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So, since the end of world is really close and everybody has started making forever follow posts I guess, I have to make one, as well. I'd like to thank everyone who's written above this text. Every single one of you is up there for a special reason and I want to thank you for that reason. Some of you may not even remember me but it's okay, I still love you. Also, I would like to thank EVERY single follower of mine, I really appreciate you guys and I love you all!!! So, I wish you all the best. Be healthy and keep watching anime or whatever you like.

—Thank you, again. 

P.S. I'm really sorry for my shitty edit.

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5. weird things I do when i’m alone.

I act out random scenes from books/movies. I even cry if the scene needs me to. 

I dress up as weird stuff and go on chatroulette 8D 

I sleep whenever and wherever I can, but that's not that weird

I design how my house room's will look like. So far I could have 12 different houses. 

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14. something I do without realising.

I raise my voice to ridiculous levels. I'm sorry I am always so loud and seem to be screaming/mad.  

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9. something that makes me sad when i think about it.

I lost my grandfather when I was 17. I don't have pictures with him. I don't remember hugging him or saying I love you as much as I should have. He was a great man. Strong opinionated and a very handsome old man... it breaks my heart knowing I could have been with him so much more. Showed him my love....  It also breaks my heart thinking about a friend who passed away last year. We grew up together, watched Dragon Ball Z, Pokémon, played games, went to the movies... you name it. We were the bests of best friends growing up.  Sadly I moved from the street to a farther away place. With time we distanced each other and we grew up apart. We met again in college. We studied the same major and enjoyed pretty much the same stuff. But still, we were very thorn apart and though I always tried to talk to him wherever I saw him it just didn't feel the same. I remember our last conversation as if it were yesterday: Naruto and Hinata or Naruto and Sakura? He mentioned Fairy Tail then and I read the first chapter- nope, didn't like it. 

 One day as I was on my way to work to Epcot on the Happiest place on Earth I got the news of his passing. I cried my whole way to work and honestly? I enjoyed being dishroom the most that day. I cried the whole shift. Cried myself to sleep, too.  It broke me because, even though we were apart, there is no childhood memory without him there. And I couldn't say goodbye properly.  To this day I still haven't talked to his mom or sisters. I feel that by doing so it's accepting that he will not be there anymore. I know he's gone but I can't face it as I wish I could. I spent many nights reading all the hundred chapters the Fairy Tail manga had until I managed to love it.  I read it, I love it and all I wish is to someday be able to talk to him about Fairy Tail as we talked about Naruto... even though I don't really LOVE Naruto as much as I know he did.

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12. something i’m currently worrying about.

Failing my Economy class.  I am so not good with numbers and graphics and calculators... It doesn't help that the professor is so... BORING. If I fail economy class then I'll have to repeat it next semester or else I wont be able to graduate :'(((((((((((( I guess I could say I am extremely worrying about graduating. I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO GRADUATE ;____;  

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22. 5 things i want to change.

There are far too many stuff I want to change. Let's start with my personal life (I also have a list for this, lol) 

I need to be a good dancer & cook.

I want to change the way I look and feel about myself.

I need to change my career goal. 

I want to change my wardrobe. It's almost urgent.

Puerto Rico's constitution. More power to the people. Less power to politicians. 

*bonus* I want to change at least one street name to Neverland. 

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17. something i regret.

Oh wow. I actually have a list... I made it during an exercise/workshop last summer. It mostly has stuff I regret I didn't do during my Disney College Program last year but still... there are some things I have added. Anyways here goes:

All the 'no's I said to my coworkers and friends at E.U.

Spending my money so quickly and not saving it

Never having money for Dave & Busters

Closing my heart to guys interested in a relationship with me. 

Being so insecure

Not enjoying my time off to its fullest

Not extending my Disney College Program

I never tried the Dumbo ride, Figment & Captain EO

Never carrying my own camera around

Not spending my Polaroids

Not eating a Disney Turkey Leg

Not having pictures with the big 5 in their classic costumes (Mickey, Minnie, Goofy, Donald, Pluto) & Beauty and the Beast

Not visiting Animal Kingdom more

Not going to the musicals. :(

I never watched Epcot's firework show even though I worked there

Not trying all the ice cream flavors at Fountain View.

Never saying what I feel (I have been getting better at this one, though)

I didn't say goodbye to Sam (Ravingnerd)

Never applying for AIESEC's international conferences

I enjoy junk food and candy too much

Not breaking up sooner with my ex

Never giving BGO a chance. 

Always starting and never finishing my stories

Starting a facebook

Ever having a myspace

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23. my view on being tumblr famous.

Bwahahahaha. I have never thought about this before.  Mmm, do you remember when myspace had those little groups that spammed the bulletin board with 'trains'  and each train had like 30 people and they were divided into sections as to  how many 'friends' said member had?  You could only join them if you had an impressive amount of 'friends'... like... 24k?  You don't? You didn't miss shit. You do? Well then maybe you can agree with me and many others at how useless and how stupid they were. It's the same as being tumblr famous.   It's not about the amount of followers but about the amount of real connection you have with them. I have 234 followers. Do you know how many I've spoken with? about 6. Maybe 8. No more than 10. Now don't get me wrong I'm not bashing on those who consider them 'tumblr famous'. Everyone chooses to be whoever want to be but, I think tumblr is about finding a place to be where you fit.  This was just a thought formulated in less than 5 minutes. Wether wrong or right? I still have to meet a tumblr famous to formulate a better understanding about it. But so far? Yeah, this is what I think.