#danyull

[mrbogfrog]

I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH

[ari-the-ang3l]

I figured you guys would like some heart eyes Howell and love eyes Lester so here you go.

[xoxaleeexox-blog]

Danny boii 😂💘

[thedisloyalorderofemos]

so uhhhh

flyingninja314 is the beST FUCKING FRIEND EVER!!!!!!?!!!!!!!

[tapiocaballs]

The most important thing on my bucketlist crossed off.

“I rejected you countless of times… Yet I’m here. Something must have had to go right, because I can’t get enough of you”

Our story is complicated. Truth is, I rejected him 5 times and he rejected me twice. But I can’t imagine where we would be without each other.. and I never knew that I could be so comfortable with someone who meant absolutely nothing to me before. It’s crazy and amazing all at once. Now… This isn’t some sappy love post I’m trying to write. It’s all straight from the heart. Here I go.

Two months ago, I made a bucketlist for the summer and on it was, “fall in love with Daniel again..” I thought that maybe I’d randomly realize I love him all over again when we’re walking down the street, taking a nap, or having a nice drive.. During these past couple of months, we’ve shared great memories together. But still nothing.. At least not until last week. Last week, my eczema started to act up and I caught a viral infection on my fingers. They were swollen, red, crusty, and oozing puss. I refused to show my hands to anyone, even my parents. I was completely embarrassed. Daniel came to visit me the second day I had it and he made me show him my fingers. At first I was really upset he was trying to look at them. But then a few days later, he began to watch me change my bandages and he’d take a look at my fingers. I thought he was a little crazy too because he still asked to hold my hands, and I knew that if the case were switched, I wouldn’t be doing the same. After last Friday, my eczema began to appear on all my fingers and these tiny bumps formulated on my hands. Still, he’d look at my hands and hold them, carefully observing them, then, he’d tell me that everything will be alright and that I’ll be okay. Just yesterday, my eczema spread to my face and his eczema began to act up too. “We’ll go through this together,” he told me.

I’m actually crying right now as I type this. It was pretty selfish of me to think that I’d fall in love with him again through some sappy couple bonding. Truth is, it was his acceptance that really got to me. These past two weeks, my self esteem was at its lowest, I’ve practically been useless.. but he never failed to show me unconditional love; especially at a time where I was at my weakest. I was able to face one of my biggest insecurities because of him. And I now know that I have nothing to be ashamed of or afraid of with him. If you’re reading this Daniel, thanks for all the support you’ve been giving me these past two weeks. Who knew that eczema would make me realize I love you all over again.