So I know this is mostly fantasy for you since you don't want to ruin your relationship (totally fair), but what is the closest you've gotten to actually doing it? An intimate conversation with a black man on here perhaps, or picking up a dating app to see what your options are, etc
I've talked to some Black men on here, but it's never actually gotten very intimate. I feel guilty when talking with them, and I think they can sense that and pull away.
I did talk to a white guy on here about his Black boxing buddy. Muscular, tattooed, a little rough around the edges. Not seeing anybody at the moment but definitely into white girls.
I would never go through with it, but at that moment I could definitely feel the temptation.












