Curtis, so softly, so gently, taking away all of your choices and agency and making you do whatever he wants (sex, it's sex) because he just knows so much better than you what you actually need. Your tiny little mind will understand, eventually, everything he's done for you.
Sometimes I just want to be gaslit, just a little bit. Is that so wrong?????
Warning: banditry, murder, death, trauma, kidnap, fear, and many dark elements.
My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.
Character: Curtis Everett
Summary: you are captured by bandits while employed for the much hated duchess, finding yourself in the middle of a heated plot for revenge.
Note: Another installment of my medieval AU. Special shoutout to @stargazingwriter18
As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging ❤️
“Where to?” Giles asks as you approach.
“Mister Clement’s. The Duchess sends for her velvet cape.” You answer as you approach the carriage.
“Ah, a fine day for a ride. Pity she won’t venture off herself. It might lighten her spirit.”
Your silence says more than any response could. The driver chuckles and opens the door. He pulls down the stool even as you protest it isn’t needed. He helps you inside by your elbow and you thank him.
“Be calm, lady, and I will have us to Mr. Clement’s by midday.” He avows.
“As you will have us. Take the road safety, is all I would bid, sir.” You settle into the bench and stack your hands in your lap.
The Lady Duchess, Diana Sombrette, would speak to Giles in a bolder tone, with impatience in her teeth. As she does all who do her bidding and even those who do not. She has little patience or pity for those who cannot meet her measure.
You cannot resent your place very much. It keeps you a palette to sleep and food in your belly. As meagre as both may be, they are preferable to none. You also cannot gripe for a task outside the castle walls, as oppressive as they are.
Giles takes his seat at the front of the carriage and puts the horses to trot. You rock with the motion of the axle. Mister Clement is not much more amiable than the Duchess. You do not relish even a brief rapport with the tailor.
The driver whistles and the willowy tune puts you at ease. You lean over to see past the curtains to the rows of trees and a cluster of brush beyond. The shadows of creatures unknown pass between the trunks and crack twigs and fallen branches beneath their paws.
The forests are a mysterious place. Treacherous. The noble claim right to them as their hunting and game grounds, while other less regarded figures trespass, hidden in caves and ravines as they plot against the proclaimed keepers. You shiver and try not to think of those tales, instead catching the white tail of a hare as it retreats from the clatter of the carriage.
You laze in the soft canter of the horses, barely noticing as they slow. It’s only as the uneven melody of the driver’s lips quiets that you break from your trance. You sit up as the rustle of branches and leaves fills the silence Giles grunts.
“What is the meaning of–”
Thunk! Something hits the side of the carriage and you wince as you notice the piercing point lodged through the upper corner. The arrow head stares you down as you clutch your hands over your heart. It cannot be!
“We have no conflict with you, sir,” a voice proclaims. “But with the lady within.”
“The lady… no, no, yer mistaken,” Giles insists.
“Are we? Is that not the duchess’ sigil upon those wheels? Hm? Painted by those hands she enslaves for her selfish needs.” The voice accuses again.
“They are, but the lady is back at the castle.” Giles insists.
“So you steer an empty carriage? How ridiculous.”
“I am on the duchess’ mission. I needn’t explain to you lot of scoundrels–”
Another startling thump lurches the carriage. The blade of a knife pokes through the other side of the wall. You gulp.
“We don’t wan’ harm you, fellow. You are only as we are. Crushed beneath the greed of that vile duchess.” The man continues. “We only ask that you step down and surrender your cargo.”
“I cannot do that–”
“We would not like to hurt you, but will if needed.” The voice sinks in warning. “We permit you one last chance.”
“I am done with you vermin!” Giles sneers and the reins snap. The horses jolt forward and the carriage bounces. The wheels turn one spin before they catch and something cracks. You fly from the bench and hit the parallel one before heaping onto the floor.
Giles cries out as you hear his body hit the dirt. You heave out a tight breath and gasp. Your body is paralysed as you struggle to breathe through the pain in your ribs.
“It didn’t have to be this way,” a grittier voice cuts through the chaos without and you hear a terrible slice and groan.
Footsteps clamour around the carriage as you rock and fight to sit up. When you find the strength to, the door opens from the other side. You cry out and kick your heels down, pushing yourself back. The door behind you swings out and you’re seized, hauled out into the open air.
“We’ve got her!” The men proclaim.
There’s a cheer from the dozen other bodies closing in on you. Your eyes flit back and forth as panic swirls in your vision. Your gaze clings to the body on the ground. Poor Giles is face down, a puddle of blood spreading through the dirt. Your stomach drops and your legs buckle.
Several of the men part to let through a man in a wool cap and tattered grey clothing. He holds an axe as he walks with unbreakable pride in his shoulders. Your tremble as the edge of the tool glistens scarlet.
He stares you down as you wilt and wriggle against the two men clinging to your arms. He sighs and blinks slowly. He keeps his eyes closed.
“It is not her.” He hisses.
“It has to be! She was within. There is no other–”
“The driver was honest.” The man opens his eyes, irises icy blue. “I know the duchess. And she would never wear an apron of the sort.” He grips his hips. “She must suspect our plot.”
The men exchange looks and grumble.
“What do we do?” Another asks; the one who spoke to Giles earlier. “Let her go?”
“No. We cannot. It would only give the duchess more suspicion.” The man in the grey wool, the one you assume to be their leader, grits. “We keep her. Use her. She will know the duchess and her life. Perhaps she will afford us our next chance.”
“Hm, suppose that makes sense.” The other man responds thoughtfully.
“No one…” the leader raises his finger and comes forward. “Is to touch her.” He growls as he approaches you and waves off the men beside you. “I will get the information we need.”
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The man walks you between the trees on a short length of rope. One end is wound around your wrists, the other in his grip as he tugs you along. The other men walk in pairs, whispering, watching the trees as they make cautious progress.
You keep your head down and stare at your thumbs. Your skirt catches on thorns and brambles and your soft-soled shoes slip on roots and moss. Several times the man yanks you as you slow to avoid falling.
He leads you down a steep ridged decline and at the bottom, you find a sight that strikes you. Tents set up on the flat of the ravine, a few women peeking out from the flaps with feral eyes. One emerges and sheaths a long dagger at her waist.
“Edgar,” she greets the man who did most of the talking back at the carriage. She rushes toward him then slows as she sees you next to the other man. She frowns. “What’s happened?”
“It wasn’t the duchess.” He says grimly as he squeezes the woman’s arm.
“Then…?” The woman prompts.
“We’ll figure it out,” the man at the other end of the rope snips and pulls you forward.
He drags you past the other women as they emerge; a few with children on their hips or behind their skirts. The man tugs you forward and grabs the back of your neck. He forces your head under the tent flap of the structure at the very rear of the settlement.
He points to the ground. “Sit.”
You obey. He gets down on his knees and winds the loose end of the robe around your ankles. You watch him without a word.
“You are the duchess’ sheep.” He accuses as he stands.
You lower your head. His soles scuff the ground. He grabs the waterskin slung around his torso and loosens the top. He drinks and hums. He tightens the tie on it and paces around.
“Maid.” He states.
“Yes.” You murmur.
“Close to her then.” He mulls as he brings his hand up to his chin. You peek up at the movement and find his cold eyes on you. You quickly drop your head again. “She’s lost a driver. Won’t want to lose you too.”
You chew your cheek. You’re not certain for that. The duchess dismissed Talula for bringing the wrong wine and the stable boy for kicking up dirt as she passed.
He walks a small circle, stops, then squats down in front of you. He rests his forearms on his knees.
“Look at me.” He snarls.
You look up as you shiver. “Sir.”
“Tell me everything.”
You scrunch up your nose in confusion.
“Tell me about what the duchess does in a day. Tell me when she pisses, when she eats, when she sleeps. Tell me everything you know.” He reaches to his belt and frees the axe, pointing it at your nose. “Believe me when I tell you, I can smell a lie before it’s told.”
You gulp. “I understand,” you wisp out. “I… I will be honest.”
He turns the axe and presses it to your chest. “Good woman.”
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You sleep on the ground, as you have for nights past. You don’t count them. Knowing won’t help you. You shiver in the corner, wrists and ankles bound so you can only lay in a ball.
You groan as you shift. There is no comfort to be had; not waking, not sleeping. Two times a day, the bonds are loosed so you may go into the trees to relieve yourself. A woman called Ursula watches you with her blade out. Then you are led back. You are fed a handful of nuts and sometimes burnt barley.
There is no use in complaint. You are afraid but there is nothing this man could do or say to assuage that. You told him all you could but he did not seem happy for it; if that is an emotion he would know. Since, he has said little. You haven’t either.
“Curtis,” a whisper comes from without.
That’s his name. You’ve heard a few say it. He sniffs and rolls over on his bedroom. He sits up, axe already in hand. You watch his shadow.
“Ed,” he greets the man through the flap. The soft dwindling dusk pores through the small gap.
“Today. The horsemen ready.”
Curtis grunts.
“There is a feast. The duchess will go. Along with the rest of those heathens.” Edgar explains in a coarse hush.
Curtis nods. “Six men.”
“Six?” Edgar sounds surprised.
“More than enough,” Curtis assures and drops the flap back.
He turns and goes back to his bedroom. He doesn’t lay down. He lights a stub of tallow with the scratch of flint. He pulls out a whetstone and works on the edge of his axe, the shink of his sharpening making you twitch.
“You’ll come too.” He says bluntly. “I’m certain your mistress misses her sheep.”
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A different man holds the rope. You perch at the foot of the trees as you watch the line of men snake through the brush and hide in the ditch at the edge of the beaten road. You’re exhausted, so much so that even your adrenaline can’t keep your head from nodding. The endless coursing of fear has drained you of all strength and hope.
Your eyes droop and your head wobbles until you hear it. A noise so distant it could have been as simple as a bird flapping through the leaves. But then it keeps going. The steady grind of wheels grows closer and closer, pebbles pouncing beneath the wooden frames, dirt mulching louder than it should.
The man next to you tenses. You look down at the ditch. You cannot see the men as they hide beneath a criss cross of overgrown weeds and vines. They are clever. It must be how they surprised Giles before.
And left him dead.
The horses’ hooves thunder nearer and the call of a bird goes up. All at once, you realise the squawk came from the throat of a man. Guards appear first. The duchess must have heeded the previous carriage’s fate. The bandits are methodic in their attack. Their arrows aimed in the gap above halberd or exposed beneath the under arm.
The soldiers wail and fall from their saddles, their horses stampeding forward. That is until they notice the large rocks across the road, arranged there by the attackers. They rear and kick up, neighing in fear.
The bandits hurl up ropes tipped with iron hooks as the carriage comes into sight. Two stand and shoot their arrows that embed in the wood.
The driver panics and rolls off the bench. You know him; his name is Rhys. He stumbles over the side of the carriage as the horses keep running. The bandits tie the ropes to trees and the carriage lurches to a halt entirely. The roof splits from the tension of its bounds. You clutch your damp skirts and stare foggily as the scene plays out.
“Come, your time is now.” The man wrenches you up as the bandits hurry onto the road, checking the men writhing on the ground. If they are not dead, the bandits make sure of it.
There’s a shriek from within the carriage.
“Around, around!” Edgar hollers.
Two of the men hurry around as the door on the opposite side opens, swaying the vehicle. There is another fearful shout. You’ve never heard the duchess so terrified.
The man jerks you down the incline and through the ditch. Diana continues her struggle as she is restrained by Edgar. Curtis stands before her calmly as you’re dragged up onto the road.
“You!” She snarls as her green eyes flash. “I should’ve known it was you, you vile rat.”
“Shhhh,” Curtis hushes her as he raises his axe to his lips and walks forward.
The duchess retracts against Edgar and whines. “Who are you, scoundrel?”
He hushes her again and pushes the blunt top of the axe to her mouth. “I’ve come to make a barter. A generous one as what you’ve taken cannot be repaid.”
“What do you–”
“If I must quiet you again, I will have your tongue in my purse.” He warns. The duchess’ scoffs as her face contorts in fear. “Now, my terms are not imbalance. You will have your maid returned to you. You may even keep your horses and your carriage. But that will be all.” He turns the blade slowly in front of her face. “And you will ride and ride and ride until you cannot any further. But you will not come back here.”
Her nostrils flare and her lip curls.
“And you will not return. Ever. If I see your face again, I will do worse than what your men did to my people.” He sneers. “I will burn you alive but you will not die of it. You will live with it. For days, weeks, possibly months… and your flesh will rot away and you still will not know of the pain you’ve caused me and mine.” He declares, his hand shaking on his axe. “And we will claim what we need. The castle, the kitchens, the barrels you hoard, the rooms kept empty for your pride.” He pushes the axe against her chest. “Am I understood?”
The duchess rolls her eyes. “Kill the maid, see if I care.”
Curtis’ eyes narrow. His lashes dip down and he bows his head. He backs up and signals.
“Grab the pitch.” He commands.
“Pitch?” Diana squeals. “You cannot– you must unhand me– the King will have your heads.”
“Not if I have his first.” Curtis retorts. “But I’ll settle for yours.”
He spins and approaches another man with a pail in hand. He trades his axe for it and looks into it. He carries it to the duchess. It’s steaming.
“You have your men go out and fight your battles so you would not know what pitch smells like. You would not know how it covers the flesh of a man and slowly suffocates him. How he can remain alive for such a time and suffer and suffer.” He tilts his head. “But you will learn. Slowly.”
He raises the bucket as Edgar forces the Duchess to her knees. She cries out and claws at his hands. Curtis holds the pail over her.
“You will not want it to get in your eyes. For what is worse than burning from the outside in, being blind as you do.” He slowly tips the bucket and you close your eyes. The duchess screeches as you hear a sizzle so sickly you fall to your knees. You cover your face with your bound hands and shudder. In her fate, you only see your own.
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The pressure drains from your hands. You open your eyes as the burning smell stains your tongue and soul. You shake as you blink away the shock and stare at your loose wrists. A hand with black trimmed nails winds up the rope.
You look at Curtis as the men move behind him, inspecting the carriage, reining in the horses.
“Is it my turn?” You ask.
His brows tweak and his lashes flutter. “Your…” he begins.
You look at the axe on his belt. He hooks the rope beside it. “What good is your death?” He growls. “Cruel enough she would throw you to us wolves.”
He stands and claps his hands on his jacket.
“What… what do I do?” You ask as you look around.
“Did I say you were free?” He challenges. You stay on your knees. “You know our faces, our names, where we eat and sleep. You cannot go but you don’t have to die.”
He spins away and calls to Edgar. The other men continue to strip down the carriage and search the purses of the soldiers in the dirt. You look over it all. You don’t want to die but you don’t know if you want to live either.
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You walk with the bandits back to camp. Ahead of you, Curtis leads the way, at the rear, Edgar keeps the line moving. As you get to the decline, you lower yourself to make your way down. Your foot slips and you slide over the jutting rocks and roots that make the footholds.
You’re caught by your sleeve. You plant your foot and look up as Curtis clings to you. He steadies you then lets go. You continue down as he trails you.
Ursula greets her husband, Neil, and Edgar finds his wife, Joan, and their daughter, Gwen. The other men disperse to return to their tents. There are two missing. The ones who were bid to take the duchess back to her castle. You can still hear her senseless whimpers.
You peer around. You don’t know what to do. You don’t belong here. You go to the smoking pit and sit in the dirt. You stare at the embers.
You stay like that for a while. Ursula appears with her mussed and pot in hand. You quickly look away.
“My husband says you will stay with us.” She hangs the pot over the pit and stokes it.
“I guess.” You agree weakly.
She nods and hums. “There are some women, you might have seen them. The sisters Martin. They were nuns but… we were all once someone else. They might have space in their tent.”
“I thank you.” You say.
“Hm. If you give me your name, you can share the soup.” She offers.
You look at her. You recite the name that doesn’t feel like yours.
She feeds you as you stay where you are. Others come to warm their food and fill their bellies. You are a ghost among them. Children chase each other between that fire and the next.
Dusk sets in and you shiver. You should get up and find those nuns. You can’t.
The moon shimmers down as the fire dwindles. You lower your head and bend over your knees.
“You cannot sleep here. There are real wolves.” Curtis startles you as his shadow blocks out the moonlight. You look up at him. “My tent remains… open to you.”
“That is kind.” You say.
You rub your hands together and blow into them. You hug your bent knees, tucking your fingers under them. He sighs and circles the pit.
“I’m not asking.” He says.
You swallow. You take a deep breath. You can’t move, not right away. He waits. You shift onto your knees and press your hands to the dirt. You stand stiffly.
He approaches and you shy away. He catches your wrist. You quiver but do not draw away. He walks you away from the fire and between the tents.
Your eyes wander and as you pass Ursula’s tent, you spy her by a torch propped out of the dirt. She watches you and lifts her chin in acknowledgement. Curtis drags you to his tent and pushes you under the flap.
It’s different. There are blankets piled over soft mounds. You have seen that embroidery before. These come from the Duchess’ inventory.
“You need purpose. I took that from you.” He says as he slides his axe free from his belt. He places it on a pillow. He stands straight and undoes his belt completely. He locks it inside the hide chest next to the heap of bedding. “So, I have thought on it. You will have new purpose.”
He stands again and undoes the wooden buttons on his jacket. You stand and rock near the tent flap. He peels off the jacket and folds it over the chest. He tugs the back of his tunic and strips it off too, revealing the dark hair that trims his torso.
When he straightens again, he pauses to look at you. He crosses the small space and grabs the braided end of your belt. He unknots it as he stares at you. You watch the apple of his throat.
“It is cold in the night.” He tosses the belt away and pinches the slack fabric of your dress. “But you are warm and I’ve not been in some years.” His hands stretch around your waist. “Do you see your purpose now?”
Your lip trembles and you squirm.
“Come,” he takes your hand and guides you to the layers of blankets and cushions. “Lay. Tonight we sleep. Tomorrow, we’ll see.”
Summary: you’re forced to start from scratch after the messy end of your marriage.
Character: Curtis Everett, 40something reader
Warnings: dubcon, noncon, NSFW. This is a dark drabble like most of my stuff so take this as your warning to stop reading.
Part of the Trailer Park AU
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“What’re you doing?” Curtis asks as you turn on the faucet.
“Um… washing up.” You barely save your plate from sliding out of your hand.
“My place. You leave that.”
He nears in the small space and takes the plate from you, setting it down. He shuts off the tap without looking, standing closer than you expect. You can feel the heat roiling off of him. There's a trace of coconut or vanilla on him.
“Oh, uh, thanks. I hope you enjoyed dinner. And the leftovers.” You inch away.
“Not sure they'll last very long,” he kids without a lilt of humour.
“Yeah… guess I could've brought dessert.” You chuckle nervously.
He nods, watching you without emotion. “I like sweet things.”
You don't know what to say. This is awkward. You're awkward. And it's late.
“I'll get out of your hair. And promise, if I have any other issues, you don't need to worry.” You clasp your hands together. “Really, I'm gonna figure this out.”
“Sure you don't want a beer or something? I'm sure I got a beer or two tucked up behind that spinach juice.” He offers.
“Really, it's fine.” You smile sheepishly. “I'm beat. That old thing has terrible ventilation and the oven got it all…” you stop yourself. “It's not a problem. I'll survive.”
You turn and head for the door. He follows, his footsteps a heavy contrast to your own. You stop and look back at him.
“Thanks. You're a great host.” You say.
“Really?” He scoffs.
“Oh sure. Even if I have to bribe you with food.” You kid. “Guess I'll see you around.”
You spin and go to open the door. He reaches around you and gets the handle first, his arm brushing you. He pulls it open so you're forced to back up into him.
“Oh, gee, thanks.” You angle around the awkward courtesy.
“Mm. See ya.” He rasps quietly. “Sure you don't need me to walk ya?”
“I can see my door from here,” you assure him. “Night, Curtis.”
“Night…” he drawls after you.
You descend the steps of his trailer and cross the slowly dimming park. Shadows gather under tarps and behind unlit barbecues, and bug buzz near your ears, chasing you back to your new home.
New to you but well past its expiration. Maybe that’s fitting.
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It’s hot. Blazing hot. The lack of insulation in the trailer does little to ease the summer heat, even at night. You roll over again, shoving the corner of the blanket off your hip. You’re in nothing more than a tank top and panties. It sounds sexier than it is. On you, the top is all stretched out and sweaty and your panties keep riding up in creases.
You get up and move the fan closer to the window. Little help that is. You turn over your pillow and flop back down. You turn your back to the fan to let the sweat at the base of your spine dry.
Your scalp itches and your skin chafes against the cotton. You slowly sink into a humid sleep. When you wake, you’re no less damp and your head is heavy. There’s a noise outside, loud and persistent.
You roll over and throw your feet over the edge. You land dizzily, a bit too much momentum behind you. You nearly collide with the fan. You move it out of the way and bend to look through the window.
The sight of muscled back and broad shoulders adds a couple degrees. You stare dumbly for a moment before you recognise the person mowing your lot. Not that there’s very much to do. Curtis turns the mower and you wave behind the screen.
He stops and lets go of the mower. It quiets down and he wipes his forehead with the back of his hand. His shirtless chest is thick with sweat-laced hair, trailing down his stomach to the top of his jeans.
“Hey, uh, thanks for that, but you don’t need to do all that.”
“Just did mine and Mrs. Neill’s. Figured I got enough juice left.” He shrugs.
“Hm, uh, right.” You utter. “Well thank you. Again.”
He nods. He watches you and his eyes slip. You give half a smile and back up. You glance down before you stand and sidle away. You pull up your drooping tank top, hoping he didn’t see too much.
The mower roars back to life. You dress in a pair of capris and loose tee shirt. You wash your face, brush your teeth, and battle your hair. You go into the kitchen. It sure would be nice if you had some lemonade or even some of that cheap powdered mix. You grab one of the three bottles of water left in the pack and slide into your clog sandals.
As you emerge, Curtis rolls the silent mower along the edge of your lot.
“Hey, uh… sorry, I don’t have anything stronger,” you offer the bottle.
He stops and faces you. He eyes you then the bottle. He accepts it.
“Thanks.” He snaps the seal as he twists the cap. He pulls it off and puts the neck to is lips. He tilts his head and gulps deeply. His throat bobs as he drains the bottle in only a few swallows. He sighs and licks his lips.
“Needed that.” He says.
“Real nice of you to do the grass,” you look around. “It’s half burn though. Probably don’t need to.”
“Fire hazard. If it’s dry and long, it’ll catch a spark.” He crushes the bottle between his palms with no effort. You watch how he crunches it almost flat.
“Right. Didn’t think of that.” You teeter on your soles.
“Any issues with the electric?” He asks.
“No, it’s working. Fan went all night.” You grip your hips. “I might need to get a second one. Maybe one that fits the window.”
“Ah, yeah.” He agrees. “I got A/C. If you need a break from the heat.”
“I’ve survived worse,” you assure him with wave of your hand.
“Uh huh.” He gazes at you, his eyes dipping so quickly you’re not even sure you really saw them move.
“Well, uh, I’ll let you go. I gotta go finish unpacking.” You back up slowly.
“Anything heavy,” He bends his arm and flexes his bicep. You nearly twitch. “Don’t wanna hurt yourself, right?”
He turns and grips the crushed water bottle against the mower handle. He pushes it away as you stand dumbly at the end of your short walkway. You look down and cringe, noticing how one side of your tee shirt is tucked under your tit, despite the weak effort of your bra to contain them. You can’t seem to get anything right.