#darkandcryptic

[darkandcryptic]

“Put a bullet in my head, blow it out with your hollow points

Nothing that you say is any help, it's just fucking noise

Get down upon your knees, thank the lord for your blessed life

Looking down your nose, feeling saved, a pretentious vice

Ego toxicity, brand your faith a currency

But when it doesn't serve your purpose, you just bite your tongue

You'll never see for the evil that it has become

You'll never see it for the evil”

[darkandcryptic]

“Oh Mrs. Pharmacist, if I resist, lock me up and bind my wrists

You've been a bad little girl, little girl

Close your eyes and listen close

I know just how much you love it

If you speak you lose your turn

So shut your mouth before I fuck it”

[darkandcryptic]

All I do is fuck shit up and hurt the ones I love the most…I can’t do this anymore…

[darkandcryptic]

“Arrogant boy

Love yourself so no one has to

They're better off without you

(They're better off without you)

Arrogant boy

'Cause a scene like you're supposed to

They'll fall asleep without you

You're lucky if your memory remains”

[darkandcryptic]

It’s clear to me that I’ll never give you the happiness you deserve or the love you need. I’m just not a good person. I’m too tired to fight myself anymore…I’m sorry

[darkandcryptic]

I’m manipulative, a monster, an all around horrible person. I can’t live in my mind anymore…it might be time to finally shut these voices and demons up for good…

[darkandcryptic]

“If I had common sense I’d cut myself or curl up and die.”

[darkandcryptic]

I have been nothing but a selfish, disgusting, coward of a human being. My next move will be my first selfless and most courageous act.