Dec 23, 2014
I was invited to a party with some co workers tonight and I’m really flattered and I’d like to go. This means I’m welcomed in the group. But Riley’s at work and I don’t want to go alone because I’m afraid I’ll be nervous that I’ll awkward the entire night and I’ll be that weird really young girl in the corner who knows like, two people that I’m not close enough to cling to all night. I haven’t even texted him that I’m not coming because I still am trying to get myself to go because I could have fun and I want to be in the group but. Egh. Ehhhhhh. Idk what to do so I’m just sitting in the laundromat doing some wash and avoiding confrontation.
