I've been following you for a while so I hope it's not weird to say. I'm so sorry for your loss. :( Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. *hug*
@danikaftw said: I wish I could send more to help. Try to remember to take care of yourself, too, in times like these. Hydrate, Eat, and try to sleep. ♥
@memyselfvstheworld said: Siento mucho tu perdida, espero que puedas ir a ver a tu familia pronto y pasen este duro momento juntos. Mis mejores deseos
Answering these together so I won’t spam people so much with this.
Thank you so much guys!
I completely ignored my alarm clock today, and have done absolutely nothing save trip back home-related stuff, like calling kennels for Raven and asking my cousin if I can crash at his place in madrid before taking a flight. I think I’m actually going to manage, so BIG THANK YOU to everyone, this means so much more than I could possibly explain with words. Everyone’s seriously amazing and I adore you all so so much <3
In the meantime, I’m trying to distract myself… I feel awkward doing so, like, idk, like it’s not appropriate or something? like watching tv or being here on tumblr now is completely out of line and means I don’t care, but I rationally know I just physically can’t be crying all the time, that it’s normal for grief to come in waves and it’s normal for me to need to “keep going” and to do things to distract myself… but I still feel bad about it… *sighs*
But yes, I promise I’m taking as much care of myself as I possibly can right now. *hugs everyone*













