii
ATTITUDES
greatest dream:
to be famous
greatest fear:
being abandoned
most at ease when:
listening to his favorite records
least as ease when:
having to talk about his past
worst possible thing that could happen:
his parents completely drop him
biggest achievement:
100,000 subscribers on youtube
biggest regret:
not telling his first boyfriend he loved him
most embarrassing moment:
accidentally insinuating a fourteen year old was drinking hard liquor to a partners parent
biggest secret:
his partying tendencies to his parents, also his sexuality to them
top priorities:
keeping him and his friends happy
full name: im daeseong
nickname(s): dae, ‘d.i’, english name: damian
gender & pronouns: cismale, he/him
sexual & romantic orientation: bisexual, biromantic
age & dob: 25, 14th of july, 93.
birthplace/hometown: daegu, yeongnam, south korea
parents/siblings: im taehyung (father) jung seonyoung (mother) im daeun (younger sister)
pet(s): n/a
astrological sign: cancer
dominant hand: ambidextrous, prefers to use his left
handwriting style: tbh his handwriting is pretty bad lol if he wants to make it readable, he has to rlly take his time with it. him writing in english is far easier to read.
language(s) known/spoken: korean, english, spanish (all fluently), bits and pieces of french and japanese
religion: catholic
current living arrangements: lives alone in an apartment
occupation/major: works as a personal trainer
PHYSICAL
picture reference: (x)
blood type: b
nationality: korean
skin tone/color: he’s definitely darker than most koreans, so a mixture between light and medium !!
birthmarks & scars: still has a scar on his stomach from when he got excess skin removed when he lost all his weight when he was 18 – its not very noticeable unless you’re truly searching for it. he has a few more scars left from childhood and the likes of having chicken pox as a kid. also has a cut in his eyebrow from a fight a few years ago. his birthmark can be found on his right thigh.
height: 6′2′
build: fit, athletic, mesomorph
hair color: currently black
hair length: buzzcut
eye color: brown
diet: eats extremely healthy throughout the week and only gives himself a cheat day once every two weeks. his major at university was sports nutrition, so it’s something that he takes very seriously.
exercise & level of fitness: daeseong exercises every single day and tries to work out two times a day. he does some cardio for like twenty minutes, but his main focus is on lifting weights, so he’s ultimately focusing on powerlifting when he’s at the gym, and is lifting wAY more than other guys at the gym ajsdhfd he mostly sticks to compound weights: deadlift: 440 x 2, squat: 285 x 8, bench: 295 x 2. he’s constantly pushing himself and lifting more and more as he gets stronger… so… a strong boyyy
how’s their posture ( or lack thereof )?: he has pretty good posture considering its something he reinforces often at the gym.
typical style of dress: usually always in fitness wear because the gym is usually where he is. grey sweatpants??? his one true love – if not, he can always be found in a pair of jeans and a leather jacket
body modifications: 4 piercings in his right ear, 3 in his left. two tattoos – and in the process of getting more!!
MANNERISMS
how does your muse walk?: his posture is pretty good and hes also tall so like,, he has to walk straight otherwise he knows it’ll look super weird lmao
how does your muse talk?: his voice is pretty low tbh?? he’s pretty much more confident with english considering he’s spent longer in the states than in korea,, his voice gets even lower in korean and he prob sounds like he’s mumbling a lot bc of his low it is KSJDHSJA (x)
what does their laugh sound like?: his laugh is so much louder than his voice in general lol he either sounds like he’s wheezing or like he’s CHUCKLING most of the time,, (x) lmao just watch bm teach somin english in the WORST WAY possible
how does your muse typically smell?: he loves being covered in cologne pls he’s constantly showering bc of the gym, so he always feels the need to be covered in it
what are their nervous ticks?: avoiding eye contact, biting his nails and playing with his sleeves (!!! this is the bIG one that he prob done ever since he was younger)
PSYCHOLOGY
what makes your muse happiest?: deadass being told he looks good KSJDFHDJ
what upsets them the most?: if anyone upsets his little sister or his friends???? YALL BETTER WATCH OUT
does your muse have any quirks?: he loves scented candles and has them everywhere in his apartment
what are their hobbies? how frequent do/can they do them?: probably exercising, and he’s obsessed as i said before !!
do they have any guilty pleasures?: he loves showering with cold water in the mornings,, mostly to wake him up or to sort out any issues JSJDHSJ
is your muse an extrovert or an introvert? neither?: he’s definitely more of an introvert unless hes out drinking,, lmao if he’s hitting on someone??? he’s the most extroverted
do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence?: his self-esteem is a lot higher than what it used to be, but its still pretty low
what is your muses worst fear?: losing the people he loves, especially his sister and parents
what is your muses biggest dream?: he wants to eventually move back to the states and live his life out there!!
is your muse a morning person or a night dragon?: morning person for suuuure
describe their sense of humor: think of like,, kyunghoon and his dirty and flirty mind,, that’s daeseong but he’s on another level bc of the american humour, rather than the korean,, he sometimes doesnt get korean humour and doesnt find it funny
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES
are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships?: he’s currently hooking up with a few people
what is their experience with relationships?: he hasn’t had one that’s lasted long enough than what he would like tbh?? he had been seeing myung ok ( @myvngok ) before he enlisted, but for the most part, that’s rlly all the experience he’s had – he’s definitely looking for someone who he can have that relationship with bc boy wants to settle down soon tbh
how important is sex to your muse?: its honestly one of the few things that makes him super confident!! he thrives for praise and doing things right so if that’s voiced in anyway??? that makes him feel sO GOOD,, its part of the reason why he hooks up with people sm
what are their biggest turn on and turn offs?: KISS 👏🏻 HIS 👏🏻 NECK !!!!! praise, lip biting, being dominant,, but imma turn this around and do things that aren’t hella sexual – he lives for affection, gentleness, also being a good driver??? hE LOVES THAT LMAO. turns off: being too self-centered, just being boring,,, he’s also not fond of aegyo but he doesnt hate it either lmao it has to come from the right person tbh
does your muse find it easy to make friends?: he finds it pretty hard honestly, which is why he tends to keep to himself
how important is friendship to them?: his friends are something that he holds close bc he doesnt always get to see his family,, they’re his second family, and people who love him sO hes happy
quantity or quality of friends?: he wishes that he could say quantity but nah,, so quality !!
how important is family?: the most important thing to him because he’s extremely close to them
FAVORITES
activity: watching netflix
animal: giraffes,, bc he relates
beverage: water
color: black
food: salmon
mode of transportation: his motorcycle
movie: goodfellas
musical artist: anything rap tbh he’s That guy,, he’s hella into jay park tho
scent: clean linen
weather: rainy weather !!!
vacation destination: bring his ass back to LA
ATTITUDES
greatest dream: be able to take care of his parents whenever they’ll need him
greatest fear: losing the friends he’s made
most at east when: he’s finished exercising
biggest achievement: being healthier and completely changing himself
most embarrassing moment: he has at least one embarrassing moment a day lmao
biggest secret: he’s absolutely in love with jinae ( @hijinae ) and has been since he was a teenager !!!
full name: CHIURA AZAMI
nickname(s): AZA, MIMI, AMI
gender & pronouns: SHE/HER
sexual & romantic orientation: BISEXUAL & BIROMANTIC
age & dob: 22, 9TH NOVEMBER 1996
birthplace/hometown: YOKOHAMA, JAPAN
parents/siblings: CHIURA AKEMI (MOTHER) & CHIURA TATSUYA (FATHER), AZA ALSO HAS A SIMILARLY AGED BROTHER.
pet(s): TONKINESE CAT (KIMURA) (X) & SINGAPURA KITTEN (ROMI) (X)
astrological sign: SCORPIO
dominant hand: LEFT
handwriting style: neat, small & cursive (very pronounced swirls joining letters or flicking them off)
language(s) known/spoken: JAPANESE, KOREAN, ENGLISH, FRENCH
religion: AGNOSTIC
current living arrangements: OWNS HER OWN UPTOWN STUDIO APARTMENT
occupation/major: FASHION DESIGN AND FLOWER SHOP MANAGER
PHYSICAL
picture reference: (X)
blood type: AB+
nationality: japanese
skin tone/color: honeyed glow
birthmarks & scars: birthmark on her neck and one behind her ear, they’re usually a very pale beige and she has a scar located on her pelvis from being shoved into a brick wall when younger and scraping across the skin.
height: 5′4
build: petite but athletically toned allowing for surprising strength
hair color: platinum blonde currently, silvery tonage
hair length: (X), (X) her hair is currently this length and style
eye color: naturally rich chocolate brown but she’s taken to wearing jade hued contacts more recently.
diet: healthy and balanced but she isn’t overly worried over it, she quite likes her salads and all her fruits anyway and will happily choose them over sugary snacks. the only time she really binge eats is on her patisserie visits, if she has people over for breakfast (cause she goes all out she is an extra bitch) or if she’s having a movie night with friends.
exercise & level of fitness: she tends to swim and run a lot but is more prone to relaxing exercises which help the mind and body like yoga and meditation, she’s very flexible and used to do gymnastics too. but in general she gets the recommended amount of aerobic activity recommended for healthy adults.
how’s their posture ( or lack thereof )?: she usually stands very upright, with her chin in the air so her posture is really good and she often has her arms crossed if she’s being all ‘business workaholic’ aza but if she’s being more relaxed and casual she tends to slant one leg out more and jut the knee with a hand usually resting on her right hip.
typical style of dress: (x), (x), (x), (x), (x),(x)
body modifications: (x) - this tattoo can be located on aza’s index finger, (x) - this tattoo is located on aza’s back lying just above where her bra strap would sit, (x) (x) - the first image references the design of this tattoo and the second shows the location being just beneath the breast and across the ribcage, it is a tiny tattoo that she shares with ( @sunsbloom) signifying her bond with ivy and referencing the shared zodiac of scorpio between them. (x) - this tattoo can be located behind aza’s left ear. (x) (x) - both these finger tattoos can be located in the places on the images. (x) - this tattoo is dedicated to her brother and can be found on her inner thigh but it is incredibly tiny. (x), (x), (x), (x) - these ones are located in the same places as they are on the images. what can be noticed is that aza has a surprising amount of tattoo’s yes but all are tiny designs and usually incorporate floral elements because she feels such an affliction for flowers, she also prefers to use white ink or red where she can if it works stylistically. finally, she’s hoping to get these (x) with america squad ( @hijinae, @ofdaeseong) as a tribute to their friendship.
MANNERISMS
how does your muse walk?: it’s a bit of a sashay when she’s in the mindframe of getting things done with a lot of hip swinging and fast pace, its not an intentional boss bitch walk but it happens naturally when she’s in a rush. if she isn’t stressed or busy then her walk becomes more of a peaceful and slow paced saunter where she appears to admire or take in her surroundings a little more and get a little zoned out.
how does your muse talk?: aza has a delicate and gentle voice, it’s soft and comforting but it’s not quiet at all, she talks clearly and with confidence and when in a position of leadership she can project it without issue. it tends to sound like she’s drawling out words when she’s with those she is comfortable with in a somewhat unintentionally seductive way. she just has a sexy voice asfhfh what can u do.
what does their laugh sound like?: twinkly, it comes out in quiet and soft peels and is more akin to a giggle, it kind of lingers in the room long after she’s finished because her laughter is usually short when its genuine as well.
how does your muse typically smell?: she favors fruity perfumes which aren’t overpowering but strong enough to catch on the breeze when she moves her hair or embraces someone so scents like patchouli, musk, white amber, grapefruit, wild berries, caramel, praline, jasmine, freesia, peony and pomegranate are some of her favorites.
what kind of air do they carry?: somewhat regal, a don’t fuck with me vibe like she’s always sizing you up and knows your next move before even you do to strangers. to friends she’s like a strict but overly affectionate mom.
do they have a(ny) catchphrase(s)?: as the legend ariana once said ain’t you ever seen a princess be a bad bitch.
what are their nervous ticks?: she runs her hands through her hair a lot, like frequently in a matter of seconds or minutes and pushes it back a lot haphazardly, she also bites her lip or chews things more when stressed.
PSYCHOLOGY
what makes your muse happiest?: spending time with the america squad or ivy since those are her bestest friends, in the past phone calls with her brother really lifted her spirits when she was struggling but its been a while since she’s had one, going out for coffee or picnics in the summer.
what upsets them the most?: liars and hypocrites, in general but especially in family dynamics she cannot stand parents who have children and then don’t love them unconditionally as a parent is expected to. she’ll flare up if her friends have family issues and she sees their parents talking down to them automatically because she knows what that feels like and most of the time in her experience with rich upbringing the parents aren’t so perfect either.
what are their hobbies? how frequent do/can they do them?: she likes to sketch when designing her fashion and she’s pretty good at painting, likes exploring fashion or art museums and exhibits, likes finding new cafes and quiet restaurants or patisseries for hangout spots, loves spending time in botanical gardens and at the library reading. she’s a bit of an adventurer by nature she just loves to be going places but more quiet hobbies are things like baking, journalism and a bit of blogging.
do they have any guilty pleasures?: other than food not really but aza does occasionally enjoy to socially smoke if she goes out partying. she’ll also deny it to all hell and back because sorbet is healthier but she could eat five tubs of ice cream in one evening.
is your muse an extrovert or an introvert? neither?: she funnily enough is sort of both, i would say she is more extroverted now because circumstances have definitely forced her to be so if she isn’t working one of her many diverse jobs she is going out and exploring but she used to be a huge introvert. and if there is one sign of rain find her under a duvet with hot cocoa sleeping the day away and marathoning on netflix.
do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence?: she loves herself what more can i say. she doesn’t believe in vanity she thinks its important to be in love with yourself and i would say her self love comes from a place where it is well earned because she definitely struggled with low self esteem and confidence issues in the past being so silenced and controlled by her father.
are they easily stressed and how do they normally respond to it?: definitely, if you worked the way aza does you would be as well. it doesn’t help she’s prone to anxiety attacks from stress so she doesn’t respond very well. if its a minimal amount she can be alright, she tends to just walk away and take a break until her head is clear but sometimes if she is overwhelmed she’ll just break down and cry over the smallest things and shut down on herself, going quiet and unresponsive, she tends to get shaky and her breathing worsens.
what is your muses worst fear?: following in her parents footsteps and one day being a neglectful parent, she hates the idea of letting anyone down especially her own potential family.
what is your muses biggest dream?: making it as a fashion designer i suppose, she doesn’t want fame especially after seeing how it made her family act with people due to their empire and riches but she wants to live comfortably and be able to show her talents and fresh perspective off more.
is your muse a morning person or a night dragon?: definitely a night dragon but she tries to go to bed and get up at the same time when she can because its supposedly healthier to have a routine.
how intelligent is your muse? do they acknowledge it?: aza is very cultured and i would say she has a philosophical and extremely open mind. her intelligence is one of the kinds where it is more of wisdom than it is scientific and factual or academic alone. though she did incredibly well with her grades academically she’s still god awful at maths and will not engage with it.
describe their sense of humor: dry witted, sarcastic, sometimes dark, crude.
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES
are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships?: there aren’t any plotted out for aza yet (but like pls do come love her down) but knowing her anyway i’m just going to say she probably is in sexual relationships because aza is prone to having flings.
what is their experience with relationships?: OOF its not great, mostly negative since her life has became more stable in daegu she’s slowly starting to feel and receive and learn how to allow herself for healthy ones but in the past she had a lot of fucked up ones due to miscommunication and her fear of commitment primarily.
how does your muse view the idea of friends with benefits? have they ever had one? would they ever?: yes yes and yes. BUT aza is way more cautious about it because she’s very aware that usually its a one sided kind of fun where one person ends up falling harder than the other and being hurt.
how important is sex to your muse?: i want to say she isn’t that shallow and it isn’t important but... it is, i think for aza its a way to feel things and immerse herself in those emotions without having to feel vulnerable at all but at the same time that only applies to good sexual partners. if not aza thinks sex is just...average at best, its not bad and its not mindblowingly good its just kind of nice for a while and then its done.
what are their biggest turn on and turn offs?: OH LAWD, okay well turn on’s: neck biting, choking, broad physique, a lil bit of manhandling like yes slam her against the door and yes pin her down to the table and yes you can lift her and push her on the counter. turn offs: anything too weird like foot fetishes or watersports or something and doNT for the love of god pls don’t ever spank her, she will freak out, spankings are triggers for her big time.
does your muse find it easy to make friends?: yeah i mean azami is pretty agreeable, she gets along with basically everyone. its hard for her to have enemies although she may have healthy rivals and frenemies there is never truly really any bad blood between azami and others. she likes to work through the kinks in relationships and she’s stubborn so she won’t give up on people without one hell of a fight. she even tends to stay friends with her ex’s because in her eyes they should be adult and able to wish each other well in their lives and be happy for one another without tension or awkwardness.
how important is friendship to them?: considering that for aza her friends have been like her found and chosen family and her only real soulmate connection that runs truly deep in this world is ivy emotionally speaking i think friendship is the most important thing in the world to azami.
quantity or quality of friends?: 100% quality of friends
how important is family?: suprisingly although azami’s family are trash and can rot she does find them important and she always will love them and she always will wish that her dad was proud of her. also even though she hates that her brother kind of shadows her and makes bad choices bc of it and she shoulders the blame a lot of the time he is the center of her world and she would do anything for him. she hates the fact she couldn’t be there for him the way she wanted growing up and protect him as much as she’d have liked
are they close to their family? why or why not ?: hnhh i mean this one is obvious but no she isn’t close to her family. she did not fit the mold of prim and perfect princess who does as daddy says and knows her place without question even if its wrong. her mother simply shut her out as a way to cope with the fact aza wouldn’t pretend like she would. its also to do with the fact that she had aza far too young and didn’t get a chance to live her own life as she constantly made sacrifices for her and to keep the family together but aza doesn’t know so much about all of that.
FAVORITES
activity: reading
animal: cats and she likes chinchilla’s
beverage: strawberry smoothies and vanilla and honey milkshakes
book: milk and honey by rupi kaur
color: pastel pink and mustard yellow
designer: ralph laurent
food: coq au vin and churro’s
flower: wisteria
gem: garnet
holiday: valentines
mode of transportation: car or cycling
movie: burlesque
musical artist: lana del rey
quote / saying: l'avoir c'est avoir les étoiles
scenery: starry nights in flower covered fields, bright days in quiet secluded peach orchards and strawberry farms.
scent: jasmine
weather: sunny but with a light breeze
vacation destination: bali
ATTITUDES
greatest dream: fashion designer of haut couture dresses
greatest fear: letting down her family and loved ones
most at ease when: in a quiet cafe getting work done, having a movie night cuddled up with jinae,dae and the cats, shopping and spending time with ivy doing anything really, looking at art or reading poetry in the sunshine.
least as ease when: facing unwanted advances, having phone calls with her family, facing a tight deadline with a heavy workload.
worst possible thing that could happen: losing the opportunity to be a parent because she’s too afraid of messing her kids up the way she was and losing the chance to be happily married and living alone forever because she can’t open up to someone on that level of vulnerability.
biggest achievement: modelling for some lesser known brands and being included in photography shootings for freelance friends. opening up her flower shop and balancing two other jobs as well as her education. being invited to attend some fashion shows by having some designer connections
biggest secret: azami doesn’t really like to keep secrets so there isn’t anything scandalous other than the fact that at one point when she was younger she had a slight crush on dae and if anything that’s just laughable to them now so she doesn’t really give it much thought.
top priorities: work, coming up with new innovative and fresh ideas for all of her work and not only dedicating herself to her study of and love of fashion, making time for her friends no matter how busy she gets, remembering to go easy on herself and allow herself to take breaks and vacations.
❝ maybe the journey isn’t so much about becoming anything. maybe it’s about
unbecoming everything that isn’t really you, so you CAN be who you were
meant to be in the first place.
GENERAL INFO
full name: kang jinae.
nickname(s): jiji. nae. ( and jenni was her english name ).
gender & pronouns: cis-female / she & her.
sexual & romantic orientation: pansexual / panromantic.
age & dob: twenty-six. 311092.
birthplace/hometown: léon, france, tho she was only there for the first two months of her life, until the doctors gave her the all clear & her father moved them for the first time of many.
parents/siblings: kang jaejin ( father, alive, currently lives in chile and hasn’t seen his daughter since she came back to korea ). kim nari ( mother, deceased ). no siblings.
pet(s): one sphynx KITTEN named juju !!
astrological sign: sun: scorpio. moon: sagittarius. rising: virgo.
dominant hand: she writes with her right, but does literally everything else like a left handed person.
handwriting style: very neat and organized.
language(s) known/spoken: she’s currently fluent in: french, english, spanish, mandarin, japanese, korean and portuguese. she wants to learn: german and russian.
religion: wiccan.
current living arrangements: lives in a relatively high end penthouse-like apartment. ( FLOOR PLAN | MASTER BEDROOM | LIVING AREA | KITCHEN | RECORDING STUDIO )
occupation/major: retired idol / recording artist.
PHYSICAL
picture reference: HERE.
blood type: a.
nationality: korean.
skin tone/color: normally, her skin is very milky.
birthmarks & scars: she has a couple scars from childhood that came along with being a little adventurer, but nothing major. she has a strawberry shaped birthmark that’s about three or four shades darker than her skin tone that can be found the back of her left shoulder. she also has one on the outside of her right wrist.
height: ~158cm ( 5′2″ )
build: lean, slim.
hair color: normally, it’s black. right now, she has it dyed purple, tho.
hair length: just a few inches short of being all the way to her hips.
eye color: brown, naturally, but she’s known to wear a lot of colored contacts.
diet: she eats what she wants, when she wants, however much of it she wants. as an idol, she had to do a lot of dieting and she’s over it. people should be able to enjoy themselves without worrying too much; of course, they should take care of their health ( both physical & mental ), but they don’t have to be a size 00 in order to do so.
exercise & level of fitness: she does light cardio and weight lifting, along with some yoga. it’s nothing too serious because she mainly does it to keep herself feeling good and flexible. it also helps her endurance, which is a plus. she’s a runner, tho, so she does that the most and on the daily.
how’s their posture ( or lack thereof )?: when she’s working, it’s normally very proper out of habit. when she’s just relaxing, she can be known to slouch a bit.
typical style of dress: when she’s at home, sweatpants and a sports bra is what she’ll always be in. she’ll throw on a tank top if she has a guest ( depending who it is ).
her street style varies. sometimes she’ll wear a dress or skirt, sometimes it’s jeans & a tee, sometimes it’s something baggy. and she’s always seen with either a hat or face mask.
body modifications:
piercings: each lobe is pierced. she has an industrial in her right ear & three cartilage piercings in her left. she’s looking to get a venom tongue piercing, she just hasn’t decided when.
tattoos: THIS ONE on the underneath of both wrists. THIS ONE between her boobs. THIS ONE on her back. THIS ONE on her right thigh ( nsfw ). and THIS ONE on her right rib. a waning crescent on her right ring finger ( to represent @ofdaeseong‘s moon phase when he was born ), her zodiac symbol on her right pointer finger, three dots on her right middle finger, middle knuckle. a waning crescent on her left pointer finger ( to represent @ofazcmi‘s moon phase when she was born ), three dots on her left middle finger, middle knuckle, and saturn lineart on her left ring finger ( bc get it ?? marriage, left ring finger,,, saturn,,, the only planet with a ring ?? no ?? ok then. )
MANNERISMS
how does your muse walk?: normally, it’s sorta soft and airy, like the summer breeze. she’s really shy, tho, so if she’s walking alone, she’ll try to make herself as small as possible in hopes of bringing the least amount of attention to herself.
how does your muse talk?: very clear and concise with her words and pronunciation. she’s also very animated, so she talks with her hands and makes a lot of facial expressions.
what accent/dialect does your muse talk with?: thanks to her training, she primarily speaks with a seoul dialect.
how would you describe the tone of their voice? are they loud or quiet?: she’s definitely on the quiet side, but her vocal tone is sorta low. raspy at times, too, which is why she prefers to sing the r&b / soul genre. she feels it fits her vocal style much better.
what does their laugh sound like?: she doesn’t make a lot of noise when she laughs ( or does much of anything tbh ), it’s just slight wheezing depending how hard she’s laughing. if she gets to laughing too hard, tho, it’ll sound like she’s crying.
how does your muse typically smell?: roses !!! it’s a light scent if it’s during the day time and she normally mixes it with a hint of vanilla if she’s going out at night.
what kind of air do they carry?: sorta timid, maybe a little standoffish if she doesn’t smile. when she smiles, tho, it’s very warm and sweet.
do they have a(ny) catchphrase(s)?: not really ?? i mean, she says i love you a lot, but that’s about it.
what are their nervous ticks?: shakes her legs, bites her lip / cheek, crackles her knuckles, pinches herself.
PSYCHOLOGY
what makes your muse happiest?: roses. her kitten. her friends. bubble baths. night time. music, most importantly her guitars. art museums. banana milk. ice cream. deep conversations. filming / photography. cooking. gloomy days. clean bed sheets. body pillows. cuddles. warm tea. smiles. surprises. learning. losing herself in a good book. scented candles. holding hands.
what upsets them the most?: herself. impatient / rude people. forgetting things. nightmares.
does your muse have any quirks?: she has a tendency to talk to herself ? mainly bc it helps get a handle on her thoughts and everything.
what are their hobbies? how frequent do/can they do them?: making music, primarily and she does it daily. reading, which she does every night before she goes to bed; at least a chapters worth. photography, and that happens usually only when inspiration strikes. cinematography, primarily only becomes a thing when she’s making a b-roll to be used to make a lyric video or something for one of her songs. cooking, whenever she feels like doing it.
do they have any guilty pleasures?: she doesn’t do anything that she feels guilty about, so no ??
is your muse an extrovert or an introvert? neither?: she’s definitely much more introverted, unless she’s comfortable with you.
do they have high or low self-esteem? what about confidence?: she has low everything tbh
are they easily stressed and how do they normally respond to it?: normally, she just tackles the situation head on and focuses on getting it done. then, once it’s not an issue anymore, she’ll freak out.
what is your muses worst fear?: losing the people she loves.
what is your muses biggest dream?: to become a good mom, daughter, friend, and someone her people can be proud.
is your muse a morning person or a night dragon?: she’s both; just depends which one she needs to be.
how intelligent is your muse? do they acknowledge it?: she’s a lot smarter in a sense of street smarts than school smarts ( but she’s always been a straight A student ), but she definitely doesn’t acknowledge it. there’s so much for her to still learn and room for growth; she’s never going to consider herself intelligent. to her, she’s dumb, but she’s not stupid.
describe their sense of humor: it’s really easy to make her laugh considering she laughs at everything. her favorite thing, tho, is when someone mispronounces something.
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES
are they currently in any sexual or romantic relationships?: they are in neither at the moment.
what is their experience with relationships?: she’s been in one official relationship with @hwvngahri, but they’ve broken up for various reasons. however, they’re still unable to completely let go of one another.
how does your muse view the idea of friends with benefits? have they ever had one? would they ever?: she doesn’t really have a view on them. so long as both parties are single, it’s really up to them, isn’t it ? and she hasn’t had any friends with benefits nor does she think she’d ever have any, but then again, life works in mysterious ways so she’s not completely closed off to the idea.
how important is sex to your muse?: it’s not the most important thing, but it’s still really important. after all, you should be with someone who you enjoy and who enjoys you.
what are their biggest turn on and turn offs?: in her own words: “i can get behind everything except the nasty stuff that involves bodily liquids or feet.” in terms of non-sexual things, she likes honesty, kindness, loyalty, the usual stuff. and she’s primarily turned off by disrespect.
does your muse find it easy to make friends?: not,,, terribly. as i mentioned before, she’s shy. like,, really shy, so she finds opening up sort of difficult. but at the same time, she just wants to spread love and warmth to everyone, so she’s always very nice.
how important is friendship to them?: it’s Very important.
quantity or quality of friends?: quality will Always beat quantity any day of the week.
how important is family?: i mean, it’s important, but more so the family she’s chosen for herself along with her maternal grandparents. the relationship between her and her father is VERY strained.
are they close to their family? why or why not ?: they aren’t, not really. besides her maternal grandparents, as i mentioned above, who took care of her when she moved back to sk. her dad just hasn’t really been able to form much of a bond with her — jinae thinks this is bc he blames her for his wife’s death — and it’s something she’s carried with her throughout her whole life.
FAVORITES
activity: playing guitar / singing.
animal: cats !! and owls
beverage: warm tea or banana milk.
book: when breath becomes air.
color: purple !!
designer: doesn’t have one; prefers not to wear them.
food: anything with chicken. sweet stuff.
flower: roses !! lilies !!
gem: ooooh, she has a collection of these and she likes them for different reasons, but if she had to choose a favorite, she’d probably go with moonstone or opalite.
holiday: all of them, especially halloween. she just likes having an excuse to either dress up or shower the people she loves with affection.
mode of transportation: @ofdaeseong‘s bike or walking.
movie: the craft. and if you didn’t see that coming, i,,, don’t know what to tell you.
musical artist: she has Multiple, so i’ll list a few that she listens to regularly: emotional oranges, jay park, the rose, tinashe, kiana lede, kehlani, just to name a few.
quote / saying: “if it harms none, do as you will”. it’s the basis of her beliefs and pretty much dictates how she goes about everything in life.
scenery: she Loves the woods in the dead of winter. or spring sunsets.
scent: roses !! and pretty much everything floral. she also likes the smell of pine and the earth after it rains.
weather: gloomy and cold.
vacation destination: she’s been to a lot of beautiful places, but she’s never been able to experience the caribbean; which is where she’d like to go before making a final decision about her favorite vacation spot. as of right now, tho, canada is in the lead.
ATTITUDES
greatest dream: she just wants to become the best person she can be. both for herself and the people who are important to her.
greatest fear: losing the people she loves.
most at east when: when she’s with her best friends, @ofazcmi and @ofdaeseong and / or when she’s playing her guitar.
least as ease when: she’s put on the spot.
worst possible thing that could happen: she doesn’t make her mom proud or loses her friends.
biggest achievement: helping make her mom’s dream come true; even if she didn’t last as long as she would’ve liked.
biggest regret: she doesn’t have any. everything happens for a reason and nothing in the universe is coincidental.
most embarrassing moment: pretty much every day of her life tbh.
biggest secret: she’s a survivor of abuse which is why she has nothing to do with her dad anymore.
top priorities: her friends. her music. life.
EXTRA TIDBITS
001. she gives everyone a nickname, and i mean Everyone ------ usually pokemon related ------ she may not call you by said nickname, but it helps keep her from forgetting.
002. the most sentimental person you’ll ever meet; she keeps everything. you two went to see a movie 10 years ago ?? she’s still got the ticket stub. you gave her a birthday card 19 years ago ?? she’s still got it. and every gift from her usually includes something she’s made herself.
003. her camera roll is Filled with funny animal pictures. she looks at them anytime she needs a laugh.
004. her personality does a complete 180 after she’s had a few drinks. the veil is dropped, along with all of her insecurities, & she finally shows the woman she really is.
005. everything she does is very light. her touch, her steps, the way she writes, etc. she’s just very soft; so much so that sometimes it’s hard to tell if she’s actually touched you or if you just imagined it. sorta like if you have your phone in your pocket & you think you feel it vibrate, but you can’t actually tell so you have to check ? yea, like that. bc of this, it’s also rly easy for her to sneak up on you.
006. watches a lot of asmr videos ://////
007. there’s only four people in this entire world that she would actually throw fists for and that’s @ofazcmi, @ofdaeseong, @rhyominnie & her daughter.
008. she has an ear for accents, so if she listens to it a few times, she can ( usually ) mimic it perfectly. and sometimes she thinks it’s fun to use one of those accents when she takes a trip & meets someone new. it sorta gives her an opportunity to get out of her own skin for a bit, which she, strangely, finds therapeutic.
009. it took her a long time to actually enjoy her birthday / halloween. for the longest time, she always felt guilty that she was the one here instead of her mom, and that she had the ability to have fun, but over time, she slowly began to realize ( with the help of her friends ) that she was allowed to enjoy herself; that it’s what her mom would’ve wanted. now, it’s her favorite and she also uses it as a way to pay respects.
