Somehow I found myself venturing back to my blog here, at Tumblr. It feels forever and day since I last visited this site. I don’t really know what is going on here anymore or who is still around. I’m not even sure if I am officially coming back or if anyone is still interested in my returning, but this blog is full of a lot of memories. Some good. Some bad. Some I wish I could erase from history.
So here is the deal. I’m seriously contemplating starting my blog back up, but that of course will come with some major changes. I am no longer apart of any anime fandoms. I actually had to take a major step back from anime and therefore will no longer be active in that community. Which means no more RPs from this point on: for example. I also don’t have the time.
I currently have retired from the cosplay community as well. While I still attend a couple of anime conventions each year, I decided that cosplay was not my thing. At least for now.
The cosplay and anime communities I was so deeply involved... well were too volatile and toxic.
Instead, I returned to my true passion and first love... music.
Two years ago I fell into a great depression. Cutting toxic people out of my life and then having something that meant so much to me ripped from me from an anonymous villain... I went into a very dark place in my mind. Eventually, I rediscovered my passion for music. Kpop predominately. It helped me climb out of the dark place I was drowning in. Since then I haven’t looked back.
So this blog is probably going to be more music inclined, kpop to be exact, so I don’t expect or ask anyone to stick around who doesn’t want to be. Nor will I be insulted if you unfollow me. I’ve already began to tinker around with my settings and unfollow inactive blogs. I’m really unsure how I want to proceed, but I don’t want to get so swept up in this site again that I start having anxiety attacks all over again.
Yes. That use to happen quite frequently actually.
I just want to use this site like I originally intended to use it. A blog. A scrapbook. So I intend to revamp and organize it here and there when I am free. I may not be on here daily either. I just can’t. I’m very active on twitter though. It’s much easier for me to keep up with than this site.
I just need simplicity right now.
I hope those of you who read this post or are still following me after so long, are well. Thank you for all the interesting memories. I look forward to hopefully making more.
