I'm not going to put these in the mail. I wouldn't know where I'd post them to. I'm pretty sure you wouldn't read them. I'll just... keep them, and hope one day I get to give them you.
I've said I'm sorry so many times now that I'm not going to any more. I made a mistake, and I am going to regret it for a very long time, and I hope you know that.
I miss you. I hope you're finding what you need with your mother. The training- I know what you're training to do. I don't know what it entails, but I hope- I know it's not going to happen but I hope you give yourself time to just be.
James and I have been getting closer. Did I tell you about him before you left? I can't remember. I think he'd pass your strenuous testing procedures. We're only just starting out but- I think this could be going somewhere. I hope it is. When you get back, I think the two of you would get on, you know?
The way the sun rises here is amazing. There are so many things I want to eventually show you. One day, I'll convince you to part from Gotham for a weekend, and I'll show you Utopia. I'l show you my home.
I hope I get to give you this soon.
Even if you don't call me it any more,