#darknightgalaxy

[wondersofeos]

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[wondersofeos]

MAY I CRY???? I'm new to Ff, and I only played ff15. I played the last chapter yesterday and CRIED FOR 2 HOURS. I mean, Noct died??? I didn't expected that? And tbh, I didn't understand it at first. My heart is broken, how do you handle that ending? He was the first character I really fell in love with.

You sure can, sweetie. ♡ That’s kind of the rite of passage to the ff series: lots of silent questions, non-stop desperate yelling in the distance,… and hardcore suffering! Though, if it reassures you in any way even now and no matter how many times I’ve played the game, I still bowl at the end… I swear once you’re done with the game you only have half the water of your body left.

I don’t know how to handle it honestly. I’m still not over it and we’re almost two years post release. I called my coping mechanism “endless denial”. The fact that you’ve got to press the “x” to kill him is even worst… but what gets me everytime is that rising sun. UGH. I will join in the crying session if it’s alright with you. And I’m not even a die hard fan of Noctis, I love him to bits but that’s it, so I really do imagine how painful it must be for you.I know that telling myself he was finally at peace and that he succeeded fulfilling what so many thought him unfit to fulfill helped me accept it in a way. And knowing that he brought his beloved friends and brothers relief and the possibility to live and grow old in a better world devoid of darkness truly fills me with pride. It’s still not fair that Noctis isn’t here to see the new dawn, though. But I love to think he is the new sun, the new protector of Eos, and that he’ll watch over everyone no matter what. ♡ I personally love the ending (well, I just love everything in general so there’s that too), but it’s definitely hard to swallow. I’m not even sure anyone has been able to swallow it yet.

Just take the time to process it. Noctis may be fictional but what he brought to you is real so yeah, just take the time to cry and breathe, we get to accept it eventually… No matter what, I can say for sure that you’ve got lots of Eosians to cry with regarding that very matter, that these very sweeties were grieving with you reading your message, too, and that a wave of love is coming your way. I’m sending you a big warm bear hug.

Besides, regardless of the end, this soft dork is still here. See? ♡

[skzyxndere]

After discussing some other topics we finally parted our ways, every one of us going to their next classes. The next day came and I stayed at home the whole time, either studying or spending time with Minhyuk, so I didn't expect anyone to ring the doorbell in the evening. I stood up and opened the door, only to see a beaming Jeongin with some of the other boys waiting in front of my appartment. "W..What? Jeongin, what are you all doing here?"

"I told you you're coming with us today!" Jeongin said, grabbed your arm and dragged you and your confused face into the vehicle.

Changbin saw the way Jeongins hand touched your arm and something in his tired and exhausted brain clicked: why had he never seen that before?

Sweet, little, 'innocent' Jeongin wanted you, at least that was what he thought. He thought Jeongin used it to his advance, that he was in your year and sneakily started to take you away, to make you like him the most.

The elder glared at Jeongin, who was happily talking to you and saw right through his facade. What a little bastard - he'd pay for this.

[skzyxndere]

That's awesome. 😂 I had another dream where BMTH (I love them!) cooked me and pinched me with giant forks 😂😂

omg GIANT FORKS UUUUUF

Also yes BMTH are amazing love their Sempiternal album :)

[skzyxndere]

I had a fucking dream where Changkyun attacked me with his fucking nose

YOOOO WHAT

listen I had this dream where Teen Tops Ricky turned into a crow and I was like holding onto a stone on a wall abt to fall down and he was picking my hands so I'd fall down😂😂😂😂😂

[skzyxndere]

😪 There was literally no reason to hate on you. People are stupid, dont listen to them.

Ahhh you don't have to worry about me I've had worse anons and as I said I agree so yeah it ain't that bad

There's things I would get upset over but this is none of them ❤

[skzyxndere]

You cant catch Dans hands, she is way too small for that! 😂 a small baby brat whxbjwiwb

I know I know 😂😂😂😂😂

I'm a good 20 cm taller and of course so much wiser :)

[skzyxndere]

"Yeah.. I'm fine, it's harder than I thought it would be." I admitted as I continued to brush through his hair. "Any plans for later?" Chan asked and looked around. "We can go grab a drink together." He suggested. I took my band back into my lap, giving him an apologetic look. "I'm sorry I'm going out with Minhyuk.." I said, being sure they all know the name of my boyfriend by now. "But how about tomorrow?"

"We actually have this thing tomorrow." Chan said and smiled. "we do it every year - we go to the big bridge and the north side of the town and make a wish for the year. Minho and I have been doing this for a while and the others here joined in."

Changbin had almost forgotten about it after hearing you had plans with your boyfriend... He should've been used to it at this point, but he just wasn't.

He tried to calm himself down; he had everything planned out - you would be his soon, he just needed a little more patience.